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“Thou annointest my head with oil, and my cup runneth over.


~ Psalm 23

The various legends of the Holy Grail have common threads. The Holy Grail is the receptacle of Divine Grace. The Seeker must demonstrate spirituality, humility and a pure heart.


The Legend of the Holy Grail is an analogy for the Awakening of the Angelic Human.


The Angelic Human is a receptacle to hold Divine Grace. The Awakening is the anointing with Pure Sanctified Light to aid Humanity. The Quest is to reflect below all the light received from the plan above.





In the year 1208, Pope Innocent III (the most inappropriately named pope in history) unleashed the full might of a most horrendous and brutal crusade against a sect of devout Christians living in the Languedoc, an area on the French side of the Pyrenees. the Cathars were purposely made out to be near-crazy dualists and wiped out through fire and preaching because they really felt they were the true Christians, the true bearers of the Christian message of a Christ who was a lot more human than the establishment found comfortable.

Traditionally, Mary Magdalene is said to have arrived at a village which has been called from memory out of time, St. Magdalene-sur-le-Mer, on the Provence seaside, where this arrival is celebrated every year in a festival

The Magdalene was highly revered in France. Before Joan of Arc, the Magdalene was the patron saint of France. She brought Christianity to then Gaul with her disciples. In the South of France, in the Languedoc area, there was a Duchy called Septamania. It was a matriarchy which welcomed artists and writers of all kinds. Women were held in high esteem and the area was always run by the Duchess of Septamania. On famous Duchess was Duoda (c.806/11-aft.843). Her husband, Bernard, Duke of Septimania (c.802-844) was nearly always in Paris serving in the court of Louis I. He was in charge of the Finances for Louis's government. Dhuoda of Septimania was very famous for writing a Handbook for William: A Carolingian Woman's Counsel for Her Son. This was a moral guide for her 15 year-old son whom Bernard sent courtAfter Bernard fell out of favor with Charles, Louis' son. In it she writes a moral code which includes treatment of women as well as how to behave in Court. It is considered the handbook used by Eleanor of Aquitaine, her decendent, to beget the Court of Love that she was famous for in the later 12th century. There are many who believe that this line was decended from Magdalene. If it wasn't, it at least followed a reverence to her memory and her legacy that was unparalleled anywhere else in European Christianity. While the leaders of this area adhered to the Roman Pope, it welcomed all comers of all religions. The only turmoil was when the Muslims welcomed by the Duchesses of the area originally joined the invading Moors to try to take over this area. Jews were especially welcome, it appears and flourished in this area until the Albigensian Crusades which killed all occupants - the crusade motto was "Kill 'em all and let God sort them."

In AD 1209, the entire population of the Albigens was slaughtered at the order of Pope Innocent III. The Albigens, in the south of France, was then the most populous, the most technically, socially, and economically advanced part of Europe. Its population was largely Gnostics and Arian Christians, and were a sanctuary for Jews who were persecuted almost everywhere else in Europe. All of these groups had a high percentage of literacy and read the Bible, which was prohibited by the Vatican. Innocent III was seeking to put a stop to the "Gnostic heresy", but found it to be entrenched throughout Europe, so he followed the "Cathar Crusade" with the creation of the Inquisition, resulting in countless millions of people being slowly and brutally tortured to death over the next 500 years for even the mere suspicion of being witches. Innocent also reinstated a prohibition against the owning or reading of Bibles by anyone other than clergy, under penalty of death.


Romantic love, in its origins as courtly love, was conceived as a spiritual discipline. The cult of courtly love had it roots in the religion of the Cathars. Believers called themselves Cathars, meaning "pure". By the twelfth century entire towns and provinces in the south of France practiced Catharism. Many of the nobility in the courts of Europe were Cathars. In France the movement was called the Albigensian heresy because the movement centered in the city of Albi in France. One of their basic beliefs was that "true love" was not the ordinary love between husband and wife but rather the adoration of the feminine mediator between God and man. She waited in the sky to welcome the pure with a holy kiss and lead him or her into the Realm of Light. Cathars believed that the love of a man for a woman should be an earthly allegory of their love for the Queen of Heaven.

this is a continuation of the Judaic teachings on the Matronit.The Matronit is an aspect of Shekinah, the Sacred Feminine. She is the Queen of the Sabbath and Sacred Union rituals are done in Her honor every Sabbath within Orthodox Jewish homes. The tools of traditional Shabbat - the wine, the kiddush cup, the candles, the covered eyes, the spice box, the braided candle, the songs. She represents Compassion and Justice like Guvurah on the Tree of Life. Shekinah is the link between the Divine and the human. It is she who we see in visions and call it the Virgin Mary, if we are Catholic, but the Jews call her by name. She is Mother Zion to Jeremiah. The Gnostics call her "the Daughter of God." She is also called Malkuth, the Supernal Woman and the Discarded Cornerstone. There is a story in the Zohar where the Matronit is abused by evil and Lilith takes her place as the Consort of JHVH. In this passage, JHVH is stripped of His power because He has lost his Matronit. Thus the importance of She to the Godhead.

Many Christians saw Cartharism as a reform movement, a reaction against the corruption and politics within the religious hierarchy. The Cathars practices an exemplary morality and offered an experience of God that was at once personal, individual, and lyrical. They returned the feminine to religion.

The teachings and Ideals of the Cathars reappeared in the cult of courtly love, in songs and poems of the troubador and in the "romances". The ideal of courtly love swept through the feudal courts of medieval Europe and began a revolution the attitudes toward the feminine values of devotion and the pursuit of beauty. This revolution matured into what we call romanticism.

Within this court, the story of Lancelot and Guinevere was born. It has been attributed to Chrètien de Troyes but many think that Eleanor's daughter by Louis, Marie of France who had left her husband to set up shop writing in her mother's court may have actually penned the work. Basically, courtly love was the first celebration of an emotional relationship between a man and a woman. never before in Europe had the female been so highly prized within society. The women were equal for the first time since the Aryan attacks on the Sumerian Matriarchal communities of the 3000s BC. In 1174, after Eleanor supported an uprising by her sons against their father, Henry came into Poitier and took her back to England. There he locked her in a tower for a decade until he deemed her as not dangerous any more. In 1189, Henry died and Richard, who was a favorite in Eleanor's court of love, became King of England but left it to John to run while he ran off to crusade against Salladin. After Richard's death, Phillip, now King of France, tried to strip John of Eleanor and Henry's lands in France. Eleanor, who had retired to Fontevrault, came out of the convent and led an army against Phillip and won. She finally died in 1204, but the legends about her court of love never did.

But who were the Cathars? The Medieval sect from the Languedoc region of France, now more commonly known as the French Pyrénées, and the Albigensian Crusade that was mounted against them. In 1208, the Pope, the ironically named Innocent III, unleashed this brutal crusade, under the command of Simon de Montfort, against the districts of Toulouse, Albi and the surrounding region, because of their support for those known as the Cathars. These poor preachers had given up their worldly goods to deliver the message of Christ, by word and by example, through an austere lifestyle. Today we would regard them as devout religious extremists, then they burned them, in large numbers!

These Cathars had a huge following. The spiritual leaders were known asParfaits and lived a life of chastity and purity. Though historically known as the Good Men, there is little doubt that the Cathars, with their general rejection of genderism, would today prefer the term 'Good People', or as they were commonly known, the 'Good Christians'. Women occupied priestly roles alongside the men, taking the words of Christ as their absolute guiding principle. They were simple, humble and much respected by their communities - yet they were burned alive as heretics.

On Mary Magdalene's feast day they entered Mary,s church and killed her priest before all the people; They then proceeded to kill all the town's people.

The magnitude of the "heresy" can be guessed when we learn that after two years of the most brutal carnage the Albigensians were still so strong that, when the Pope renewed the "crusade" in 1214, a fresh hundred thousand "pilgrims" had to be summoned. Pope Innocent III boasts that they took five hundred towns and castles from the heretics, and they generally butchered every man, woman and child in a town when they took it. Noble ladies with their daughters were thrown down wells, and large stones flung upon them. Knights were hanged in batches of eighty. When, at the first large town, soldiers asked how they could distinguish between heretics and orthodox, the Cistercian abbot thundered: "Kill them all, God will know his own," and they put to the sword the forty thousand surviving men, women and children.

This was the begining of the inquisiton; they then proceeded to kill thousands of men, women, and children, stealing all the wealth of southern france. They proceeded further to kill any troubador, or singer of romantic love. They rewrote history to cover their murderous crime; blaming the Carthari of a heresy that they themselves promoted; that is Manachee dualism, Which the Cathari did not preach or believe. A certain rich dynasty in southern France known as the 'Magorvian Kings' promoted a heresy of 'The Holy Blood' claiming to be direct descendents of Jesus and Mary Magdalene; it was this heresy that was their fatal mistake. And it is this particular heresy that lead to the destruction of the Albigenses culture. What is true is that the Cathari, believed themselves to be the descendents of Mary's church, the Jewish Christian church, and that Jesus was indeed married. Actions speak loader than words, and the Cathari' actions were good; Indeed they had a reputation of being the 'best christians'. Their daughters as well as their sons received an education. The daughters were able to own lands and recieve an inheritence. It is a fact that there were many landowning, prominent and noble women among the Cathari. The mother of St. Francis was a Cathari. At the time of the Cathari southern France was experincing great prosperity and an advancing civilization.

The actions of the Troubadors were good, they sang of love and wrote poetry. They were the herald of what became great in the writings of Shakespeare. The pope at this time was reputed to be a great coveter of of land and power; and at no other time has a pope owned more land. A thirteenth century artist portrayed this pope as the devil himself. The wealth plundered from the Cathari was enormous. The inquisition destroyed thousand of artifacts and writings; And lasted in various forms for 500 years; killing millions. However, many refused to give up Christ's Bride and Mary as Goddess; This is why Mary told St. Dominic that only the Rosary could stop the bloodshed. It was at this time that marriage was done away with in the Roman Priesthood. Though The Roman church claimed to honor Mary; they maintained the lie of who promoted the heresy of Manachian duality; They spoke against the Carthari views on romantic love and they told their own priest that celibacy was the will of God.

 

 
The military order of the Poor Knights of Christ and of the Temple of Solomon was founded in 1118 in Jerusalem to protect pilgrims in the Holy Land after the First Crusade.

The Knights Templar are one of the best-known military Crusading orders of the Middle Ages. The Order of the Temple was founded with the initial aim of protecting pilgrims going to and from Jerusalem, but many believe they were in all probability also searching for hidden treasures under the long destroyed Temple of Solomon in Jerusalem, the place where the Order was originally installed.

The Order, (ostensibly) founded by nobleman Hugues de Payens, was the first of a number of Military Monastic Orders that flourished during the Crusade years. The word "Templar" derives from the full official name of the order, "The poor knights of Christ and the Temple of Solomon." Originally promoted as the protectors Christian pilgrims to Jerusalem, they were known as fierce warriors with tremendous military prowess.

In a very short time after their inception, the Knights Templar became very popular. They were exempted from taxation, and had amassed great wealth and property by the 13th century. By this time, Jerusalem had fallen back into Muslim hands, and enthusiasm for crusades was waning. The Templars were now living quite well. They had tremendous political and financial influence (even instituting Europe's first banking system).



As their military might increased, the Templars also grew in wealth, acquiring property throughout Europe and running a primitive banking system. After they left the Middle East with the collapse of the Crusader kingdoms, their power and secretive ways aroused the fear of European rulers and sparked accusations of corruption and blasphemy.
 
With no Crusades to justify their continued existence, they became to some a target of resentment. King Phillip of France, possibly with an eye toward gaining control of Templar finances, issued secret orders to have all of the Templars in France arrested on grounds of heresy and sorcery. Torture elicited confessions of various crimes and heresies from many of the Knights.

Philip owed debts to the Templars and used the accusations to arrest their leaders and extract, under torture, confessions of heresy in order to seize the order's riches.

Between 1100-1300 AD hundreds of Gothic Cathedrals were constructed across Europe, inspired by the eastern Hermetic knowledge rediscovered by the mystical order of monk-knights, the Knights Templar. During the tenure and excavations of the Tempars at Solomon’s Temple in Jerusalem, they discovered the vaults of hidden artifacts and scrolls concerning the alchemical sciences of sacred geometry and architecture, sound, astronomy, and genetics. Ancient sacred relics are also said to have been in the Templar’s cache of discoveries there, including the Ark of the Covenant, the Holy Grail, and secrets pertaining to Mary Magdalene.
The Templars developed into one of the richest and most powerful organizations in the medieval world, and had a large network of preceptories and commanderies throughout Europe and the Middle East. They were the bankers to kings and originated our modern-day concept of a letter of credit, in addition to fighting in the Crusades and assisting pilgrims.

The Knights Templar were a military-religious order founded in the early 12th century to defend the kingdom the crusaders had carved out in the Holy Land. From modest beginnings, the order grew to wield immense political and financial power not only in the Holy Land, but also in Europe. Pope Clement V ordered its dissolution after a campaign to discredit the order which saw bogus confessions extracted by the use of often ferocious torture. Two years after the pope issued his decree, the last grand master of the Knights Templar was burned at the stake on an island in the Seine in front of Nôtre Dame cathedral. Jealousy and covetousness reigned. Phillip IV, who was deeply in dept to the Order, had seen their treasures stored in Paris, and designed to make it his own. On Friday morning October 13th 1307 - and the reason for which Friday the 13th has become known as an unlucky day - King Phillip IV together with Avignonese Pope Clement V, ruthlessly suppressed the Order throughout Europe, with false accusations, arrests, torture and executions. (Timeline) Though they were offered communted sentences and comfortable lives if they would renounce their Order and plead guilty to the charges, for some mysterious reason, they preferred to remain true to their principles and received their punishment. A large number of Templars escaped that day to an uncertain future, and found refuge abroad. On the eve of the arrests, the entire Templar fleet mysteriously vanished from the port of La Rochelle carrying with it a vast fortune, the fate of which remains a mystery down to this day.

After being driven out of the Holy Land as well as Europe, but still formidable at sea, the refugee Templars found sanctuary in Scotland, where Templar graves bear witness to them having lived and died there in the fourteenth century. King Robert the Bruce had no interest in persecuting the Order, in spite of a papal bull ordering him to do precisely that. To the contrary, he took advantage of their fugitive status, offering them asylum in return for their help in his war for independence against King Edward II of England. Templars have been suggested as the source of mounted soldiers who assisted Robert the Bruce's Scots Guard at the battle of Bannockburn, as the Scots did not have a mounted force. As the Scots Guard continued through the years, two of the prominent families involved in its history were the Sinclairs and the Stuarts. Both families trace their lineage back to members of the Knights Templar, as well as to prominent figures of the New Testament. Hugues de Payns the first Grand Master of the Templars was married to a Sinclair. There is also evidence that the Templar fleet traveled to North America in 1398 (almost 100 years before Columbus) with the Sinclairs, and settled there at least temporarily. Connections are made between the tower ruins along the eastern coast of the United States, objects discovered in the Oak Island "Money Pit", and the Templar Order. The Sinclairs (or Saint-Clairs) castle near Edinburgh, was situated next to Rosslyn chapel, which was constructed by the Sinclairs according to the floorplan of Solomon's original temple. Engraved in the masonry around the chapel are maize and aloe plants, which grew only in North America. Throughout Scotland, as well as within Rosslyn Chapel, there are carvings and tombstones dating back to the 15th, 16th, and 17th century using combinations of Templar imagery (skull and crossbones, Templar swords, Templar crosses) and Masonic symbols (compass and square). The Stuart royal house became one of Freemasonry's biggest supporters during their reign of Scotland and England. Some also suggest that the rituals used in modern Freemasonry have their origins in the ancient texts discovered by the Templars in the ruins of Solomon's Temple while excavating to build their stables. Recent archaeological digs in the area have supported this theory by finding serveral Templar artifacts buried beneath the temple. In the 1950's, a scroll made entirely of copper was discovered in the caves near Qumran. When translated with the other "Dead Sea Scrolls", this "Copper Scroll", as it has become known, was identified as a treasure map listing various precious metals, religious artifacts, and writings supposedly buried beneath the temple in Jerusalem.

Many of the ships carrying the Templar's funds were never found. While many escaped France, those who were captured went so without resistance. By March 22, 1312 a Papal decree dissolved the Order. Within the year Jacques de Molay and fellow Preceptor Geoffri de Charnay were put to death by Philippe's order. Some of those who had escaped lived on to form other orders like the Knights of Christ in Portugal, the Order of Calatreve in Spain, and the Order of St. John in Germany. No one has ever found the vast fortunes that the Templars were to have hidden.

Their insistence on the Bible being available to all believers in their own tongue was a very profound violation of the establishment's concern over its portrayal of Christ. The blood of Christ heresy can not be refuted from the Bible, and the fact that Jesus is spoken of as having brothers and sisters in that book, when his mother according to the new tradition remained virgin until death, was a real inconvenience. The secret purpose of the Templar Knights, believers in the heresy, had become the protection of the blood(line) of Christ, the Holy Grail, and their very existence thus became an embarrassment and they were also disbanded and exterminated. Troubadours’ Courtly Love poetry was declared heretical, and they were forced into changing their tune(s). The cult of the Virgin Mary provided a convenient and worthy substitute for the other Mary probably the object of the Religion of Love, a Mary who was said to have spent her life in the same region in which these heresies took root and flourished. The King and Pope decieved and ambushed the order of 'poor knights for Christ' known as the templar knights; killing them all and stealing their wealth.

"Avignon had been the seat of Pope Clement V - who had been crowned at Lyons in 1305 in the presence of King Philip of France...It also been Clement V who had order the arrest of the Templars throughout Christendom in 1307."

"There is evidence that he [Philip IV] began to plan his operation against the Templars about a year in advance of its implementation (i.e. in 1306) and there is also evidence that on several occasions during that year he discussed his plans with Pope Clement."

"King Philip the Fair of France developed a similar idea of making himself ruler of a vast Christian empire centered at Jerusalem. He also needed money. First he seized all the Jews in his kingdom and forced them to give up their futures by removing one of their eyes and threatening to remove the other." Then he moved against the Templars to seize their riches.

Historians over the years have debated whether or not there was any truth at all to the charges against the Templars. There is evidence of connections between the Knights and the Cathars, or Albigensians, a heretical Gnostic group which was the very first target of the inquisition. The Cathars were pious ascetics whose main offense to the Church seems to have been their acceptance of women as the spiritual equals of men. In a time when it was still a matter of debate whether women had souls, even the suggestion was beyond blasphemy. (The Templars, too, seemed to take a more positive view of women. Surviving records show many instances of women joining the Order, a practice which was discontinued by Papal order.) The Cathar’s last stand was in the mountain fortress of Montsegur. The Templars are rumored to have refused to participate in the fight, and may have assisted fleeing Cathars.


The Order lasted for nearly two hundred years, before its suppression by both the French king and Pope Clement V - who issued the papal bull Vox in excelso on 22 March 1312 which finally suppressed the Order. The initial event was sudden and brutal - in the early hours of Friday, 13th October 1307, the French Templars were arrested by the officials of King Philip IV in the name of the Inquisition and their property was confiscated by royal representatives. This event also led to the arrest of Templars elsewhere, but the situation was most severe in France.

The Templars were then arrested, tortured, charged with serious heresies, and brought to trial. The confessions of "heresy" against the knights are questionable, since they are known to have been extracted by torture by the Inquisition. The leaders of the Templars finally came before the papal representatives in March 1314 and were sentenced to perpetual imprisonment. But Grand Master Jacques de Molay and Geoffroi de Charney, the Preceptor of Normandy, continued to protest their innocence and, that very evening, King Philip IV ordered that they be burned at the stake on an island in the Seine.

"When one considers how the Templars fought and died throughout the crusades it seems hard not to believe in their innocence...The actions of the Knights Templar were good, for they became the model of chivalry. The tales of brave romantic Knights were modeled after them.  It is surely more than coincidence that the most strident accusations came from the heartlands of the Albigensian heresy.

Local brethren in these regions could well have turned isolated perceptories into Cathar cells during the previous century when the heresy was at its height, while the Order's bankers would have been quite capable of protecting fugitive heretics to obtain the Cathari treasure which disappeared just before their last stronghold fell in 1244.

Admittedly Catharism was almost extinct by 1307. But vague memories from years before of heresy hunts within the Order, kept secret to avoid scandal, may have been the origin of tales of devil worship, secret rites and sodomy which were all charges which had been made against the Cathari.



The story of the hunchback of notre dam (which means ''great lady'') hides the story of the Inquisition inside of itself.. Many escaping Carthar were also Jewish, many became the Gypsy and this can be heard in their early and common  music styles..



Another interesting connection between the two groups can be found in the Arthurian Grail romances where thinly disguised Templars are the Guardians of the Holy Grail. A fourteenth century painting underlines the hidden message of the Grail stories- it depicts the Grail knights kneeling before a glowing vision of the Goddess Venus:

However, their real threat to the King and Pope was that they to knew of the Jewish Christian church and of the marriage of Jesus to Mary.
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THE MYSTERIES OF THE HOLY GRAIL

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Psalm 23:5-6   " ..My cup runs over, Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life, and I shall dwell in the house of the Lord forever".



"-The cup itself from which our Lord Drank at the last sad supper with His own.
This from the blessed land of Aromat, After the day of darkness,
when the dead Went wandering over Moriah-the good saint, Arimathean Joseph,
journeying, brought To Glastonbury, where the winter thorn Blossoms at Christmas,
mindful of our Lord, And there awhile abode; and if a man Could touch or see it,
he was healed at once, By faith, of all his ills. But then the times Grew to
such evil that the holy cup Was caught away to Heaven, and disappeared."
Tennyson



THE GRAIL LEGEND~ Although medieval knights could act with savage cruelty and remain unmoved by scenes of carnage, they considered themselves at heart God-fearing men. They would feel no shame at being seen to weep at the sight of some holy shrine to which they had made a long pilgrimage. Religious legends exerted a potent influence on men in the Middle Ages, and cults attached to saints and relics were widespread throughout Europe.

No one doubted, for example, that Mary Magdalene had travelled, after the death of Christ, from the Holy Land to Provence in the south of France.

Medieval men also believed in the Holy Grail, which was for them both a physical entity and a mystical source of spiritual nourishment to be attained by only the purest of men.

The Grail was the cup used at the Last Supper, in which Joseph of Aramathia had caught Christ's blood during the Crucifixion. He is said to have sailed from the Holy Land bringing the Holy Grail with him. Some legends say he travelled only as far as Europe, but others tell how he sailed on to Britain. On landing there Joseph and his band of missionaries made their way

to what is now Glastonbury Tor, which rises four hundred feet above the Mendip Hills in Somerset. Here Joseph rested, planting his hawthorn staff in the ground. The staff immediate sprouted white flowers. Joseph determined to stay there and found a church, and hid the Holy Grail in a place nearby.

In 1184 an ancient church built in this place was burnt down and during the re-building the monks discovered what they believed to be the graves of King Arthur and Queen Guinevere From this moment the legends of Arthur, the quest for the Ho1v Grad and Glastonbury were inextricably linked. Some believed Glastonbury to be none other than the Isle of Avalon ( the legendary burial place of King Arthur), for the land surrounding the Tor had once been marshland, though long since drained Further mystery arose when in 1345 Joseph's tomb was said to have been found at Glastonbury.

The ruins of the abbey may still be seen today. In its grounds the Glastonbury thon flourishes still. This strain of hawthorn flowers in winter: is it perhaps descended from Joseph's staff, Finally there is the Chalice Well, in the abbey grounds. This well is said never to have run dry and is thought by some to be the place where Joseph hid the Grail.

The Grail is usually imagined as a cup or chalice, specifically the cup used by Jesus Christ during the Last Supper (or used to catch his blood as it flowed on the cross). Legend has it that after Christ's death and resurrection, Joseph of Arimathea -- who had lent him his tomb for something under three days -- took this cup to Glastonbury in Somersetshire, England.

Glastonbury itself is the site of innumerable legends and fables connected not only with Joseph of Arimathea but with King Arthur and his knights; indeed it was said that the bones of Arthur and Guinevere were unearthed there in medieval times. While this may be mere fable, it's unquestionably true that Glastonbury functioned as the site of an abbey from the seventh century till 1536, when Henry VIII ordered the dissolution of all the monasteries in England. The Gothic ruins of Glastonbury Abbey can still be seen today, and the town remains a popular destination for pilgrims.

Of all Arthurian themes, the most romantic is. that of the Holy Grail. Yet because of the Grail's enduring tradition, there is a lingering uncertainty about its place in time. Its champions have been portrayed in the 1st century, in the Arthurian period, and in the Middle Ages. In essence, the Grail is timeless.

The great body of the Grail romances came into existence between the years 1180 and 1240. Most of these romances are in French.

When we come to examine the literary tradition concerning the Grail we notice at the outset that the Grail legend is closely connected with that of Perceval as well as that of King Arthur. Yet all these legends were originally independent of each other. The Perceval story may have a mythical origin, In all the versions that we have of it, it is a part of of the Arthurian legend, and, in almost all, it is furthermore connected with the Grail. The poem of Chritien, regarded by many as the oldest known Grail romance, tells of Perceval's visit to the Grail castle, where he sees a Graal borne in by a damsel. Its accompaniments are a bleeding lance and a silver plate. It is a precious vessel set with jewels, and so resplendent as to eclipse the lights of the hall. All the assembled knights show it reverence. Mindful of an injunction not to inquire too much, Perceval does not ask concerning the significance of what he sees, and thereby incurs guilt and reproach.



The story of the Holy Grail is unique. It is, for one thing, the most recent of all myths. While it draws for its sources upon ancient pagan as well as Christian motifs, the myth of the Holy Grail took shape in the twelfth and thirteenth centuries. Various forms of it appeared almost simultaneously in France, England, Wales, Germany, and other European countries, as though a vast underground life had suddenly broken through into the light. Its Christian content, its recent origin, and its source in the European soil make this legend particularly meaningful to the spiritual situation of modem Western man.

The Grail legacy is a relic of early Judaic Christianity, but the Christian Church has never recognized the fact. Despite a background that is both romantic and sacred.

Those who maintain the theory of a purely Christian origin regard the religious element in the story as fundamental and trace the leading motifs to Christian ideas and conceptions. It is derived from the apocryphal Gospel of Nicodemus, which is known to have had a great vogue in the twelfth century, paricularly in Britain.Joseph of Arimathea, according to the apocryphal Evangelium Nicodemi (Gospel of Nicodemus), was an early leader in the church.

It would seem that a legend so distinctively Christian would find favour with the Church. Yet this was not the case. Excepting Helinandus, clerical writers do not mention the Grail, and the Church ignored the legend completely. After all, the legend contained the elements of which the Church could not approve. Its sources are in apocryphal, not in canonical, scripture, and the claims of sanctity made for the Grail were refuted by their very extravagance. Moreover, the legend claimed for the Church in Britain an origin well nigh as illustrious as that of the Church of Rome, and independent of Rome. The church of Rome naturally saw the Celtic church as a threat.

The Holy Grail became likened to a vessel because it was said to carry the sacred blood of Jesus. But it was the Chalice (V) of Mary Magdalene which carried the Sangreal in utero. It was she who inspired the Doinpna (Great Lady) of the Troubadours, who were so callously treated by the Inquisition - and they called her the 'Grail of the World'.

In Parzival, it is said of the Grail Queen that 'she bore ... the perfection of earthly paradise, both roots and branches'. According to the New Testament Gospel of John 15:5, Jesus said, "am the vine, ye are the branches". Psalm 80:8 reads, 'Thou hast brought a vine out of Egypt: thou hast cast out the heathen, and planted it.'

The Bible classifies the descendants of Israel as a 'vine', the line of Judah being described at some length as the Lord's cherished plant (Isaiah 5:7). Some medieval portrayals of Jesus show him in a wine-press, accompanied by the statement 'I am the true vine' (John 15:1). Some Grail emblems and watermarks depict a chalice containing clusters of grapes - the fruit and seeds of the vine.

 

According to the Grail legends, the GRAIL was lost because its custodians  were found to be unworthy...

The Grail king possessed the Grail, which is the fount of abundance, yet he was cursed with a wound that would not heal
 and his kingdom was turning to desolation. What ails the king is that there is no queen (intuition) sharing the throne (or at least she is not mentioned in the stories). So long as the throne (the seat of consciousness) is occupied by only male thinking (patriarchy), no wonders of science and industry (logic) can heal the wounded king of wasteland. Intuitive awareness must compliment and empower logical agenda. The Wisdom 'feminine awareness' is of a larger agenda that logic alone cannot know, but which our plans and desires must be at one with, and not in opposition to (divine will) if we would be blessed by the Grail of abundance. And only when we are truly and married will our wounds healed.


Courtly Love

In feudal times the knight's wife was often no more than a chattel, and her husband was at liberty to beat her, as contemporary illuminated manuscripts all too often show. In this age of arranged marriages divorce was not permitted by the Church. But if consanguinity, or distant kinship, could be proved, a couple could have their marriage annulled, allowing both parties to remarry. A surprising number of people would suddenly discover that they were distantly related. Even a couple sharing the same godfather or a husband who had married his godfather's daughter would have been able to obtain an annllment. However, during the age of chivalry the knight's attitude towards women underwent a radical change. What distinguished the later knight from his barbarous, feudal predecessor was his growing awareness of courtesy, which is nowhere better seen than in the romantic, but often ludicrous, practices of courtly love.

For the lady to whom the knight had given his heart he would be courageous in battle, gay, witty, clean and well-dressed. For his lady the knight would swear not to cut his hair, drink wine or sleep in a bed; he might even wear a patch over his eye until he had accomplished some deed in her honor. Some knights swore lifelong devotion to ladies they had never even seen. Courtly love was, however, possible only between people who were not married, and was restricted to the knightly class.

The courtly love tradition took root in the twelfth century in the warm and peaceful south of France, where troubadours began composing love songs and romances to entertain the pleasure-loving court. The next step was the establishment of courts of love, at which ladies sat in judgment on affairs of the heart.

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When the cause of courtly love reigned supreme a bizarre. albeit short lived, sect emerged called the Penitents of Love of Poictou. These knights and ladies believed that love could transform one's life. To demonstrate this they dressed in the thinnest summer clothes in the depths of winter, claiming that the elements did not touch those who were in the power of love. It was also a lady's mission to spur her knight on to brave deeds

But who were the Cathars? The Medieval sect from the Languedoc region of France, now more commonly known as the French Pyrénées, and the Albigensian Crusade that was mounted against them. In 1208, the Pope, the ironically named Innocent III, unleashed this brutal crusade, under the command of Simon de Montfort, against the districts of Toulouse, Albi and the surrounding region, because of their support for those known as the Cathars. These poor preachers had given up their worldly goods to deliver the message of Christ, by word and by example, through an austere lifestyle. Today we would regard them as devout religious extremists, then they burned them, in large numbers!

These Cathars had a huge following. The spiritual leaders were known as Parfaits and lived a life of purity. Though historically known as the Good Men, there is little doubt that the Cathars, with their general rejection of genderism, would today prefer the term 'Good People', or as they were commonly known, the 'Good Christians'. Women occupied priestly roles alongside the men, taking the words of Christ as their absolute guiding principle. They were simple, humble and much respected by their communities - yet they were burned alive as heretics.

On Mary Magdalene's feast day they entered Mary,s church and killed her priest before all the people; They then proceeded to kill all the town's people.

The magnitude of the "heresy" can be guessed when we learn that after two years of the most brutal carnage the Albigensians were still so strong that, when the Pope renewed the "crusade" in 1214, a fresh hundred thousand "pilgrims" had to be summoned. Pope Innocent III boasts that they took five hundred towns and castles from the heretics, and they generally butchered every man, woman and child in a town when they took it. Noble ladies with their daughters were thrown down wells, and large stones flung upon them. Knights were hanged in batches of eighty. When, at the first large town, soldiers asked how they could distinguish between heretics and orthodox, the Cistercian abbot thundered: "Kill them all, God will know his own," and they put to the sword the forty thousand surviving men, women and children.

This was the begining of the inquisiton; they then proceeded to kill thousands of men, women, and children, stealing all the wealth of southern france. They proceeded further to kill any troubador, or singer of romantic love. They rewrote history to cover their murderous crime; blaming the Carthari of a heresy that they themselves promoted; that is Manachee dualism, Which the Cathari did not preach or believe. A certain rich dynasty in southern France known as the 'Magorvian Kings' promoted a heresy of 'The Holy Blood' claiming to be direct descendents of Jesus and Mary Magdalene; it was this heresy that was their fatal mistake. And it is this particular heresy that lead to the destruction of the Albigenses cultre. What is true is that the Cathari, believed themselves to be the descendents of Mary's church, the Jewish Christian church, and that Jesus was indeed married. Actions speak loader than words, and the Cathari' actions were good; Indeed they had a reputation of being the 'best christians'. Their daughters as well as their sons recieved an education. The daughters were able to own lands and recieve an inheritence. It is a fact that there were many landowning, prominent and noble women among the Cathari. The mother of St. Francis was a Cathari. At the time of the Cathari southern France was experincing great prosperity and an advancing civilization.

The actions of the Troubadors were good, they sang of love and wrote poetry. They were the hearld of what became great in the writings of Shakespere. The pope at this time was reputed to be a great coveter of of land and power; and at no other time has a pope owned more land. A twelfh century artist portayed this pope as the devil himself. The wealth plundered from the Cathari was enormous. The inquisition destroyed thousand of artifacts and writings; And lasted in various forms for 500 years; killing millions. However, many refused to give up Christ's Bride and Mary as Goddess; This is why Mary told St. Dominic that only the Rosary could stop the bloodshed. It was at this time that marraige was done away with in the Roman Priesthood. Though The Roman church claimed to honor Mary; they maintained the lie of who promoted the heresy of Manachian duality; They spoke against the Carthari veiws on romantic love and they told their own preist that celebicy was the will of God.

There is a certain murkiness to this story, perhaps as a result of trying to tell the important part (for those with ears to hear) and still stay within certain defined limits that would allow the Roman Church to ignore the tale. Things had changed by 1200. A powerful Pope, Innocent III, had regained the upper hand in his struggles with the Holy Roman Empire and began to turn his attention to unifying the whole world under his spiritual rule. By the grace of God, of course. And this led directly to the most disgraceful incidents in the history of the Roman Church. The Fourth Crusade and the Crusade against the Cathars were waged against fellow Christians. The Fourth Crusade ended with the sack of Constantinople. The Crusaders, tricked by those crafty and godless Venetians, fell upon the first city of Christendom and plundered and sacked with a vengence. The Knights Templars found the shroud, whose adoration would produce charges of idol worship eventually resulting in their downfall. Innocent III rejoiced in the "unification of the Church." But not quite. A resurgence of a gnostic heresy in the south of France threatened to become the majority religion and Innocent responded in the manner he knew best: call out the troops. The extermination of heretics in the south of France would continue for half a century, long after Innocent III went to his just rewards in whatever afterlife he actually believed in. Why exterminate the Cathars, or the Perfecti as they called themselves. Why not also attack the Celtic Church which was also active at the same time? It boils down to a question of legitimacy. If Rome was afraid to open the question of the Celtic Church, it was because of the nagging suspicion that the Celtic Church had the greater claim to legitimacy and could just possibly prove it. There were connections between the Perfecti and the Celtic Church. By concentrating on the Perfecti, heresy could be severely rebuked as an object lesson that would force at least superficial adherence to Rome. The Cathars became scapegoats for the whole underground current of Celtic/Grail/Gnostic Christian survivals. It seems to have worked. For by 1220, around the time the first wave of anti-cathar crusading was winding down, Grail Romances were falling out of favor. Other than Malory, whose rendition of Walter de Mapp's 1220 Queste de Saint Greal has become our story book Grail, there is only the "Elucidation" of Chretien by an anonymous author. This is a half hearted attempt to give another explanation for all these mystical goings on. It is unsuccessful and is often not included in the Grail texts.

Like all great and essentially timeless ideas, the Grail is a product of a specific time and place, a specific and exact set of enabling conditions that allowed the emergence of this seminal myth. To understand the Grail, we must look first to history

Elenor of Aquitaine was in many ways the most remarkable woman of the middle ages. Indeed, she was perhaps one of the most amazing women of all time. Outright sovereign of Aquitaine, the richest and fairest province of France, she was married very young to the King of France. The saintly Louis seems never to have known quite what to do with this powerful, beautiful and headstrong woman. Elenor started the fashion of the Court of Love, which flourished throughout Europe and reached its peak at the turn of the thirteenth century. Elenor's daughter, Marie de Champagne, inherited her mother's love of Provencal troubadours and all the other trappings of the cult of courtly love.

Elenor and her court accompainied Louis the Young on his expedition to the Holy Land, known as the disasterous and ineffectual Second Crusade. Elenor returned from crusading and soon embarked on the great royal romance of the period. Henry Plantagenet, Henry II of England, swept her off her feet. He married her with the aid of large bribes and good friends in Rome. Their children included two of the most renowned and infamous characters in the long panorama of English history: Richard the Lion-Hearted and King John, the signer of the Magna Carta. With illustrious siblings as these, it is easy to lose track of a simple princess, no matter what her literary tastes.

Marie de Champagne deserves a better niche in history if only for her encouragement of poetry. She brought to her court the greatest storyteller of the age, Chretien de Troyes. Through Chretien the undercurrents of the Grail mythos surfaced into literature.





These thirty years, from roughly 1185 to 1215, marked, in many ways, the nadir of medieval Christianity. The papal squabbles of the mid-century, along with the general sense of discouragment after the failure of the Second Crusade, created a religious vacuum, into which more "heretical" forms of Christianity stepped. These heresies took root so quickly because of the contrast they presented with the church of Rome. These priests lived with and cared about their flock. It was common for prelates in Rome to spent their whole tenure in absentee, and the lower clergy was often as venal and corrupt as the local landowner.

The decline of the church was given an extra push in the 1160's and 70's by the wide circulation of Abelairdian rationalism. Abelaird, best remembered today for his romance with his pupil Heloise, discussed the superstitions of the church with such clear-headedness that many intellectuals agreed that change was necessary, even essential.

If the second crusade has been disaapointing, then the fall of Jerusalem in the autumn of 1187 was devastating. It was seen as a sign of God's disfavor. A crusade was proclaimed, joined by such personages as the Kings of Germany, France and England. Frederick Barbarrossa died along the way and even though Elenor's golden child, Richard I of England, pursued the crusade with all the force of his fiery personality, Jerusalem remained in the hands of the infidels.

Richard, Heart-of-the-Lion, was something of a troubadour himself and gave his own stamp of approval to the new mode of romance. He seemed to literally embody the Matter of Britain and its chivalric traditions. We can be sure that the new poetry of the grail accompanied the crusaders because Richard's nephew, Marie's son, Henry of Champagne was elected King of Jerusalem. It is tempting to envisage the poet Gautier de Danans chanting his continuation of Chretien's masterwork in the great hall of Acre, with Richard and his Queens, his sister Johanna and his wife Berengaria, nodding their approval.

In 1191, the whole of the Arthurian tradition was verified by the monks of Glastonbury. Staking their claim as the "Vale of Avalon," the good monks disinterred the body of a Bronze Age chieftain and his queen. The bodies were supposedly marked with a cross identifying them and King Arthur and Guinevere.

Naturally, this created an international sensation, and along with it, an appetite for stories about Arthur, his knights and their adventures in search of the Grail. There were several good reasons for this sudden discovery. First and foremost stands the political reason. The Plantagenet conquest of Wales was still quite recent and the nationalist guerrillas, to give them a modern appellation, believed that Arthur, rex quondum et futurum, the once and future king would rise from his rocky tomb in Gwenydd and ride to battle against the invaders. It was politically sound to produce Arthur's body, safely buried on English soil.

But, looking closer, there is something very interesting about Glastonbury's claims on Arthur and the Grail. Tradition has it that Joseph of Arimathea brought Christianity, and possibly the Virgin Mother herself, to Britain within a decade of Jesus' death. The first Christian church in the world was then the small circular wattled structure at Glastonbury.

The Celtic Church, which was responsible for bringing culture, indeed one might say even civilization, back to Europe after the fall of Rome, survived at least until the eighth century. It survived even longer in the wilds of Ireland and Scotland. We find Robert the Bruce being crowned by a Culdee bishop as late as the early fourteenth century.

Glastonbury functioned as if it were a school, or spiritual center of some sort. Its place was high on the list of Celtic Church pilgrimages and from the earliest times was associated with the Virgin Mother. Arthur was associated at an early era by his adoption of the image of the Virgin as a personal banner. (See Gildas and Geoffrey of Monmouth). If Arthur has an actual historical focus, it is the late 400's, just after the last legions were recalled to Rome and before the overwhelming wave of Saxon invasions in the early 500's. Arthur at this point is a "Restitutor" or rescuer of Roman civilization. His choice of the Virgin, rather than the crucifix of Rome, indicates that along with restoring the Empire, Arthur intended to change the focus away from apostolic Catholicism toward the more inspiration oriented Celtic Church. That he failed is perhaps the great tragedy of the Dark Ages.

At any rate, it is not hard to see the glimmers of this earlier and more spiritual form of Christianity as the undercurrent of ideas that emerged as Chretien's "graal." The connection is never made directly, accept in the later romances, but the Matter of Britain was basically a front for the Celtic Church. In this seemingly secular form, the spiritual motiffs of a truly gnostic Christianity emerged in the intellectual current of the age. The Roman Church neither encouraged nor discouraged the Grail Romances, even though it was obvious that an earlier and possibly heretical form of Christianity was being represented. As we shall see, the Church was not above persecuting heretics, but there was absolutely no attempt to discredit the Grail stories.

Perhaps the reason for this is that even the Roman Church found it hard not to believe that the origins of the Celtic Church went back to the very family of Christ. "Royal Blood," indeed.

Around 1200, Robert de Borron, following the popularity of the continuations of Chretein, produced Joseph of Arimathea, the prequel to the series the ties it all very neatly into the Celtic Church. He reveals the themes of a hidden or inner teaching given to Joseph after Christ's resurrection. These teachings appear to center around the Grail, here called a Chalice, and consitute the heart of the "mysteries." Mention is also made of a journey westward, to the "Vale of Avaron (Avalon?)" and provision is made for the future hero, Percival, who will fulfill the Quest.

Clearly, the Grail had a specific significance for those who listened so avidly to these stories of wonder and marvel. The grail's significance is simply its connection with the Holy Family. The Grail suggests in the strongest possible terms that another route to salvation -- one that had nothing to do with the Church of Rome -- was available around the turn of the thirteenth century.

This is most clearly seen in the two most unique of all Grail legends, that of the "Perlesvaus" and Wolfram's Parzival. Wolfram's tale is almost devoid of any mention of the clergy. His Parzival finds grace through knightly prowess in pursuit of a gnostic, or experiential faith. His Grail is the stone that fell from heaven. This "stone" would eventually become, over the centuries, the philosopher's stone of the alchemist.

The "Perlesvaus" ties the matter to Glastonbury and may even have been written there shortly after the discovery of Arthur's Tomb. This story differs somewhat from other Grail legends, but its connection with the megalithic zodiac around Glasonbury, which Katherine Maltwood identified in the 1930's from a close reading of the "Perlesvaus," suggests the area's older connection with the gateway to Anwen, the Celtic underworld where the original cauldron of Bran was hidden. There is even an ancient Welsh poem about Arthur's trip to Anwen to capture the cauldron.

The pattern is clear. Around the turn of the thirteenth century, the Grail Romances offered a direct challenge to the authority of Rome, one that Rome could not answer for fear of exposing her own shaky position. Innocent III felt strong enough, after the fall of Constantinople, to turn the iron grip of Christian chivalry on the most exposed and concentrated group of heretics hoping to quiet the lot of them. Indeed, the fear and horror of the Cathar Crusade did put the fear of the Pope back into the hearts of Christians everywhere.

And if the Celtic heresy could not be brought to the sword directly, then the land of England could be put under interdiction, a terrible form of religious coercion in which the church effectively goes on strike. It will not marry or bury or hold services while under interdiction. Innocent III, for good measure, also excommunicated King John. All of this was resolved by England becoming a Papal Fief for a few years. The Celtic Church gradually faded away over the next century.

The image of the Grail, though, did not fade away. The Matter of Britain still retained its popularity, though without the spiritual overtones. The spiritual current went underground, surfacing in the Renaissance, and then again in the Rosecrucians, and again in the nineteenth century.

One of the few intellectual movements to preserve something of the traditions of the earth within Christendom was the Hermetic movement, supposedly inspired by the writings of an unknown author or authors known collectively as Hermes Trismegistus, but in fact dependent upon Taoist forms of alchemy imported from China. Although not overtly erotic, the Hermetic tradition preserved the notion that the secrets of spiritual transformation are to be found here, in this earth, in the metals and chemicals, with which the smiths and metallurgists work. Couched in the most secret language, the Hermetic writings affirm that there is a decided and mysterious synchronicity between what happens in the material world and what happens in the inner self.

The Chemical Wedding of Christian Rosenkreutz combines this theme with definite but esoteric erotic ideas. Everything points ultimately to the reconciliation of opposites, to the Great Marriage of the cosmic King and Queen.

Hermeticists are often lumped together with Gnostics because, I suppose, both movements are esoteric. In fact, however, Hermeticists are actually the obverse of Gnostics. Gnostics seek to flee this world of foolishness and illusion to return to the soul's true home. Hermeticists seek a union of opposites - the King and the Queen - to produce harmony once more in this world, in the human self, and in society. To do this they employ the secret pharmacopeial and metallurgical wisdom of the serpent. This Western movement has parallels and clear inspiration in Taoist alchemy in China as well as possible influence from Tantrism in India. The latter is, of course, the most obvious, most successful attempt to reintegrate the Goddess into a patriarchal society and to preserve her wisdom.

Modern science, though it learned much from the Hermetic alchemists, uses nature in a very different way. Gone are the secret and sacred rituals of Hermeticism which point toward psychic and social reintegration. The world under the influence of Protestant Christianity became desacralized; science, secular; the earth, threatened with ecological disaster. Scientific discovery lost any secret, mystical dimension. Science simply exploits the world for the so-called benefit of humanity. The mysteries of the earth are dissolved and forgotten. Whatever remnants there were of the Goddess in Hermeticism have long since vanished. Nature may still be called Mother, but that is about all that is left of her Wisdom.

Despite the general decline of Christianity in the West the whole "heavenly ideology" remains basic to our world view. Mind transcends body; reason transcends superstition. Although there may be some truth in this viewpoint, it is because of our transcendent ideology that we persist in our wars against the earth.

The wisdoms of solomon offer holy gifts from the Goddess which must not be scorned. They are her mysteries, which should be treated with the utmost respect and ritual care. Suppression is not the answer, for it never works. When we forget the gifts are from our Goddess and simply use them for our own pleasure, when all ritual control is abandoned, then She takes her revenge. Eros becomes porn; progress becomes pollution; The earth herself is simply raped. These scourges, as we all know, threaten to destroy our society.

Could She be worshiped again, seriously, in Western culture? Could post-modern peoples turn from their wars of repression and their quest to justify their own nationalistic particularism to consider with awe and reverence the wisdom of solomon? In truth, we have never really stopped paying homage to her. Officially, we are a monotheistic society, "under God," espousing the highest ideals, but, in fact, her earthly powers - Eros, violence, psychedelics - continue to haunt us. The question is whether we can re-integrate her rituals and her reverence into our social and religious life in order to control the forces to which we are addicted.

There are many powers which stand against her: the Christian and Jewish religions, which have officially denied her; science, which doubtless would regard any recognition of her as sheer superstition; industry, which considers too great a concern for nature a detriment to its own ends; national self-interest that fears her universality.

Perhaps the Great Marriage of the King and the Queen - the reintegration of the masculine and the feminine on both a human and divine level - is, after all, the greatest hope we can have. Adam, created in the image of God, was made male and female together. Is it not time to acknowledge not only the equality of male and female in humanity, but to recognize and listen to the feminine side of the Godhead? Beyond the great antithesis there is a synthesis.



Our hearts are telling us the truth; there really is something missing!

What is the significance of intimate relationship in a time like this! Can the love between intimate partners have a part to play in the regeneration of the planet, or the awakening of humanity from its collective trance! What can two lovers do to help this fractured world!




Loving another deeply helps us appreciate the power and beauty of being human: the grace of the body, the clarity of awareness, the subtlety of feeling, and the richness of presence available to us. Yet when we turn from this inner vision—of the essential goodness at the core of our nature—to outer reality—the ragged state of the world and our fellow beings—it breaks our heart right on the spot.
Perhaps our first impulse is to turn away, close our eyes to the magnitude of suffering all around, and withdraw into our cocoon, turning to relationship as an island of refuge from a world gone mad. This is understandable. We feel overwhelmed.
But there is also another impulse, which we may have felt when we were young and our heart first registered the shock of human suffering: We would like to save the world. We would like to do something to make everything right, to clean up the environment, to overcome ignorance and injustice, or to help people tormented by poverty or despair. If we stay with this impulse for a moment, before dismissing it as hopelessly romantic or idealistic, we recognize it as the heart’s pure response to the pain of this world.
Yet it soon becomes clear that we cannot readily save anyone, much less ourselves, from this pain, If we are to remain open to life and capable of engaging with our world rather than succumbing to depression or cynicism, we must learn how to live with a broken heart.


In world mythology there are numerous stories often having a remarkably common recurrent theme, even if the exact detail seems different. Jung believed this to be an original universal "language" composed of principles and ideas rather than literature itself. An example of this would be the archetypal hero who has to face overwhelming odds and defeat some immense and fearsome monster (e.g. St George and the Dragon in English folklore). Jung saw this as an externalised metaphor of a universal process of deep conflict and resolution occurring within the natural and healthy development of individual psyches throughout history, and thus recurring in many of his patients. He used the archetype both as an allegory of the mental processes and a means of therapy. For a patient undergoing major psychological trauma (for which the battle with a dragon could be a close metaphor) the archetype of St George would be a powerful tool when visualised beside them, or even seen as merging with them . If the patient were from a culture where St George was a foreign or unfamiliar myth then there would generally be an analogous story from their own background, which could fulfil the same function; for example Theseus and the Minotaur in Greek culture. On a developmental level; the internalised "living out" of a variety of mythic events can seem to provide great benefit to the individual. Even science fiction stories such as the "Alien" films are largely a restatement of the mythical killing of the dangerous beast against overwhelming odds. What is the Collective Unconscious? The collective unconscious is different. It's like eye color. If someone were to ask you, "How did you get your eye color," you would have to say that there was no choice involved - conscious or unconscious. You inherited it. Material in the collective unconscious is like this: inherited. It never came from our current environment. It is the part of the mind that is determined by heredity. So we inherit, as part of our humanity, a collective unconscious; the mind is pre-figured by evolution just as is the body. The individual is linked to the past of the whole species and the long stretch of evolution of the organism. Jung thus placed the psyche within the evolutionary process. This idea of psychological archetypes is among Jung's most important contributions to Western thought. An ancient idea somewhat like Plato's idea of Forms or "patterns" in the divine mind that determine the form material objects will take, the archetype is in all of us. But remember, nature comes first, then the concepts follow. The word "archetype" comes from the Greek "arche" meaning "first, and "type" meaning "imprint or pattern." Psychological archetypes are thus first prints, or patterns that form the basic blueprint for major dynamic counterparts of the human personality. For Jung, archetypes pre-exist in the collective unconscious of humanity. They repeat themselves eternally in the psyches of human beings and they determine how we both perceive and behave. These patterns are inborn within us. They are part of our inheritance as human beings. They reside as energy within the collective unconscious and are part the psychological life of all peoples everywhere at all times. They are inside us and they are outside us. We can meet them by going inward to our dreams or fantasies. We can meet them by going outward to our myths, legends, literature and religions. The archetype can be a pattern, such as a kind of story. Or it can be a figure, such as a kind of character.

What are some common archetypes? Here are twelve archetypes that are fairly easy to understand. These are the Innocent, the Orphan, the Warrior, the Caregiver, the Seeker, the Destroyer, the Lover, the Creator, the Ruler, the Magician, the Sage, and the Fool. If we look at art, literature, mythology and the media, we can easily identify some of these patterns. One of the most familiar to contemporary western culture is the Warrior. We find the warrior myth encoded in all the great heroes who ever took on the dragon, stood up to the tyrant, fought the sorcerer, or did battle with the monster: and in so doing rescued himself and others. The true Warrior is not just macho. The macho man (or woman) fights to feel superior to others, to keep them down. The warrior fights to protect and ennoble others. The warrior protects the perimeters of the castle or the family or the psyche. The warrior myth is active in each of us any time we stand up against unfair authority, be it a boss, teacher or parent. The highest level warrior has at some time confronted his or her own inner dragons. We see the Warrior archetype in the form of pagan deities, for example the Greek god of war, Mars. David, who fights Goliath, or Michael, who casts the Dragon out of Heaven are familiar Biblical warriors. Hercules, Xena (warrior princess) and Conan the Barbarian are more contemporary media forms the warrior takes. And it is in this widely historical variety that we can find an important point about the archetype. It really is unconscious. The archetype is like the invisible man in famous story. In the story, a man invents a potion which, when ingested, renders him invisible. He becomes visible only when he puts on clothes. The archetype is like this. It remains invisible until it dawns the clothing of its particular culture: in the Middle Ages this was King Arthur; in modern America, it may be Luke Skywalker. But if the archetype were not a universal pattern imprinted on our collective psyche, we would not be able to continue to recognize it over and over.

Is the Warrior Path a "male combat myth"?

Life offers us the opportunity to become a spiritual warrior. A warrior is one who bravely goes into those dark areas within themselves to ferret out the truth of their being. It takes great courage, stamina and endurance...

The path is narrow, the terrain rough and rocky. You will walk alone through dark caves, up steep climbs and through the dense thick forest. You will meet your dark side. The faces of fear, deceit and sadness all await your arrival. No one can take this journey but you...

There comes a time in each of our lives, when we are given the choice to follow this path. Should we decide to embark on this journey, we can never turn back. Our lives are changed forever on this journey. There are many different places we can choose to slip into and hide, but the path goes on. ..

The spiritual warrior stays the course, wounded at times, exhausted and out of energy. Many times, the warrior will struggle back to their feet to take only a few steps before falling again. Rested, they forge on...continuing the treacherous path. The journey continues. The spiritual warrior stays the course. Weakened, but never broken. One day, the battle, loneliness and desperate fights are over. The sun breaks through the clouds...

The birds begin to sing their sweet melodies. There is a change in the energy. A deep change within the self. The warrior has fought the courageous fight. The battle of the dark night of the soul is won. New energy fills the warrior. A new path is laid before them. A gentler path, filled with inner knowing of one who has personal empowerment. ..

With their personal battle won, they are filled with joy. A new awareness that they are one with the spirit beams as they go forth to show others the way...

They are not permitted to walk the path for others. They can only love, guide and be a living example of the truth of the being...


As walkers on the warrior path, we have been accused of "falling into the trap of violence," into the "male combat myth." We don't see it that way, since we are truly helping defend the innocent and forgotten rather than ignoring conflict and hoping it will go away. Our swords are never used to shed blood(!), or "commit atrocities"  Here is how we see our spiritual weapon, the sword:

The Sword: On the metaphysical level the sword is symbolic of discrimination; the penetrating power of the intellect; spiritual decision; the inviolability of the sacred. It is also wielded by the cosmic or solar Hero, conqueror of dragons and demonic powers.

The sacred masculine is a step towards embracing all that you are as a man. Father, teacher, mentor, protector, and listener. It is not about besting everyone who enters your vision, but about helping all that seek. It is not about how many women you can bed, but about how deeply and beautifully you can love the woman you have chosen. It is not about being weak, it is about allowing yourself to be vulnerable in order to access your true strength. It is not about shaming others, it is about encouraging them to shine. It is not about being violent, it is about knowing where to draw the line as a protector, and when to step back and allow words to be words. It is about teaching strength from the depth of your raw and unharnessed truth, and expressing all that you are with passion. It is about HONORING... the beauty of the feminine, and not abusing it. It is about recognizing your true role in society from a primitive standpoint, in our advanced culture. Respecting all that is natural, and making the bold statement that
If we were to accept and teach our role as the sacred masculine, we will actually be teaching a sense of responsibility, duty, and honor. We will actually be teaching a way of life that enforces that we as men have an actual "Mission in life".

 

The love goddess is another familiar archetypal pattern. Aphrodite to the Greeks, Venus to the Romans, she now appears in the form of familiar models in magazines like "Elle" and "Vanity Fair." And whereas in ancient Greece her place of worship was the temple, today is it the movie theatre and the cosmetics counter at Nordstrom's. The archetype remains; the garments it dawns are those of its particular time and place. This brings us to our discussion of the Shadow as archetype. The very clearest and most articulate discussion of this subject is contained in Johnson's book Owning Your Own Shadow. The Shadow is not a difficult concept. It is merely the "dark side" of the psyche. It's everything that doesn't fit into the Persona. The word "persona" comes from the theater. In the Roman theater, characters would put on a mask that represented who the character was in the drama. The word "persona" literally means "mask." Johnson says that the persona is how we would like to be seen by the world, a kind of psychological clothing that "mediates between our true elves and our environment" in much the same way that clothing gives an image. The Shadow is what doesn't fit into this Persona. These "refused and unacceptable" characteristics don't go away; they are stuffed or repressed and can, if unattended to, begin to take on a life of their own. One Jungian likens the process to that of filling a bag. We learn at a very young age that there are certain ways of thinking, being and relating that are not acceptable in our culture, and so we stuff them into the shadow bag. In our Western culture, particularly in the United States, thoughts about sex are among the most prevalent that are unacceptable and so sex gets stuffed into the bag. The shadow side of sexuality is quite evident in our culture in the form of pornography, prostitution, and topless bars. Psychic energy that is not dealt with in a healthy way takes a dark or shadow form and begins to take on a life of its own. As children our bag is fairly small, but as we get older, it becomes larger and more difficult to drag. With this in mind, it is not difficult to see that there is a shadow side to the Archetypes discussed earlier The shadow side to the warrior is the tyrant, the villain, the Darth Vader, who uses his or her skills for power and ego enhancement. And whereas the Seeker Archetype quests after truth and purity, the shadow Seeker is controlled by pride, ambition, and addictions. If the Lover follows his/her bliss, commits and bonds, the shadow lover is a seducer a sex addict or interestingly enough, a puritan. But we can use the term "shadow" in a more general sense. It is not merely the dark side of a particular archetypal pattern or form. Wherever Persona is, Shadow is also. Wherever good is, is evil. We first know the shadow as the personal unconscious in all that we abhor, deny and repress: power, greed, cruel and murderous thoughts, unacceptable impulses, morally and ethically wrong actions. All the demonic things by which human beings betray their inhumanity to other beings is shadow. Shadow is unconscious. This is a very important idea. Since it is unconscious, we know it only indirectly, projection, just as we know the other Archetypes of Warrior, Seeker and Lover. We encounter the shadow in other people, things, and places where we project it. The scape goat is a perfect example of shadow projection. The Nazis projection of shadow onto the Jews gives us some insight into how powerful and horrific the archetype is. Jung says that when you are in the grips of the archetype, you don't have it, it has you. This idea of projection raises an interesting point. It means that the shadow stuff isn't "out there" at all; it is really "in here"; that is inside us. We only know it is inside us because we see it outside. Shadow projections have a fateful attraction to us. It seems that we have discovered where the bad stuff really is: in him, in her, in that place, there! There it is! We have found the beast, the demon, the bad guy. But does Evil really exist, or is what we see as evil all merely projection of our own shadow side? Jung would say that there really is such a thing as evil, but that most of what we see as evil, particularly collectively, is shadow projection. The difficulty is separating the two. And we can only do that when we discover where the projection ends. Hence, "Owning Your own Shadow."

Everywhere we look, forces of disintegration seem to have the upper hand, with organizations at every level—— Iron) schools and religious communities to cities and nations———seemingly unable to function sanely or to foster healthy human development. All across the planet we find a staggering array of symptoms of loss of soul, both in individuals and in the world at large. Our very human­ness seems to be under assault and at risk. many aspects of modern life—the destruction 0)1 the environ­ment, the loss of neighborhood and community, the decline of education, the production of devitalized food, the meaningless work so many people perform. the rise of random violence, the blind allegiance to technological “progress” without consideration of its terrible costs. the fascination with glamor,  hype, and image, the pervasive political lies and media distortions that masquerade as truth, the desecration of the sacred lands and traditions of native peoples, the descent into) growing chaos and poverty among much of the world’s population, the concentration of power in the hands of transnational corpo­rations that have little interest in the common good, and Oil and on, wherever we turn our gaze—~-suggest that humanity has sold its soul in a Faustian exchange for worldly dominion, and that the payment is rapidly coming due. And if we look within ourselves, we hnd turmoil and confusion: Our minds and hearts have either grown numb or are running wild. We have lost our hearings.

Learning to Live with a Broken Heart

"Beyond this place, there be dragons!"

THESE words, found on every map more than five hundred years ago, are what the mapmakers wrote at the place where their worlds stopped. It is the place beyond that lures every adventurer, every dreamer who lives out the lure, every missioner, everyone who searches for God.

In view of this it would appear that the *tertium quid* mediating between, good and evil, or Micheal  and the Dragonis the Mercurious which is at once both Micheal and the Dragon and also a figure in its own right. Indeed, the Mercurious immediately points to what I call the "Hermetic function," the endopsychic intuition, the psychlogical function that is an embarrassment to reasonable men, if not their nemesis. Mercurius is the alchemist's Spirit of Matter, while the Dragon is the God's Spirit of Matter. But you may be right in saying that the Mercurius could be interpreted as the grand conjunctive symbol of the Dragon and Micheal, of spirit and matter. Since Micheal  is the matter of the spirit (or body of the spirit) while the Dragon is the spirit of matter, the Mercurius cold very well mean the unified spirit and matter. But this needs a little digging to be established. Then he would be the real symbol of the Self (Jung´s concept). Concerning your concept of the "Hermetic function" - this sounds interesting. This would be a gateway between the unconscious and conscious. Something very wonderful, and controversial. The freeing of the spirit from the >Prima Materia then, is nothing other than taking up an interest in >that which is not material, like dream interpretation, hard work, >intellectual understanding, contributions to society by work. The nailing of the snake to the tree mimics the crucifixion of Jesus. But is the latter, quite to the contrary, a freeing of the spirit from the mother? St. Augustine notes: "Like a bridegroom Christ went forth from his chamber, he went out with a presage of his nuptials into the field of the world. He came to the marriage bed of the cross, and there, in mounting it, he consumated his marriage. And when he perceived the sighs of the creature, he lovingly gave himself in place of his bride, and he joined himself to the woman forever." (from his *Sermo Suppositus*) one of the definitions of Eve's name, as well as being life (Hawah), is heart.  Adam means red clay, or living earth.  Eve ultimately is the Soul, the heart of Adam.  Being taken out of the rib shows She was there all along, in potential.
  
  Eve is the potential for evolutionary development within Adam.  She ultimately is his inner world.  Indeed, this is why she is the one that leads him to biting the apple.  The serpent is used as the enticer for he is thought.  A thought is a wave and moves like a serpent.  One of the definitions to Mary's name, Mariam, is rebel.  To evolve is to rebel.  Just as Eve created a rebellion and led Adam into self-awareness, Mary gave birth to a Son that was destined to turn the world upside down.  She was virgin because She was pure, without any thought.  This is the meditative Mind or Soul. Again, as Goethe wrote in Faust, "The eternal Feminine draws us onward."  Be it Eve (the Mind in thought) or Mary (the Virgin Mind) Woman is the avenue of evolutionary development, the container of potential.
  
  This relation of Mary to Eve is revealed in the following hymn:
  
  Hail Bright Star of Ocean (Mary means Ocean)  (Ave Maris Stella)
  God's own Mother blest
  Ever sinless Virgin
  Gate of Heavenly Bliss
  Taking the sweet Ave (Ave is an inversion of Eva)
  Which from Gabriel came (Gabriel is associated by some with Hermes/the Word)
  Peace (Jerusalem) confirms within us
  Changing Eva's name.
  
  Mary is ultimately Eva.  Eva is the Soul's fall into duality; Mary is the return to unity.  Both are mothers of evolutionary development and should not be seen as separate.  The same Soul that thinks is the same Soul that becomes still.
  
  The male genitals jut outwards and the female fold inward.  In our extreme patriarchy, denying the female has led to an outward orientation. Behind this movement we have the likes of our current politicians who are hell bent on controlling others and have absolutely no insight.  This is the consequence of denying the feminine.  If you attend to those cultures that strongly deny the feminine and are abusive towards women, you will find creative thought also suppressed.  The inward orientation is just an avenue for rebellion.  The powers-that-be can't have that...its dangerous  Why else would you abuse them if you weren't scared?  Hence, abuse is revealed as fear for the extreme patriarch is scared to death of the death of creative power.  This is why Lord Jesus is taken into hiding by His Mother and why the Woman with 12 stars has to hide Her child in Heaven.  These are not two stories..  They are also our story for the Divine Child in hiding is our own creative potential....our rebel.
 
  
  What is different in our evolutionary development is the female. Women have periods instead of going into heat.  This allows for intercourse for reasons other than procreation.  The same with the way the genitals are thrust forward, allowing for intercourse face-to-face. Again, Woman is the Mother of evolutionary development. She leads us to love.  It appears in meditating on the woman's body that we are meant to be intimate.  Our (women and men) purpose is Love.  Based on the current political and social climate, have we totally missed the mark?  This is what sin means.  "To miss the mark."


It goes beyond learning a positive from a negative
wherein it takes into account the necessity to work with both aspects,
the
idea
being to balance or reconcile them and then to eventually grow beyond
them
 in a spiritual vein. Alchemy is about transmutation, not exactly
 transformation, it is not changing one thing into another thing but
bringing about a
conscious re-birthing, as it were, first by going so deeply within, and
this could
 mean alot of things on some individual basis, like having first go
through
hell to bring about heaven

 



I have been part of hell, and I have touched heaven. And heaven has
touched me back. I have found both living within me. It seems I went through hell to bring about heaven within
me, though hell is still in me too. I have made progress in turning my dark side into a friend
(without giving it control). I learned that my dark side is a frightened child who wants
to be mean and domineering so people can't ever hurt me again. I learned to
identify the spark of love (desire to protect self) that this rage is built of.
I learned to give this frightened child respect for the love, even while
saying no to the urge to control others. I promised my fearful side that I will
always be open to that part of me warning of what might threaten me,

everything is made of love, and without love no
thing would exist. I say yes to love and no to hate, while saying yes to the
kernel of love behind the meanest feeling. This is my personal alchemy lately.
When we think upper and lower, good and bad, sin free
and sin filled, we ultimately must come to despise part of our world
 and part of our self.

We dislike parts of ourselves, and meanness from others. However, we can be OK with this.
Being able to say no and mean it can feel good, and enables you to feel more passion
whenever you say yes to love.

Good and evil are in all people, so it is not a question of
dividing your world into good people and bad people. It is a question of discernment
of behavior and intentions, not of judgment.

Called Emperor of the Realm of Woe, Dante’s Satan is far from being the ruler in any way of God’s Hell, seeing that, though his eternally defeated spirit everywhere pervades it, he is in reality its greatest prisoner, fixed immovably in the ice of his own making, with only freedom enough to enable his wings to be the freezing source of woe, and his mouths to be the symbols of the punishment of the three guiltiest of traitors. If Milton’s Satan be the poetical hero of the Paradise Lost, Dante’s Dis is, as he should be, the reverse. As Dante describes him he stands for the eternal failure of the Rebellion of Intellectual Might against the sovereignty of Spiritual Right.


So the tertiary spirit leaves the primitive wholeness and flies away, higher and higher, and develops his understanding to become a beautiful blue dragon. So the breaking free of the spirit from Prima Materia means that a part of it, "the hopeless one", - the black, wingless dragon - must stay behind and be enclosed so he cannot run around freely, creating projections, lures and temptations for the mind. So this is why "freedom of the spirit" is achieved by enclosing (or brazing) the primitive Spiritus Mercurius. But if a wholeness is to be achieved, the tertiary spirit, fully developed, must return and again unite with the dark spirit in the vessel to achieve the quaternity wholeness. This time it will not be a primitive black Urobourous as in the beginning. The differentiated tertiary spirit of the Godhead is the Holy Trinity. It broke free from its´ primitive conjunction with the Dragon when he was cast into the abyss. But a wholeness must again be achieved, so God must descend from his lofty height of supreme wisdom and again unite with the left behind dark force. He descends with his body Jesus Christ and undergoes the conjunction in the vessel of the grave

 

 

"Before Christ and the Bible the satanic accusation was always victorious by virtue of the violent contagion that imprisoned human beings within systems of myth and ritual. The Crucifixion reduces mythology to powerlessness by exposing violent contagion, which is so effective in the myths that it prevents communities from ever finding out the truth, namely, the innocence of their victims....
"This is why Dante, in his Inferno, represented Satan as nailed to the Cross. When the single victim mechanism is correctly nailed to the Cross, its ultimately banal, insignificant basis appears in broad daylight, and everything based on it gradually loses its prestige, grows more and more feeble, and finally disappears....

It is interesting that Both Christ and Satan have each been equated as 'Rex Mundi', meaning 'King of the World. an archetype of the Grail Legends. I saw how the archetype of the Wounded King was an aspect of Rex Mundi, the King of the World who is crucified on the cross of matter in the earthly perspective, but suspended from a cross of light in the more universal context

The esoteric figure of Rex Mundi both masks and contains within it,
the universal dynamic of AWAKENING in the human being to his/her PURE GEM
body, which is the complete hologram of gnosis contained within all
substance and being in the universes created through the El’ohim.

In this context as ‘Rex Mundi’, both the Twin Flame Light Bearers (Christ
and Lucifer) are combined in a non-dualistic whole cosmology of Perfection
and Light, suspended upon the cross of immolation in the Flame of Burning
Love, offering eternal regeneration of the light geometries, as they become
more and more brilliant in the Fire of Love. This is the greatest act of the
Phoenix

Rex Mundi, the King of the World, is also the Bearer of the Cup of
Transfiguration, in which the human being moves through stages of his own
duality until he reaches a platform in which he assumes in a specific and
dedicated way, the “Wound of the World.” Through this embodiment, he becomes the
“Wounded King / Healer” of Grail lore, whose wound is born for the world.
Through his glorious act of crucifixion and transfiguration upon the cross of
this gnosis which has become his Bodhisattva vow. We grow out of the mud and bloom into the lotus.

 S/He heals others who touch his wounds of Light. It
is then that the Wounded Healer is transformed into Rex Mundi, for he has now
overcome his own creation (the world) to be exalted in the Phoenix Flame of pure
Illumination. What sets him free? His becoming (with complete presence) the
gnosis that all wounds are only love longing to be illumined in the heart. The cosmic / world dynamic of Rex Mundi is an important aspect of the “Solar
Mysteries”.

"Christ does not achieve this victory through violence. He obtains it through a renunciation of violence so complete that violence can rage to its heart's content without realizing that by so doing, it reveals what it must conceal, without suspecting that its fury will turn back against it this time because it will be recorded and represented with exactness in the Passion narratives....

"The Gospels themselves draw our attention to the loss of mythic unanimity everywhere Jesus comes and intervenes. John in particular points out on numerous occasions how the witnesses become divided after Jesus speaks and acts. Each time, the people around him quarrel, and far from unifying them, his message precipitates disharmony and division. In the Crucifixion especially, this division plays a primary role. Without it there would not be a Gospel revelation...."
 

 

We are baptized into his death, that the life of Christ might be manifested in our mortal body.
As the body is sacrificed along with the understanding of it.
All things become new and all things are of God.
For this mortal must put on immortality, and the body clothed upon from heaven.
Christ came in the body under the law, to redeem us from the law.
For the law was only a shadow of the true...that the book was only in the understanding of man.
God have something else for us.. that is a heavenly...another understanding given to us by God.
That God might be in all and every seed the same and the body one.
That every seed unified in love.. and the perfecting of it.

 

THE SACRED MARRIAGE MYTHOS IN PRESERVED IN THE THE FAIRYTALE AND THEATER;

Sleeping Beauty. The Beauty and the Beast, Ladyehawk, A mid summers night dream, and others.

We all have our own tales, our own Love stories.

In Smashed, Buffy and Spike physically smash each other and their surroundings; metatextually, the episode smashes their illusions about their individual identities as vampire and slayer and their joint identity as a couple. The episode culminates in their sexual union amidst the physical and psychic rubble. In Wrecked, we start to see hints of what will survive and rise like a phoenix out of the rubble and wreckage. The importance of these two episodes when evaluating the potential for true internal change and possible redemption for Spike can’t be emphasized enough.
Spike, long established in the Buffyverse as the teller of uncomfortable truths, keeps reminding us that things have changed. In fact, both episodes are bookended by this notion. Early in Smashed, Spike tells Buffy, “A man can change.” After he finds out that his chip is still functional, he then comments, “It’s about the rules having changed. Everything is different now.” Early in Wrecked, after Buffy tells him their night together was a mistake, Spike tells her, “It was a bloody revelation.” Close to the end of the episode, he comments again that since their night together, “Things have changed.”
So what exactly has changed? Spike has started to make noticeable progress towards putting together his new identity. We saw the problem in Smashed: he’s neither a vampire nor a human. He’s not good nor is he evil. He’s supposed to slay the Slayer, not love the Slayer. Whatever peace of mind Spike showed in Tough Love when he commented to Dawn “Well, I’m not good, and I’m okay” seems to have evaporated to some extent. If he’s not those things, who is he?
In Tabula Rasa, Randy showed us that Spike’s basic instincts lean more towards good than evil. When Randy discovers he has no apparent desire to bite Joan, he decides, “I must be a noble vampire. A good guy. On a mission of redemption. I help the helpless. I’m a vampire with a soul.”
The small problem here is that Spike is not Randy. Spike has life experiences that does not mesh with what Randy thinks is his identity. In fact, what Randy believes is his identity is actually Angel’s identity. When Spike’s life experiences return to him, he can’t realistically assume that identity as his own. Angel’s path of redemption leads him to altruistic expressions of love for humanity. He wants to help the stranger on the street to balance the incredible crimes against humanity that Angelus perpetrated. But Spike has always been something different. He’s a fool for love. Spike’s love is personal, passionate, and specific.
Instead of taking the obvious definition of a fool as someone who is full of hot air or easily deceived, let’s focus on a different definition. In the Tarot, The Fool in the Major Arcana is the risk-taker. The Fool is an innocent, totally at ease with the physical world and ready to start a journey of enlightenment.
Interestingly enough, the Fool corresponds to the Joker in the contemporary pack of playing cards. I’ve read several interesting analyses discussing how Spike (and Buffy) function as jokers in the Buffyverse. They are totally off the radar screen of TPtB. It seems their prophecies, while full of Angel, are remarkably silent on Spike. Buffy dropped off their radar screen after she fulfilled her function as Prophecy Girl. But both Spike and Buffy have had profound effects on the course of events in the Buffyverse; in some cases, extremely unpredictable effects.
Drusilla is looking for a lover. She wants a partner in the way Darla has Angel as her partner. They suggest she sire someone. She says, “I could pick the wisest and bravest knight in all the land – and make him mine forever with a kiss.” In some ways, that’s exactly what Dru did. William was a bloody awful 19th century poet. He was probably steeped in Arthurian lore and the chivalric tradition of courtly love as reinterpreted by Victorian poets like Tennyson. He idealized Cecily through that lens, offering her his poems like a knight offers his lady his service of arms.
In that alley, Spike was born. In order to assume his identity within the ‘gang’ and win his dark lady Dru from her father (Angelus), he begins an unlifelong quest: the hunt for Slayers. He is the darkly twisted chivalric knight, searching out the Holy Grail of vampires. He validates himself in his own eyes and his lovers through this quest. The Holy Grail contained the blood of Christ.
 The temptation for Spike after Smashed is to revert to that identity and duplicate the destructive patterns of his relationship with Dru in his new relationship with Buffy. In Smashed, Buffy even taunts Spike that he doesn’t love her, he loves the pain she provides.
But in Wrecked, when Buffy starts doling out the pain, Spike tells Buffy clearly, “I won’t be your whipping boy.” He rejects the pain. He wants the pleasure. That’s what his love is about. He reinforces this at the end of the episode when he tells her that if she continues to play the bitch, he will bite back. He refuses to continue their patterns. He will not attack her, but he will defend himself. He sets boundaries and he lets her know where they are, while at the same time reinforcing that he loves her.

Drusilla makes a strange comment that day. She says, “The King of Cups expects a picnic. But today is not his birthday.” We know that Dru has the Sight. Earlier in FFL, she sees burning baby fishes around William’s head, which sounds much like a prediction about the chip. But what does this prophecy mean?
Who is the King of Cups? In the Tarot, the Minor Arcana has four suits, each associated with a particular element. Cups (the modern day equivalent is Hearts) is associated with Water. The element of Water is associated with moods, dreams, emotions, romance, and fantasy. It’s seasonal correspondence is…summer.
Each court card represents a personality type. The King of Cups is a mature man of wisdom and intuitive insights. He appreciates beauty. He is often thought to be a good husband and father. His trademark is his ability to forgive and empathize with others. When his jealous nature is aroused and his veneer of self-control is breached, he can be fierce.
Dru’s reference to a picnic/birthday party could symbolize a coming of age (growing up) moment that has not yet arrived. It doesn’t seem too much of a stretch to suggest that the King of Cups could well be an identity that Spike will eventually assume. This particular confrontation between Angelus and Spike is not ‘the’ confrontation about Spike’s identity.
Wrecked may be the birthday party or at least its harbinger. Spike is now experiencing Summer(s). He’s also fighting again for a woman he loves and his main rival is Angel. This time, he’s fighting Buffy’s memory of Angel, her illusions about Angel, and the damage resulting from her relationship with Angel. References to Angel are all over the morning after scene. Spike claims vampires get Buffy hot and Buffy immediately contrasts the ‘one’ vampire against the ‘convenient’ vampire. Spike takes Buffy’s taunt that he thinks he is God’s gift and claims that’s hardy true because ‘it wouldn’t be nearly as interesting.’ Buffy’s sexuality was forged in Angel’s fire as much as Spike’s was in Dru’s. Angel and Dru are part of the ghosts they have to lay to rest in the rubble.
Spike is still a Fool on his journey for love. But now the journey is as much about loving himself as loving others. Let’s look at this new fool for love who is arising from the rubble of Smashed. He appears to have a certain wisdom and maturity characteristic of what a redeemed Spike might display. First, he’s not bad enough to find Rack’s house. Amy can find it. Willow can sense it once Amy points it out and then is able to find it on her own. Spike’s clueless.
Second, despite the sexual tension and bantering that Spike loves, once Buffy mentions Rack, Spike’s mind is immediately on how to help Dawn and Willow. He’s about sex play, sure, but he’s not about irresponsibility.
Third, despite their uncomfortable conversation on the street that leads Buffy to claim she wants Spike out of her life, her work, and her home, Spike points out that life is more complicated than that. She’s already invited him in. He’s involved. She just can’t wish him away with a few words. Things are messy. He shares her work with her and the Scoobies, and he shares the care of Dawn. He also points out how immature it would be for Buffy to risk harm to Dawn just to spite him. He’s advocating responsibility both in this particular situation and in others going forward.
Fourth, Spike demonstrates his caring and nurturing side with Dawn. He strokes her hair, he takes her hand, and he tends to her while Buffy fights the demon. Simply put, he loves Dawn. Clearly, he isn’t just a fool for sexual love. He is capable of non-romantic, non-sexual connections.
But we really already knew that about Spike. What’s new in Wrecked is that Spike is clearly now able to empathize with humans outside the Summers family. It is Spike who stops, moved by Willow’s tears, much as Buffy’s tears in FFL moved him. He has every reason to be as angry on Dawn’s behalf as both Dawn and Buffy are. But he keeps his head. He doesn’t say a word. It’s his compassionate heart that causes Buffy to stop, rethink her anger, and go to her friend. Spike manages to do this despite the fact that he’s never really had anyone extend an empathetic hand to him in quite the same way.
Fifth, this is all combined with the Spike we’ve already seen, who has tremendous and profound insight into others. He knows Buffy felt something. He knows it was a bloody revelation. He senses he’s breached some walls.
Not everything is rosy in Wrecked. Spike does problematically say to Buffy, “If I’m dirt, then you’re the one who loves rolling in it.” It’s unclear whether he believes that about himself or if he’s just trying to use Buffy’s own comments against her. It’s been clear since The Gift that Spike does not believe Buffy can ever love him. But in Wrecked, part of his revelation is that Buffy does feel something for him and when Buffy challenges him that it’s not love, he replies enigmatically, ‘Not yet.’ It’s unclear whether Spike now feels himself worthy of Buffy’s love because he is aspiring to her level of goodness or if it’s because Buffy has now descended to his level.

 

Closed off from love
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you're frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking round
Thinking I'm going crazy

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling

But nothing's greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I'm going crazy, maybe, maybe

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it's draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love

Spike and Buffy’s roles as ‘jokers in the pack’   Science has attempted to separate "man" from the animals.  The fact is all of the traits they thought specific to "man" has been discovered in animals (in lesser degree).  Man is toolmaker, for instance.  Yet, chimps use tools to to dig out termites.  Granted they don't make jet planes...but maybe they don't need to?

Our life journey is focused on getting love, not in a romantic sense, but receiving the validation, valuation, respect, honor and appreciation that we want from others. We can spend a lifetime seeking this until we learn two things-when we settle for less than what we want we block the flow of love to us and being able to detach and release is as important as being willing to give love in order to receive it. The love we want is really the physical manifestation of the unconditional love that we know in spirit and the love we receive from others is merely a mirror of the love we have for ourselves... So how do we get the love we want when our experience may show us that we get some love, but not always what we want and we are afraid that if we let that go we will not have another chance at getting or receiving love?

We all want everyone to love us because we are a good person. We want everyone to treat us as we treat them and to acknowledge us for who we are. And we are not always selective. We cast out our 'love net' and hope that we will catch something that will meet at least a small portion of our needs. The belief that we should be happy with what we get and not complain or expect more is what causes us to settle for less than what we really want. We get the love we want when we narrow our focus to that alone and let everything else move on..

Sometimes our lesson is to learn to hold out for what we truly want and to say 'no' to those things that are not right for us. We are being challenged to acknowledge that what others give us is the best that they have to give. If that is not right for us, it's not that something is wrong with them, we need to look at the energy that we are putting out and look at where we are accepting less than we desire or deserve. There is a lot of pressure on us at this time to detach from those things that are not right for us, that take our energy, do not bring us joy and create drama and chaos..

Two things cannot occupy the same energetic space at the same time. So if we are in any situation that does not meet our needs, its replacement cannot manifest until we are willing to detach and let go. We must also be committed to our joy and to what we want in our lives, not allowing ourselves to get sidetracked into situations and relationships where we have to settle. Trusting that the Universe brings us exactly what we ask for, believe we can have what we want and remaining true to ourselves is so important in this process... and when we love ourselves enough to release our attachments to everything and everyone that does not give us exactly what we want we can get the love we want and as much as we need!

ALL are part of the ONE.. there are fallen beings and there are higher beings.. there are match's made in heaven, and there are obsessions of a lower nature..

True love will not try to control and manipulate. True love will support freedom from the bonds of ignorance, and encourage individual sovereignty. True love will empower an individual, and work in unselfish ways to promote freedom for others. Most importantly, true love is discerning, confident, unselfish, humble, persevering and deeply compassionate for the suffering of others.

Knowledge limited to the physical world and bounded by the shortcomings of our five senses is not enough to attain freedom. Metaphysics is the study of higher knowledge, the deeper truths of life. We only have to recognize these higher truths and live by them to rise beyond old behavioral patterns and access a new vista of inconceivably wonderful possibilities.

THERE IS A SIGNIFICANT PHASE that occurs in the process of initiation for
many lightworkers that I refer to as "The Spiritual Nomad".
Often, when one
reaches this transition phase of spiritual evolution, it can be so painfully
unnerving to the personality/ego that it not only devastates one's self esteem,
it also severely undermines our confidence to manifest even the most basic
needs for our survival.
It is precisely our "root" fears of survival that are being
shaken to the core and unpeeled from us during this process.
We are being
prompted to work toward clearing these fears and perfecting our trust and
surrender.
So it is extremely important to understand the dynamics of why
this occurs and actually how entirely common it is!
This will help you avoid the pitfall of allowing yourself to dwell in feelings of
humiliation, shame and embarrassment by this externalization of forces that
transform your world in to what appears to be a great "sacrifice".
This is a
crucial part of some of our Light Family's development and I want you to
realize that you indeed have many family members that either have already
undergone, or are currently working through this phase of spiritual
development. I promise you this is a TEMPORARY phase.
So if you know
anyone who is presently working through this, do be sure to acknowledge
their courage, strength and bravery to surrender to divine order and align to
their soul's purpose. Send them love.
This is the TRUTH of what they are
doing and it is to be honored and acknowledged.
We need to be more conscious of supporting those being recruited (The
Newbies) and the new additions (Child Indigos, Crystals and Aliens)
awakening to reinforce our divine purposes of bringing higher
consciousness to this planet.
We are moving incredibly swiftly - forward!
What is the Spiritual Nomad?
Some questions to define "The Spiritual Nomad":
Are you currently jobless, juggling jobs, possibly homeless and relationship-
less... much to your own bewilderment because you are an incredibly
talented, skilled and loving being? You may even have an Ph.d, 
and other assorted credentials after your name.
Do you feel invisible - like no one will hire you, love you or even recognize
you? And, really, for no apparent reason (it feels like you have a mark on
your forehead)?
Are you unable to do anything as you did in the past to earn a living or live as
you once did?
Are you a healer or working in the healing arts, running around trying to find a
way to translate this into cash or a means of support?
Do you seem to travel a lot, drive or go long distances, or sleep in several
different places in short periods of time, perhaps even on your ex's couch?
Do you feel confused about your purpose and identity in the world?
Are there people, such as your biological family or friends, who are
completely shocked or troubled by your life, attempting to offer their advice of
what went wrong
THIS IS THE TIME in one's life where every aspect of perceived "security" in
the structure of the human world is completely unstable, unknown and
unforeseen.
Your life in all major areas, such as relationship, money, career,
residence is all abruptly halted, changed and/or terminated.
You are left
feeling isolated and standing in a place of total bewilderment, wondering
what happened to your life, the people in it and your former identity.
This
sets off every fear button you have because there is absolutely no sign of
what is going on, what is coming or why it's happening.
There is only a
sense that some force came in, picked you up out of your hologram and
placed you into someone else's life.
For a while, you may not recognize
whose life it is! It is very much like the sensation captured in the Talking
Heads song lyrics, "Once in a Lifetime"...
Where does that highway go?
And you may ask yourself
Am I right? Am I wrong?
And you may tell yourself
MY GOD! WHAT HAVE I DONE?
In the process of our unraveling consciousness in this human drama
setting, this is one of the experiences that we have set up as "spirit" to create
the experience of learning to FULLY surrender to divine forces.
It is a
complete dismantling of our ego and ego defenses.
This is the crossroads
where we start to leave the world of human order and align to the Divine Order.
To many of our earthly cohorts, biological families and old energy
friends, it will appear as if we have stepped off the edge of a chasm into a
realm of insanity.
Groups will stand around shaking their heads, whispering how you have
gone off your rocker and offer lots of advice and theories to your problems
and issues.
As unsolicited advice starts mounting - generally suggesting
that you are incompetent, "less than", unrealistic, ungrounded, living in the
clouds or just purely strange - your subconscious fear programs get
triggered.
Maybe, just maybe, could they be right? Internal pressures
increase and you feel extremely conflicted about who you really ARE and
what the heck you are doing with your life.
This sets you off on a tangent of
extreme inner examination and the re-evaluation of every goal, dream,
thought and idea that you have had about your role in the world.
Will I EVER
make it? Will I ever become self actualized? Will I have the ability to create
abundance in my life?
This process is designed to cultivate the incredible inner strength needed to
face yourself and your deepest fears of survival.
You then become intimate
with the universal Law of Abundance and learn how generous the universe
really is, even if it's not all manifested in order of your personal preference.
You find that somehow, someway, all your base needs are being met, even
though you have not the foggiest clue how it's happening or who some of the
strangers are that have appeared in your life to support you - in ways you
would never imagine! You learn how to receive from total strangers (an
illusion, as everyone is Family) or from new sources, and learn how to
acknowledge and receive these new ideas of abundance of which you were
not formerly aware.
So, most commonly, one is feeling a type of embarrassment at being in the
situation one is in; yet, simultaneously, feeling gratitude at these blessings
being demonstrated at the most mundane levels (or even incredibly opulent
levels) of existence.
Finally, at about this time, you begin to Trust and realize
that you REALLY are divinely protected and supported! You can relax now (at
least a little)!
These experiences DO cultivate a level of deep faith and trust in the Divine
Order, even when you do not have any external validation of "safety" - and that
safety could be monetary, emotional support or a place to call "home" with a
bed in it.
Even when you are feeling blind and disconnected, to face this
uncertainty and to find yourself 'okay' with it all is a major revelation.
When
you realize that your deepest fears (so many of them!) did not happen
anyway, and, if they did... well, it really was not as bad as you once imagined
it! My God! You can face just about anything! Your personal power begins to
increase and your inner light glows ever more radiantly!
Well, my little darlings, if you find yourself smack dab in the center of this
process, know that Spirit has many designs and great plans for you! It is
important to work through all your fear, worry and obsessions.
Then work to
allow guidance, support and the light to shine on your path, even when it
makes absolutely NO logical sense.
You are learning to work your new
Higher Sensory Perceptions and these antennae within you are being finely
tuned for your new task and mission in the world.
You cannot "make" anything happen while you are in this process.
So, you
must relax as best you can. You are in transition to your greater destiny.
When relaxing, you are expanding, not constricting, and the divine forces can
more easily work through you and for you.
Know that transformational forces
are working magic in your life in ways you cannot comprehend.
There really
IS a Divine Order to what is happening to you.
Know that it is okay not to
know.
Get more comfortable with uncertainty and external chaos while you
cultivate that impenetrable core of divine essence to show the way for you
and others. Finally, know that your Family is out here.
We get it; we know
what it's like and we love you for walking the path with US!
 

This is the process of transcending the matrix, using higher laws to override lower ones by developing and purifying one’s internal nature to resonate with higher realms of existence. This is a prerequisite for fulfilling one’s potential.

The point of balance can be found by feeling it all, by embracing it all, and by holding it all in God's love. It is this love that assures the heart that no matter what is going on in the world, there is a Divine purpose which holds it in love that will bring out of every disaster, a forward movement of progress and hope, both for individuals and for mankind. The point of balance creates an ability to hold this conviction in the presence of pain and suffering, even while feeling the heart's deepest compassion.



 

What is the Matrix? School or prison, depending on your chosen perspective. On the one hand, it is a collective spiritual morphic feild or noo sphere  teaching system accelerating your rate of spiritual evolution by providing you with catalytic experiences in response to your thoughts, emotions, and spiritual composition. On the other hand, many of these experiences manifest as predatory forces preying upon your weaknesses. Of course, the only way to prevent being manipulated by these forces is to discover, integrate, and transform your weaknesses into strengths, thereby indirectly accomplishing the higher purpose of the Matrix which is to help you transcend it. Nevertheless, these collective spiritual morphic feild or noo sphere  predatory forces (evil ghosts) possess freewill and have their own agenda, which is to expand their power base and sustain themselves by feeding upon humanity’s emotional energies as well as keeping anyone from becoming aware enough to add destabilizing influences to the spiritual prison/farm they are running here on earth. The sum total of their collective spiritual morphic feild or noo sphere  manipulation system can be termed the “Matrix Control System” – a school of hard knocks that weakens the spiritually weak and strengthens the spiritually strong, in accordance with their choice to be victims or warriors.

The majority of people in this world place no priority on awareness or attentiveness, and instead live life in a semi-conscious dream state that makes them very prone to being pawns of the Matrix Control System. Some are born with insufficient levels of individualized consciousness to ever experience a lucid moment, and it is these who form the primary class of Matrix agents, the rest of functioning as agents only part of the time when we fail to watch ourselves. Due to the great quantity of asleep people in the population, the Matrix Control System has no problem finding chess pieces to maneuver into place around a targeted individual.

These forms of life, including hostile beings have the ability to transcend space and linear time, read thoughts, manipulate emotions, puppeteer unaware individuals,

Being greedy as they are, rather than just harvesting naturally occuring energies emitted by those who have freely chosen to engage in lower vibrational behavior, these predators seek to induce ignorance, suffering, and perversion in as many people as possible to maximize their energy harvest. While this isn’t technically a freewill violation (because they can only amplify what latent negative tendencies we already have within us), their forceful milking of energy via the Matrix Control System does constitute an imbalance because it encourages ignorance and slavery instead of awareness and freedom.

There exist positively oriented beings as well, ( good spirits and angels ) they respect the law of freewill and do not engage in physical manipulations. Rather they exist as a spiritual brotherhood lending their service to protect and guide those of us who seek freedom from the limitations of this 3D matrix control system, prison/school earth.

  • Because hostile collective spiritual morphic feild or noo sphere  forces have a vested interest in the Matrix Control System, they go to extraordinary lengths to suppress any destabilizing factors that could disrupt their food supply. Anyone who starts the process of waking up and regaining personal power and freedom is immediately targeted. The targeting aims to put him back to sleep, render him powerless, or make him lose faith in continuing his path.

  • When a personal impulse toward freedom occurs, an equal and opposite impulse is set into motion, attracting to the target various negatively synchronistic opportunities to engage in lowering experiences to offset his impulse toward freedom. These include situations that aim to induce fear, distraction, suffering, doubt, depression, indulgence in lower impulses, and self-serving behavior. Sometimes this phenomenon arises naturally from the law of inertia, other times there is active amplification of this counter-impulse by negative collective spiritual morphic feild or noo sphere  forces to disarm the threat before he gains more power.

  • Other methods of suppression include sabotaging and distracting a targeted individual via people around him who are open to direct manipulation. Anyone who fails to be fully conscious in the present moment can be a puppet for as long as their attention is elsewhere. Lapses of attention are enough for a subconsciosly implanted impulses to result in regrettable words or actions.

  • They seek energy, and earth has been molded into a farm for them. This energy consists of human life force, emotional and spiritual and sexual energy. Being collective spiritual morphic feild or noo sphere , they can suck this directly via telepathic connection, or via the many agents or portals they have instated among the general population. through self-serving actions, manipulation, and infliction of pain, self-serving individuals unwittingly give others the opportunity to see the light.

 

While we may not be the source of injustices against us, we are the cause of it. The Matrix, even with its level of imbalance and corruption by those freewill entities who have overstepped their place in nature as catalytic firespitters, is nevertheless still a learning program entirely responsive to our own ignorance and weaknesses. It may be a predator’s choice to attack, but it is our choice to accept the attack and succumb to it. The Matrix Control System can only throw us by the elements within us that correspond to its low vibratory nature. Attacks serve to identify our own weaknesses, thus providing focus for where to take the next step on one’s path of spiritual awakening.

The more you know of higher truths and apply what you know, the more you begin operating under higher laws that transcend the limitations of the lower.

there is no religion higher than truth

the purpose of physical evolution is to accommodate and serve spiritual evolution

evolution is maintained by having both proper ratio and diametric opposition

As Goethe wrote, the dark force “wills forever evil yet does forever good.” The self-serving path, despite giving the individual personal power, also puts him in unwitting subservience to higher powers. The highest power of all is the Creator, which those of the dark hierarchy unwittingly serve by providing the grand experiment with the passive force necessary for evolution. They provide the darkness against which the light stands out.

To know nature is to know one portion of the Creator. To know yourself is to know another portion of the Creator. Because what is within mirrors what is outside, and what is outside mirrors what is within, knowing both nature and yourself makes for a straight path toward knowing the Creator.

 

Our thoughts form permanent elementals in the psychic world which gain strength and energy with repetition of those thoughts and loose strength and energy by the lack of such thoughts. Elementals are Thought Forms. These elementals are the basis of what we call our energy and our habits of thought. These elementals repel certain people and events and attract others. With enough focus these elementals can even take on physical form. These elementals return to us frequently for a refresh of energy, and we feed them each time we think in the way that we created them. How much we feed them depends upon the length of time we give them our mental focus and how steady that focus is. Thus they seem to have a life of their own and they seem to control us when they return to us for a feeding. We can deplete elementals of their strength and energy by not thinking about them and giving our thoughts and energy to other more desirable elementals.

Some consider the shadow self to be the lower self or psychic self, balancing the higher self, with no stigma or testing associated with it~ Other traditions consider the shadow to be the antithesis of the Holy Guardian Angel or Higher Self, as an accumulation of all our "negative karma" or misdeeds~ Also known as the Dweller on the Threshold, it must be confronted and defeated before deeper spiritual enlightenment can occur~ Personally, I see the shadow as part of our lower, psychic, and instinctive self, but it's the part of our power and ability that we fear and disassociate from~ It is all the thoughts, feelings, and abilities we repress.

It is a part of our unclaimed personal power~ To go deeper with your spirituality, you must recognize it, forgive it and yourself, and integrate it better into your own self-image~ The shadow can have many layers, and you will develop a relationship with it on deeper levels as your own awareness expands

Even as we are made aware of the option to stop worshiping these unworthy gods of negative emotion, we find them difficult to ignore. Even in the light of reason they rear their ugly heads over and over knowing that we are drawn to them. These emotions trump our intellect because they feed the goon of ego. We are hard-wired to impulsively give ourselves over to them. But the same intellect which is duped by these unworthy gods can be used to critically analyze their delusions and with practice we can transcend them. Attitude is everything and there should be no higher concern than keeping one's attitude right.
 

 

The astral plane is divided into seven sub-planes and each sub-plane is made up of progressively finer etheric matter, working upward from the etheric plane to the seventh astral sub-plane. These progressively finer layers of etheric matter overlap each other so there is no clear division between the sub-planes, nevertheless each sub-plane hosts different populations of astral entities and represents entire conglomerates of ideas and thought-forms plus structures and institutions of similar vibrations. The sub-plane closest to the physical earth is very similar to life on earth while those on the higher astral sub-planes live increasingly ethereal and spiritual existences until they cast off their astral bodies and move into the mental plane.


The types of astral bodies that inhabit or transit through the astral planes are not mixed willy-nilly as on the earth; rather each sub-plane hosts astral bodies of similar vibrations. One could say that the lowest human criminal elements who pass over to the astral would thus be stuck on the lowest sub-plane until their souls undertake some redemption. Others who have lived more exemplary lives are grouped on the next sub-plane up and so forth. So the Cosmic Law of Attraction is very much in action on the astral plane.


The ethers of the astral plane are liquid-like, which account for their close association with water on the earth plane and the fact that they are subject to the constant ebbs and flows of desires and the changes and whims of astral inhabitants, especially those on the unstable lower sub-planes closest to earth. The unceasing crises and emotional swings that sweep the earth plane reflect the movement and ripples of astral liquid.

It has been more than fifty years since esotericists have seriously studied and analyzed the astral plane and its influence on mankind. Much more research and observation needs to be done into this important aspect of life on earth, especially because of its wistful changeability and multi-mutations. However, the approach of the end to the Fourth Sub-Round of Round IV coincides with the Twentieth Century, with its unceasing war, mass media, and information age. These relatively recent phenomena have profoundly changed the nature of the astrals since the ancient sages and, more recently, esotericists have observed it.


The appearance of the astral plane when first definitely seen by the “opened eye” of the aspirant is one of dense fog, confusion, changing forms, interpenetrating and intermingling colours, and is of such a kaleidoscopic appearance that the hopelessness of the enterprise seems overwhelming. It is not light, or starry or clear. It is apparently impenetrable disorder, for it is the meeting of ground forces.
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In fact, it is on the astral plane that the real battle between the Light and Dark Forces has already taken place and is now being played out on earth. We will see that the tenacity of the Dark Forces’ resistance on the earth plane has its roots in Their virtual domination of the lower sub-planes of the astrals.


Present State of Earth’s Astral Plane
The extraordinary events of the Twentieth Century have grossly polluted the lower sub-planes of the astral plane, forming a thick layer of tainted astral matter that colours pure thought-forms descending from the higher dimensions. Below we will demonstrate what this barrier is comprised of and how it has grown over the past 50 years.


Storage of Human History: Record of Astral Light
The astral plane stores its version of human history from the point of view of humanity’s emotions: individual, group, and national aspirations; motivations; desires, feelings. This is called the akashic records of the emotional history of mankind. All of human invention-- art, literature, music, what modern day sociologists call “culture” and “civilization”, its fears, pleasures and anguish, its cinematic depictions, sexual desires, loves and hatred, agonies and ecstasies, inequalities, political battles, emotional swings of mass opinion, its aspirations (economic, power or religious-based), jealousies, aggressions, and so forth-- and everything else that characterizes the emotional nature of human existence is stored in the annals of the astral plane.

 

Each individual’s emotional history - desires, whims, fears, hatreds, loves, etc - contributes to the mass of data stored on the astral plane through the intertwined link of that person’s astral body with the earth’s. Conversely, the emotions that bloat the astral plane play upon the individual’s behavior, often without conscious knowledge.

Astral shells cannot draw their life vitality from their own souls as normal living beings do. Instead, as energy parasites, they depend on humanity to sustain themselves. They draw energy from group rallies such as fundamentalist rallies, wars, and any other mass events that result in outpourings of emotions such as hatred or love.
So the parasitical nature of astral plane shells is both good and bad but generally no higher in spiritual development than the earth plane. For this reason, a parasitical astral relationship can appear to be holy, where it is in reality of a lower order. And such parasitical relationships are subject as any to the vagaries and emotional swings of the astral plane.
accounting for the great number of soulless humanoids walking on earth under the influence of the Dark Forces.
As more of the new generation on earth exhibit the psychic abilities necessary to communicate with the other planes, greater numbers of these untrained and uneducated psychics or mediums fall prey to astral entities
Cosmic Forces have now taken over, and an irreversible cleansing process has begun. Two types of Cosmic Forces are involved: The first is an inflow of finer etheric energies from the earth’s mental and causal planes drifting down to the lower astral, etheric, and physical planes. These are feminine energies that will balance the predominantly masculine energies of the present age. The second is a more general cleansing of all of earth’s bodies as the solar system enters the Photon band of our present galaxy.

These two major cosmic forces affect all planes, and we are the most cognizant of their effects on the physical, etheric and astral planes. As they are of a higher vibrational nature, when they touch these lower vibrational planes, they cause the turmoil we feel on Earth.


Some individuals, however, through meditation and purification, have been able to forge a path through the thick astral matter in order to maintain contact with their higher mental and causal planes. By achieving this contact, they have surmounted the effects of the astral plane and thus can stay above the fray during the tumultuous cleansing process.


Downward Flow of Finer Feminine Etheric Energies
Corresponding with the timing of the present pralaya, the Great Ones of the Spiritual Hierarchy made the decision to release finer etheric light from the mental and causal planes onto the astral.


As the finer etheric energy descends upon the denser energies of the mental, astral, etheric, and physical planes it has a natural cleansing effect, as the grosser yields to the finer. It also has a profound healing effect on Earth’s populations and will require a revision of science and knowledge to understand it. This healing effect has given rise to many energy-healing modalities
 

As these finer energies extend down into the upper sub-planes of the astral plane, they will set the stage for the development of higher forms of art, emotion, and desire, which will further evolve during the New Golden Age. The continuing descent of these finer energies into the lower sub-planes of the astral will cause much upheaval as they come into conflict with denser energies. The main effect will be to drive the lower level astral entities insane,

These entities will not, however, go down without mighty and desperate thrusts to survive, each thrust being perceived as a burst of violence or sudden insane behavior.

No matter how violent the struggle, these astral entities will eventually be rooted out and allowed to dissipate, as they should have done in the first place.
Eventually as these finer energies continue to filter down, the coarser agitation on the astral and earth planes will be tempered after the initial desperate outbursts, for despite attempts to survive, anything vibrationally incompatible with the new energies will disintegrate. Even the higher sub-planes of the astral plane will undergo a cleansing, and the quality of intellectual thinking, art and music will rise to a new standard in preparation for the New Golden Age.

As the finer energies cleanse the astral plane, the Dark Forces will lash out and try to drag the earth down with them by using the economic depression to justify trampling on man’s rights and militarizing society. Their goal is to engage the world in a major war for which preparations are presently underway. This is the last hurdle for mankind and its association with the Dark Forces and should be perceived as the last sweep of the cleansing energies through the lower sub-planes of the astral.


These two major cleansing forces will continue until the astral plane has been cleaned of all that which does not serve mankind or earth. This will result in the collapse of the whole system of finance and warmongering that the Dark Forces have instituted to control earth’s inhabitants. They will also be the force behind the vast earth changes that lie ahead over the coming decades and cause even greater upheaval in our present civilisation. These two major cosmic forces bearing down upon the earth will form the backdrop of all actions mankind undertakes from hereon. Mankind can either choose to buck the trend and perish or ride along with the pralaya and survive. It is a matter of choice.


  

Ghosts of the matrix

We are the creators and creatures of each other, causing and bearing each other's burden.

As long as the devil remains in heaven, the lower entities as revealed by the matrix, will remain parasites.

Darkness reigns at the foot of the lighthouse!

 

the ghosts were not necessarily benevolent spirit guides or earth guardians! They could be deceivers with questionable motives who had interfered in victims’ lives. Not only this, but once the truth behind their activities was seriously challenged, reprisals ensued. Something snakelike was rearing its ugly head, creating chaos wherever it went.
 

Matrix  orchestrated love bites often take the form of overwhelming love obsessions with an ghost  chosen targeted partner—another victim. The targeted partner is sometimes another local victim and other times the chosen mate was across the country or even in another country. For those victims who were able to get together, the relationship was often short lived and passionate, leaving one of the partners in a state of unrequited love.

Not only did the matrix set relationships up, but also they interfered in ways to break couples apart, friendships and even families.

the matrix perpetrated extensive manipulations and deceptions, including a major love obsession
,psychic and spiritually strong could withstand the ghost  manipulations and spiritual warfare more readily than the novices who had not yet reached a heightened awareness level. I also observed that the degree of useful information increased with these "more aware" victims and spiritual warriors.

Memories of bonding scenarios in abductions, vivid dreams or virtual reality scenarios. Some have described it as a "stage managed" dream where both partners are present, where both individuals are being given telepathic messages to initiate contact, either on a verbal level or more physical sexual level.

Supernatural Events and Synchronicities. Uncoincidental coincidences and psychic flashes concerning the targeted partner. Meeting the person seems to be set up in a supernatural way, such that the couple may believe their eventual union to be divinely arranged. A match made in heaven. A first meeting of the pre-bonded partner may set off a series of de ja vu memories, flashback memories, One or both partners have a strong sense of having known the person before, as if they knew them all their lives or a strong soul connection.

d. Paranormal and supernatural phenomena increases during the love bite set-up. This may include empathic and even telepathic communication between the love bite pair. Spontaneous remote viewing images and mutually shared dreams. Other oddities may include the physical sensation of the partners "touch" or energy field when the other partner is thinking or fantasizing about them. This is known as
Telesthesia, and is often experienced in a sexual way oftentimes in an altered state of consciousness. These conditions may propel either person to find the other, an obsession to find the dream partner.

e. Strong emotional, mental and even psychic connections with the bonded partner—such that it sets up the conditions and desire for them to meet one another. The connection can be so strong that they have described it as a soul immersion in their beloved or literally having their souls joined to one another. Another bi-product is the amplification of psychic abilities in both or one partner

Love obsession. A need for one partner or the other to be with them to the point of becoming infatuated. This includes the need to meet the person, even if it is in secret, and having to hear the person’s voice on the phone, sometimes calling the person daily or several times a day. Just hearing the targeted partner’s voice may have a calming effect on the obsessed lover. Extreme anxiety may be felt if the obsessed person cannot hear that person’s voice or see them somehow.

g. The obsessed partner usually feels "love at first sight" and may lose all critical reasoning ability. Some have described it as having the compulsion to make sudden life decisions like moving away, changing jobs, getting divorced or going out of their way to do things for the targeted person. It has been compared to being under a "love spell" whenever the obsessed person hears their partner’s voice. They may go to great lengths to please the person—doing anything for them, even giving up their life for them.

h. Switching off. One or the other partners becomes unplugged emotionally, leaving the other in a state of unrequited love. Or the conditions for the bonded lovers are such that it is impossible for them to consummate their strong love, such as both partners being married to others or living a great distance away.

i. Emotional turmoil in the unrequited partners life. These powerful emotions of love and grief may cause the person to be inspired with creative energy, so that they write poetry, music, or any other art form of creative inspiration. Conversely, the degree of emotional pain may throw the unrequited lover into suicidal tendencies, mental and physical exhaustion or illness.

j. Profound mystical experiences may also be perceived during the time of increased emotional processing or periods of prayer.

 

perpetuation of a particular trait. For example high psi and dissociative ability.

b. Emotional harvesting of energies siphoned off the abductee for Dracos, or demonic powers accrued to human magicians.  or psi amplifications, or materializations.

c. Amplification of paranormal abilities such as telekinesis, telepathy, remote viewing and precognition through sexual and soul bonding of other psychic victims.  will want to soul bond and sexually bond a pair. This serves to keep the twinned operatives loyal to one another, and increase their performance. For example, when two operatives are so bonded to one another, they can telepathically transmit large amounts of information to one another, sometimes during sexual activity. If they love one another, they will also die for one another, taking greater risks for the success of a  mission.
 

Last but not least, I must say something about persons who swear they were matched together by divine or supernatural means to meet their lover. In some cases the couple married and enjoy a good, healthy relationship. I believe there are some relationships, which are guided by benevolent angelic forces and even ones own karma. And yes, I have seen love bite cases where the couple claims that they are happy and it’s not an unhealthy relationship contrived by evil ghosts.


 

Actually.. it is not an either or phenomena! you were meant to be with your lovers.. they are your twins and soul mates.. and it is the lower spirit life forms that have conspired to keep you apart.. and prey on your distress.. this is a metamorphosis.. once again it is the matrix being either school or prison.. depending on your choices and what happens to you in the process.. it is your meeting Mara experience and your casting out the seven devils.. it is being born again.. and for this reason you experience the awakening of your spiritual gifts.. whether or not you get to be with your lover is not so important as it seems right away.. because you are joined in eternity.. you have done this to each other.. your are married in heaven,, and you know this.. even if the whole world would try to steal your dreams from you.. never forget .. we are all one.. we are all married in heaven.. your pearl is the seeing of your mirror soul.. your angel.. your divine mate..

Taj Mahal Story

Beginning of a Love Story
The story goes back in 1607, when a prince of the royal Mughal household strolled down the Meena Bazaar, accompanied by a string of fawning courtiers, he caught a glimpse of a girl hawking silk and glass beads. Five years and a wife later (in those days princes did not marry for love alone) the regal 20-yr-old went to wed his 19-yr-old bride. It was a fairy tale union from the start, one that withstood court intrigues, battles for succession and finally, the grand coronation. And when she died on the 19th year of their marriage, he etched her story in stone. The Taj Mahal is the living symbol of the monumental passion of Shah Jahan and Arjumand Banu. Which other love story has so grand a memorial?

Taj Mahal Pictures, Images and Photos

Ghost of a Rose

The valley green was so serene
In the middle ran a stream so blue...
A maiden fair, in despair, once had met her true love there and she told him...
She would say...
"Promise me , when you see, a white rose you'll think of me
I love you so,
Never let go,
I will be your ghost of a rose..."

Her eyes believed in mysteries
She would lay amongst the leaves of amber
Her spirit wild, heart of a child, yet gentle still and quiet and mild and he loved her...
When she would say...
"Promise me , when you see, a white rose you'll think of me
I love you so,
Never let go,
I will be your ghost of a rose..."

When all was done, she turned to run
Dancing to the setting sun as he watched her
And ever more he thought he saw
A glimpse of her upon the moors forever
He'd hear her say...
"Promise me , when you see, a white rose you'll think of me
I love you so,
Never let go,
I will be your ghost of a rose..."
 


The greater our awareness of what is truly happening the better able we are able to regain control over our destinies. At first, we will become disturbed. But if our love for the truth outweighs our arrogance and ignorance, we can have a chance for true love and freedom.
So be careful with your heart and what you love.. be sure that it was sent from above..

 

 


"Ultimately, every individual life is at the same time the eternal life of the species. The individual is continuously 'historical' because strictly time-bound; the relation of the type to time, on the other hand , is irrelevant. Since the life of Christ is archetypal to a high degree, it represents to just that degree the life of the archetype. But since the archtetype is the unconscoious precondition of every human life, its life , when revealed, also reveals the hidden, unconscious ground-life of every individual. That is to say, what happens in the life of Christ happens always and everywhere. In the Christian archetype all lives of this kind are prefigured and are expressed over and over again or once and for all." The concept that the mysteries of the universal language might be found within a sacred temple seems to have corroboration also. In The East and the West Pt. IV by Le Comte de Moncharville, he writes of his visit to the Sanctuary of the Dragon that: "What most caught my eye was a collection of indecipherable signs covering the largest part of the granite walls of the 'great work.' Seeing my perplexity, one of the Masters of the Secret hastened to explains to me, to help me understand, that only three symbols were sovereign, and that these formed the unity of all symbols... All the other symbols (letters, numerals, astrological and alchemical signs) - he told me - are only combinations of this trinity." This scene is reminiscent of a line in Le Serpent Rouge which reads: "Not being Hercules with magical power, how do I solve the mysterious symbols engraved by the witnesses of the past? In the sanctuary, however, is the font, fountain of love of those who believe, reminding us of these words: 'By this sign you will conquer.'" The "sign" being referred to here is the Celtic cross - a cross and a circle. This symbol is described elsewhere is the poem, and can be found on the Alain Feral map, formed by a group of important towns, and it points directly towards the spiral temple, acting as a beacon. This is the same as the "Southern Cross" symbol which, according to Vaincre, was the preeminent symbol on Atlantis, and it has been used by a number of groups throughout history, including Otto von Habsburg's Pan Europa, and other European unity movements. It should also be noted that it bears a striking resemblance to the astrological symbol of Venus, the Egyptian Anhk, and the Catholic symbol of the Sacred Heart, which is particularly cherished by the Priory of Sion. And the three symbols described as being seen inside the Sanctuary of the Dragon were the cross, the circle, and the curve, the first two of which would form a Celtic cross. Perhaps there is something about this sign which will allow us to "conquer" the serpent-dragon that is the totality of all symbolism, unravel its coils and finally comprehend its meaning. This is what it means to slay the dragon in mythology, and this is what the line in the Rennes-le-Chateau parchments means which says: "By the cross and this horse of God I destroy this demon guardian at noon." Something about this temple underneath Rennes-le-Chateau may provide the way to unravel each of these mysteries once and for all. It would certainly unveil the mystery of man's past, the untold forgotten eons of history that we have yet to rediscover. Dennis McCarthy's charming "Awakening the Dragon in Children" presents the dragon as a healing figure he encountered over and over in his sand tray work with children. Children stand in awe of the symbol, even though they themselves have created it. The dragon is both fantastic and terrifying, wonderful and hideous, familiar and mysterious very much like life itself. The symbolism of the Black Sun is the subject to fear for the powers of stasis, since it indicates drastic and terminal change. How can it be applied in a sensible way by the Setian, or does it bear positive significance inherently already? The Black Sun symbol can be found in many Babylonian and Assyrian places of worship. They depicted the Black Sun - the godhead's inner light in the form of a cross. All of this is about the reality of magic.. why the unworthy cannot achieve it, and why it is a priceless treasure.. and what is so desperately needed to restore the balance..

A transforming event occurs when a change is forced upon us and we must re-assess our choices and our possibilities. This could manifest as the loss of a job, relationship or life situation that we had assumed would be around until we were ready to let it go. Or the opportunity for transformation may appear in the form of a situation that we have not wanted to deal with for a long time and we are suddenly forced to face it. This is transformation at work, an opportunity for us to create a new form for our reality, a new way of being. What we do with that information will define whether transformation and change can occur or whether we will continue on the same path.


PERCEPTIONS - A key to working with transformation is how much we believe in, honor and love ourselves. Whether we believe that we deserve the best and highest good determines how we perceive the situation that has suddenly appeared before us. Do we see a new beginning or yet another crisis that we must somehow manage? Do we try to fit the change into our current reality or are we aware of other opportunities? As with any aspect of our reality, what we allow ourselves to see determines the energy that we will work with.



Love is God. The two Marys stand at the gateway of death and life, and to return woman her soul through the resurrection of the Goddess is the path returning to Eden and victory over the dragon for us all. God is Love and the balance of faith and works is resolved in Love; the wedding of our King and Queen.

I had no idea where this journey would lead. In my study of evidence from history, art, literature, psychology, and mythology, the Lost Spirit and Bride gradually revealed herself and everywhere I found traces of the lost feminine and the imbalance; Stealing Beauty.

in Pistis Sophia, she who longs to experience higher
wisdom and higher light, is that she experiences condemnation and
oppression from those around her who try to keep her from rising
above them. It is a common reaction of people towards those who seek
to raise their own consciousness (which will also challenge others
who may not be seeking the same challenge to attain higher light yet
still they become jealous) that they will be thought crazy, to have a
superiority complex, not a member of the social clique, and so they
are ostracized and persecuted.

Sophia thinks that perhaps she can rise alone to "Buddha-hood" but
without her consort she cannot make it to the light. Who is her
consort? She is thought to be the bride of Christ, yet to rise
towards the light she must also become a universal being as he is. As
such, then, her consort includes all of mankind. Thus she remains a
Boddhisvatta, returning again and again to attempt to battle the
dragon in attempts to elevate the consciousness of man. Such is the
tension, between being drawn towards the light, yet restrained by the
consciousness of the world, that develops wisdom. It is also likened
to the torture of the cross: the vertical push of the body to
continue to receive air into the lungs so as to not suffocate, (or
light from above so as to not extinguish one's own spirit) against
the horizontal pull of the cross beam, which represents the pull of
the world of matter, and the resistence of darkness.


The saints slay dragons to satisfy and comfort
the people. Archangel Gabriel slays dragons; so does St.
George, and St. Michael. Margaret kills
the dragon with her own hands. Martha, the holy,
walks the dragon on a leash.

Is there anything of merit
worth learning from the dragon-slayers?

The earliest dragons, sea monsters, and flying
sea serpents are honored and named; they bring fertility and death.
Charybdis, the sea monster, could swallow whole
ships.
One ancient dragon-serpent is known as Tiamat.
Chaldean ceramics and inscriptions from 3000
B.C.E. show her as a dragon, though she could
take any form. In one depiction, she stands on
two animal legs and has a feathered body. Tiamat
was the Mesopotamian primeval Mother. She existed
in the time when "the nothing which was above was
not yet named heaven, and the nothing which was
below was not yet named earth." Indeed, Tiamat
was the originator, creator, and birthmother of
the entire universe, Tiamat birthed the earth and the
waters. Tiamat is the queen of dreams and fears,
and the queen of the deep.


Before the world was created, said the
Babylonians, there was only Tiamat, the dragon
woman of bitter waters and sweet springs.

Tiamat births monsters, storms, and beings which
exist only in our dreams. She also bears sons and
gods, and gives them homes in the far corners of
the universe.

The Unsas of
Arabian myth are described without fear, indeed
with a good deal of friendliness, as flying
snakelike women, goddesses, who, when honored and
supplicated, would give advice and assistance and
who had oracular powers.

The following magic
spell from the Nahe Valley, Germany, said to get
rid of unwanted disease, could easily be talking
about what happened to the women:

To the river, so it goes,
Went the dragon with the rose.
The dragon was drowned
And the rose canít be found.

The rose is a metaphor for women's sexuality. The
blood mysteries (dragon) and women's sexuality
(rose) are drowned. They vanish, leaving only a
river of tears behind. 

 men undergo a journey of recurring
differentiation and integration. This heros
journey, and the dangers which each knight or
saint undergo as they live up to its
ultimate challenges, is illustrated in the myths
of the dragon-slayers. If these knights were to
achieve immortality, we could indeed call these
myths patriarchal, but since the magic blood of
the dragon does not ultimately save them from
death, we also learn that men must ultimately
submit to the life and death-giving powers of the
Goddess.

we must
 take care to restore proper masculine
values, leaving the corrupt forms of matriarchy
and patriarchy behind.

Much of dragon lore tells us that dragons were loathsome beasts and evil enemies to humankind. But dragons were born of a time other than men; a time of chaos; a time of creation out of destruction.

As the myth developed in the western world, dragons came to represent the chaos of original matter with the result that with man's awakening conscience a struggle arose, and the created order constantly challenged the dragon's power. This type of dragon was considered by many to be the intermediate stage between a demon and the Devil and as such came into Christian belief.

However, in the Eastern world the dragon adopted a rather different significance. He was essentially benevolent, son of heaven, and controlled the watery elements of the universe.

Some examples of the symbology of the dragon are:

- Gnostics: "The way through all things."

- Alchemy: "A winged dragon - the volatile elements; without wings - the fixed elements."

- Chinese: "The spirit of the way"' bringing eternal change.

- Guardian of the 'Flaming Pearl" symbol of spiritual perfection and powerful amulet of luck.

The early Chinese believed in four magical, spiritual and benevolent animals; the Dragon, the Phoenix, the Tortoise and the Unicorn.

The Dragon was the most revered of all. In it's claws it holds an enormous magical pearl, which has the power to multiply whatever it touches. The ancients believed the "pearl" symbolized the most precious treasure; Wisdom.

Among their earliest forms, dragons were associated with the Great Mother, the water god and the warrior sun god. In these capacities they had the power to be both beneficent and destructive and were all-powerful creatures in the universe.

The dragon's form arose from his particular power of control over the waters of the earth and gave rise to many of the attributes singled out by different peoples as the whole myth developed.

They were believed to live at the bottom of the sea, where they guarded vast treasure hoards, very frequently of pearls.

The significance of the dragon was its control over the destiny of mankind.  In Chinese art two dragons are often depicted facing each other, these portray the yin-yang and eternity; chasing each other's tails they signify the two-way creative force and action of the dualistic powers. The dragon is often represented with the 'dragon baU' or 'flaming pearl' which has been suggested as representing the moon as rain-bringer, rolling thunder, the dragon swallowing the pearl as the waning moon, or the cloud-dragon swallowing the sun, but in Taoism and Buddhism it is the 'pearl of perfection', the 'pearl which grants au desires' and symbolizes wisdom, enlightenment and the spiritual essence of the universe. The dragon and Phoenix portrayed together are the union of all opposites, Heaven and Earth, Emperor and Empress, macrocosm and microcosm, the rhythms of involution and evolution, the Androgyne.

The Lunar mystery of Anima lies on an inner orbit closer to the true self then the ego does, closer to your heart. Jung believed anima development has four distinct levels. The first is Eve, named for the Christian allegory of Adam and Eve. It deals with the emergence of a male's object of desire, yet simultaneously generalizes all females as evil and powerless. The second is Helen, in allusion to Helen of Troy in Greek mythology. In this phase, women are viewed as capable of worldly success and of being self-reliant, intelligent and insightful, even if not altogether virtuous. This second phase is meant to show a strong schism in external talents (cultivated business and conventional skills) with lacking internal qualities (inability for virtue, lacking faith or imagination). The third phase is Mary, named for the Christian theological understanding of the Virgin Mary (Jesus's mother). At this level, females can now seem to possess virtue by the perceiving male (even if in in an esoteric and dogmatic way), in so much as certain activities deemed consciously unvirtuous cannot be applied to her. As per Ken Wilber's terminology, this third phase seems to represent Up spirituality while the second phase represents Down spirituality. This fourth and final phase of anima development is Sophia, as previously mentioned for the Greek word for wisdom. Proper union and harmony now has taken place which allows females to posses combinations of virtuous and earthly qualities. The most important aspect of this final level is that, as the personification "Wisdom" suggests, the anima is now developed enough that no single object can fully and permanently contain the images related to the anima. As this point as well, this now esoterically understood feminine principle has the potential to be possessed by any person, male or female, although it is not necessarily possessed by any. In broader terms, the entire process of anima development in a male is about the male subject opening up to emotionality, and in that way a broader spirituality by creating a new conscious paradigm that includes intuitive processes, creativity and imagination, and psychic sensitivity towards himself and others where it might not have existed previously.
 

With the closing of our reality program, many more clients/people sense the end of time. Along with that comes the overwhelming need to help others and thus evolve personally through that energy. This seems to be the way the program is calling souls home. At the end of the day, it's all a game of remembrance, created by the synchronistic movements of consciousness. Keep on attracting ... That's 'The Secret..

Synchronicities are patterns that repeat in time. The word 'synchronicity' references the gears or wheels of time, though the actual concept of synchronicity cannot be scientifically proven. One can only record synchronicities as they occur and watch the patterns of behavior that create them. The concept of synchronicity is currently linked more to metaphysics, yet physics (quantum physics) and metaphysics are merging, thus showing their interconnection and how we manifest synchronicities in our lives..

Synchronicities bring people to Crystalinks ... which takes them on all sorts of journeys into awareness. Many people the numbers 11:11 or derivatives of it the number 1 and seek information about it. This takes them to my file 11:11 as on and on they go reading through interconnected files to understand their journey and that of humanity which is the focus of Crystalinks..

Synchronicities are people, places or events that your soul attracts into your life to help you evolve to higher consciousness or to place emphasis on something going on in your life. The more 'consciously aware' you become of how your soul manifests, the higher your frequency becomes and the faster you manifest positively. Each day your life encounters meaningful coincidences, synchronicities, that you have attracted, on other words created in the grid of your experiences in the physical. Souls create synchronicities, played out in the physical. It is why you are here. It is how our reality works..

We have all heard the expression, "There are no accidents." This is true. All that we experience is by design, and what we attract to our physical world. There are no accidents just synchronicity wheels, the wheels of time or karma, wheels within wheels, sacred geometry, the evolution of consciousness in the alchemy of time..

Not all synchronicities are positive. Do be careful. Sometimes they create major learning lessons. An example that many people experience is meeting or manifesting a lover by synchronicity, only to discover the person is wrong for them. Initially they think that the synchronistic experience, or person, represents the road they should take at that moment in time. This is not always the case. You can manifest negative people and situation, so take your time when you get caught up in synchronicity..

If you are dysfunctional, have emotional problems, and therefore are a drama person, your will attract and manifest dysfunctional people and events as reflections of your own inner turmoil. You need to realize what is going on within to manifest, attract to you, something positive outside of yourself. These people will always disappoint you, counteracted by your need to have the experience. Look at the underlying facts when the synchronicity occurs to be sure you know why you attracted that person or situation into your life..

Synchronicities may occur to make a quick point. Don't blow them out of proportion. You must look at the bigger picture of the synchronicity, think outside the box, (the patterns of reality) not at the actual experience..

You can consider an event synchronistic when an inner experience such as a dream, vision, or other form of deja vu, prepares you for the physical event..

Your soul is always multitasking to create new experiences for you. If you watch how you move through life, you will understand. Doing this allows many people to clear their issues by writing their story as a catharsis of their experiences here..

The higher and clearer your frequency and intent, the faster you manifest synchronicities..



Examples of Synchronicity


# You are suffering with financial difficulties, yet money for basic expenses such as rent, food, and utilities, always manifests. You begin to trust this. At first you thank the universe or god, then you realize you create this abundance. You are learning to watch how you manifest and why, watching yourself from outside the box..

# You have just received your last check from unemployment when suddenly a job comes along..

# You walk into a book store not knowing what to buy, and the book you need falls from a shelf and practically hits you over the head..

# You have been feeling ill with no clear diagnosis. You meet someone who knows a doctor or healer with the answers. All physical problems stem from emotional issues. Your soul will point out the patterns and hopefully the solutions. When the person is ready to heal, the doctor will be there. That person will often show up by synchronicity. This all stems from various levels of depression and self-sabotage stemming from one's DNA or life experiences that have worn them down. When you are confused and in emotional pain, you either have trouble manifesting synchronicities or they are major learning lessons..

# There is a sudden relocation which seems to be for one reason, but later you find much more than you bargained for as the synchronicities rapid occur as if a domino effect. For example, you relocate for a new job, then, as if by synchronicity, someone 'special' comes into your life. You and that person have attracted each other for experience, as all life is nothing more than that. In another case, the energies of the area hold something transformational for you, which is perhaps the reason your soul created the move in the first place..

# You finally end a bad relationship and immediately another partner comes into your life as if by synchronicity..

# You drive to a place where parking is "next to impossible" and someone pulls out of a parking spot or it is waiting for you..

# You meet someone who interests you and touches your soul. Through synchronicity that person seems to come into your life over and over again. You begin to feel a destiny with that person. You begin to think with your heart instead of your head. You connect with that person. In some cases the karma between the two people is positive but in many cases you have attracted that person into your life for a learning lesson whether you are aware of it or not..

# You feel depressed and can't find focus in your life. The next person you talk you says something that brings needed guidance. In a world of wounded souls, and evolving consciousness, answers to help and guide will come more quickly and from different sources than in your past. Learn from those who come along, but never become co-dependent..

# A well-known example of synchronicity involves the true story of French writer Emile Deschamps. In 1805 he was treated to some plum pudding by Monsieur de Fontgibu. Ten years later, he encountered plum pudding on the menu of a Paris restaurant, and wanted to order some, but the waiter told him the last dish had already been served to another customer, who turns out to be Monsieur de Fontgibu. In 1832 Emile Deschamps visited a restaurant with a friend and is once again offered plum pudding. He recalled the earlier incident and told his friend that only Monsieur de Fontgibu is missing to make the setting complete. At that moment a senile Monsieur de Fontgibu enters the room by mistake..


WE ARE CO CREATING THE UNIVERSE.. IN METAMOPHISIS WITHIN SYMBIOTIC EVOLUTION.. NATURE IS THE TRUE VOICE OF THE CREATOR.. WE BRING EARTH TO HEAVEN AND GOD BRINGS HEAVEN TO EARTH.. WE WILL COME TO THE POINT WHERE WE CHANGE REALITY, AND THEN HEAVEN WILL FLOOD BACK THROUGH TIME AND MAKE ALL THINGS RIGHT THAT WERE ONCE WRONG.. something you cannot picture now, it is seen from higher dimensions.. heavenly dimensions..THAT IS WHEN WE WILL SEE IT AND UNDERSTAND THAT THE ENDS DID JUSTIFY THE MEANS..! 

 

IN OTHER WORDS THE SKELETONS OF THIS LIFE ARE THE LOVELY BONES AROUND WHICH THE FLESH OF A BEAUTIFUL NEW WORLD WILL BE BUILT.. YOU WILL SEE IT..

 OUR MYTHOLOGICAL CONCEPTS OF GOD AND SATAN ARE IN REALITY ARCHETYPES, A USER INTERFACE OF A DEEPER SUPER NATURE... OR IF YOU PERFER, HEAVEN IS ALL POWERFUL BUT PASSIVE, THE LORD IS VERY POWERFUL BUT NOT ALL POWERFUL. THE MOST HIGH IS LOVE, YOUR LOVE.. Like the Gods in Buddhism not yet Nirvana.. Archetypes are visual symbols or energetic imprints that exist in our psyches. Some are readily understood while others bring subliminal messages that are there to help you trigger your memory of why you are here and the lure behind the illusion of this reality. Archetypes can often convey messages that verbal and written information cannot. Archetypes are found everywhere - as their symbols are a language of the mind - taken to different frequencies of thought and connected to each other by the collective unconsciousness. Dreams and myths are constellations of archetypal images. archetypes are psychoid, that is, "they shape matter (nature) as well as mind (psyche)". In other words, archetypes are elemental forces which play a vital role in the creation of the world and of the human mind itself. The ancients called them elemental spirits. They are not free compositions by an artist who plans them for artistic or informational effects. Dreams and myths happen to human beings. The archetype speaks through us. It is a presence and a possibility of "significance." The ancients called them "gods" and "goddesses." There are individual and universal archetypes. An archetype is a generic, idealized model of a person, object or concept from which similar instances are derived, copied, patterned or emulated. You become aware of them in meditation - dreamtime - remote viewing or other out of-body experiences. Modern man fancies that he has escaped the myths through his conscious repudiation of revealed religion in favor of a purely rational natural religion. But consider his theories of human origin. ie.."In the beginning, there was a Big Bang, a cosmic explosion". This is an image from which reason may begin to work, but it is not itself a rational statement. It is a mythical construct. Jung listed four main forms of archetypes:

* The Self * The Shadow * The Anima
* The Animus
 

These are the same characters in the paradise myths or garden of Eden story..

Beneath the social mask we wear every day, we have a hidden side. In our daily lives we present a controlled, intelligent, attractive image to the world. And so, unknowingly, we push away those qualities that do not fit the image. We avoid feelings that make us uneasy; anger, hatred, jealousy, greed, lust, shame, and those behaviors that are judged as wrong by the culture; laziness, aggression, addiction, dependency, thereby creating the life of the shadow.

Hidden from our awareness, the shadow is not part of our conscious self-image. So it seems to appear out of nowhere, in a variety of behaviors from sarcasm to serious abuse. When it emerges it leaves us ashamed, anxious and disgusted. Whether the shadow takes the form of such self-destructive behaviors as addiction, depression, anxiety, psychosomatic disorders, severe guilt or shame, or whether it takes the form of such destructive behavior toward others as verbal abuse, physical abuse, sexual abuse, marital affairs, lying, envy, stealing, or betrayal, it brings turmoil and pain.

In addition to the individual shadow we are confronted with the collective shadow. Families have their shadow, as well as worldly and religious organizations. The dark side of human nature is made visible each time we open a newspaper or watch the evening news. In our society we see the impact of shadow excesses everywhere:


in an uncontrolled power drive for domination
in a self-righteous compulsion
in a fast-paced, dehumanized workplace
in maximization of business growth and progress
in materialistic hedonism
in a narcissistic desire to control, exploit, and manipulate others
in our ever-present fear of aging and death

There are the six Black Holes of life: Selfish-pleasing, religious fundamentalist externalism, self-deceit, wrongly placed confidence, a blaming attitude, and cruel attacks upon others.

These are the danger areas where God in his mercy erects a sign that says, "Stop! Listen! Beware!" The Apostle Paul gives us a marvelous explanation of God's dealings with us in this connection. "If we judged ourselves truly, we should not be judged. But when we are judged by the Lord, we are chastened, so that we may not be condemned along with the world," (1 Cor 11:31-32 RSV).

The real mystery of the mystery religions is the question posed in the book of Job.. Why does the source of being reveal itself as an ocean of love and beauty.. call you to it.. give wonderful spiritual promises..  and then torture you and act like your enemy? An austere man who reaps where he has not sown and an unjust judge.. And the more sensitive you become the greater the pain. This seems to actually resist the enlightenment and keep the world covered in a cloud of darkness.

The truth is that God and the devil are two ends of one process.. the rebirth is both great good and great evil.. the chastisement is evil.. period.. to say not to despise it is only a half truth, because it is not only to be despised but a thing of complete disgust.. good may come of it.. but its utterly cruel and useless while your going through it... a place of vipers that feed on you.. it is a battle for your soul and only you can win it.. God does nothing but offer a little help.. and that is all..  your visions and the promise is only given when you fail and let go entirely.. and that is just plain evil on Gods part when viewed from before, and great good when viewed afterward.... So what to do?.. the thing is to recognize what it is.. so that it can be destroyed.. and what is destroyed?.. we call it the devil.. the Buddhists Mara... when we recognize that this is part of our collective soul.. that it is not from good.. and finally call the kettle black..  it is this that will cast the devil out of heaven... and cast this evil from our collective selves.. and cast out the seven devil associated with Mary Magdalene in the Gospel..

Where Satan does appear in the Bible as a member of God's court, he plays the role of the Accuser and persecutor, much like a prosecuting attorney for God.

Such a view is found, in the prologue to the Book of Job, where Satan appears, together with other celestial beings or "sons of God," before the Deity, replying to the inquiry of God as to whence he had come, with the words: "From going to and fro in the earth, and from walking up and down in it." Both question and answer, as well as the dialogue which follows, characterize Satan as that member of the divine council who watches over human activity, but with the evil purpose of searching out men's sins and appearing as their accuser. He is, therefore, the celestial prosecutor, lawyer who sees only iniquity; for he persists in his evil opinion of Job even after the man of Uz has passed successfully through his first trial by surrendering to the will of God, whereupon Satan demands another test through physical suffering.

It is also evident from the prologue that Satan has no power of independent action, but requires the permission of God, which he may not transgress. He cannot be regarded, therefore, as an opponent of the Deity; and the doctrine of monotheism is disturbed by his existence no more than by the presence of other beings before the face of God. This view is also retained in Zech. 3:1-2, where Satan is described as the adversary of the high priest Joshua, and of the people of God whose representative the hierarch is; and he there opposes the "angel of the Lord" who bids him be silent in the name of God.

In both of these passages Satan is an accuser who acts only according to the permission of the Deity; but in I Chron. 21:1 he appears as one who is able to provoke David to destroy Israel. The Chronicler (third century B.C.) regards Satan as an independent agent, a view which is the more striking since the source whence he drew his account speaks of God Himself as the one who moved David against the children of Israel. Since the older conception refers all events, whether good or bad, to God alone.

This doesn't mean that God and the Devil are not a war.. they are.. but, they come in on the the same psychic wavelength with the devil calling itself God also.. and God allows it. Why? because God's plans may not be the same as your own exactly or because it isn't the right time or because you are not ready to be God's hands yet, or God is allowing others to take part in the creative work and waits for them, or God is giving space to the wicked for repentance or even to fill up the measure of wrath appointed to them. Whatever the reason, you are being measured for a mansion in heaven..  and visions can't be rushed along..  if you push for a vision of good.. you also create a back draft  of evil resisting it.. the way is inch by inch.. and drop by drop.. if you try to go faster you will only hurt yourself. God is very selfish when it comes to Her own plans. She is sometimes cruel to be kind. In the 'cloud of unknowing' and the 'interior castle' God and the devil are spiritual places and spiritual processes. ..

In analyzing the literature of mystical teachings, which all too often became perverted into religions, "some" of the common threads include: a belief in an all pervasive universal intelligence; all things are alive; all things are connected, literally; universal intelligence thinks the manifest world into existence and all higher levels of consciousness play an ongoing part in this creation;

Chaos theory is an example of this.

Can you tell the difference between a random sequence of numbers and a very complex, organized sequence? Are computers really able to predict future states of systems, given current conditions? What aspects of wind, clouds, thought patterns, and human behavior are chaotic and which are orderly?


Chaos Theory is a branch of mathematics that deals with systems that appear to be orderly (deterministic) but, in fact, harbor chaotic behaviors. It also deals with systems that appear to be chaotic, but, in fact, have underlying order.




Chaos theory defines a new attitude to the world that science studies. It has created and stimulated many new branches of science called complexity theory, anti-chaos theory, co-chaos, dynamical systems theory, non-linear dynamics and other less provocative titles. Chaos theory has enabled the existing sciences - whether biology, geology or physics - to look at the wholeness of their subject rather than just smaller and smaller subsections of it. Chaos theory also explains why the synchronicity that so often astounds us in life is, indeed, just another manifestation of the patterned web that connects our universe together. Most people are understandably frightened by the daily headline connotations of the word chaos, used synonymously with disorder and disruption. This is not what the science dubbed “chaos theory” is about, and there is not any one theory to it - any more than there is one theory to physics or biology. Chaos theory explains how a rainforest achieves stability and balance without anybody centrally programming what grows where and why. It shows us that the wild chaos of the rainforest, with no imposed control, manages to succeed as a 'happy' rainforest One of the other great discoveries of chaos theory is that called “sensitive dependence on initial conditions.” This is commonly known as the “Butterfly Effect,” the recognition by Edward Lorenz that something as insignificant as a butterfly flapping its wings in, say, Ecuador could make the difference between a rainstorm or a hurricane many months later and thousands of miles away. The “initial” in “initial conditions” is any point in time and space you choose. Future generations may find it hard to comprehend the arrogance of our scientific cultural base that was set to be turned around in 1961 when Edward Lorenz took a numeric short-cut that led him to an unexpected new destination. That serendipitous diversion triggered the discovery that in a non-linear system simulating the weather, a seemingly insignificant change in local wind speed equivalent to that caused by a passing butterfly's wing flap (say a hundreth of a m.p.h. in a few cubic inches area of air) will, some months or years down the weather system, result in a completely different outcome to the total system. The butterfly didn't actually cause or trigger anything. The discovery was that a most seemingly insignificant part of a system can can have a profound effect upon its future. The most ardent proponents of chaos theory will rightly explain the linkage between today's hurricane and a butterfly's wing flap in Guatemala six months ago. Yet few of them would even consider, for instance, that something with the power to lift the very oceans, or the positions of our neighbours in the solar system, including the Sun, might have any effect upon the development of a delicate fetus. Astrology is taboo, as is any scientific look at subjects falling into the vaguer areas of psychology, dreams and miracles.  Perhaps as a result, there has been little application of this new science to the study of self awareness. Yet the implications of chaos theory for the way in which we understand ourselves ultimately hold the greatest benefits for us all, and are the ones that could take the longest for science to explore. The discoveries of chaos theory have firmly removed the basis for centuries of deterministic thinking both in science and in government. The societies that we form in this world can no longer be viewed as if they were giant and very complicated machines that need a control structure of ever increasing complexity in order to be successfully managed. The secret of nature's most complex structures is in the simple techniques by which they are built and managed, combining a simple repetitive act with the strangely helpful chaos of unpredictability, in order to make their growth and evolution in this world successful. The networks of nature consist of an infinite number of components acting as feedback loops into the whole. Each component is constantly feeding information and activity into the system and modulating its own behavior according to the whole system's activity.

This new science of chaos has a more holistic view of the world and a recognition of the apparently universal tendency of complex systems to create order within themselves - to exhibit what is termed “self-or zation.” The capacity of the world to create harmony on its own, to create a pattern within a multitude of events, is one that has been glimpsed by mystics, artists and assorted individuals from time immemorial. Scientists now recognize it too, and in the next century the importance of these new discoveries will eclipse even those of relativity and quantum mechanics. Scientists can now witness this harmony of self-organization and recreate it using fractal geometry on a computer - which led to these mathematical fractals being dubbed the “Thumbprint of God.”
 

There is no E= mc2 type of equation to sum up the essence of chaos theory, though the formula most likely to be identified with it is the elegantly simple one which reveals the infinite world of the Mandelbrot set: Z = z2+c. The discovery of chaos theory has given science the tools and the inclination to study the overall patterns and the form of the phenomena being studied, with less emphasis on reducing the subject into smaller and smaller pieces in which are found even smaller bits. Believe it or not, science has discovered the concept of the whole!

In pre-Babylonian times Chaos was perceived as the mysterious space between Heaven and Earth, and the source of inspiration, form and change in this world. Surprisingly, this is closer to today's scientific usage of the word than that in the newspapers. The quantum shift to a deterministic attitude, and the belief that man had dominance over the earth, appears to have taken place around 2000 BC for most of the emerging civilizations we know about today - our approximate period of recorded history. This shift is classically depicted in the Babylonian myth in which Marduk, symbol of man's control, kills Tiamet, the dragon goddess of Chaos. This is the same earth dragon spirit that represents the organized forces of nature in many early belief systems from Chinese to pagan.

Though many tribal and pagan religions since Babylonian times have recognized a more holistic partnership with the earth, most of the world's diverse major religions and cultures have viewed earth as something over which they claim domain and ownership rights.. As we will see, the power of chaos that we naturally harness to change our world is demonstrated in virtually all of the achievements of civilization and technology that we treasure. Yet where the chaos is determinedly forced by us, as would-be masters of the earth, the resultant product usually creates more misery for our species.

This specifically addresses all those strange and unexplained events which our orthodox scientists (isn't that an oxymoron) reject as unproven, untested, and unscientific. This view of the natural sciences sees the infinite humor, compassion, and joy inherent in being alive on this earth, and the strange inhabitants of it, whether it be Komodo dragons, human beings, or rivers. Inanimate objects come to life, water can be happy or sad, mammals can re-grow severed limbs, and the existence of shells (with their forms often representing mathematical perfection) can have hidden lives..

What impact has the remapping of reality in scientific terms since the Copernican Revolution through thermodynamics, relativity theory, and quantum mechanics had on the way writers and thinkers conceptualized the place of human culture within the total economy of existence? What influence, on the other hand, have writers and philosophers had on the doing of science and on scientific paradigms of the world? Where does humankind fit into the total picture with its uniquely moral verses immoral thinking?
 

The Material World is a Realm of both Order & Chaos. There is a dynamic tension between the two, which generates obstacles. A good attitude to take towards these obstacles, is that they are here to make things interesting. With that attitude, you'll never be crushed by anything that happens, and are very likely to figure out the solution to anything that comes up.

An important Pattern I've noticed, shows when the major problems will arise. When a person drifts along through life, never questioning anything, and merely doing what they are told, and believing just what they are told to believe, then things seem to move fairly smoothly for them. BUT, such a person won't be making any Spiritual Advancement that way, since they are drifting along a negative stream.

Then, let's say that, that person notices that there is a whole lot more to Life, than they have been told, and they decide to find out what that is. It is at this point that they will stop flowing along with the negative stream, and begin to find out about the positive stream, and attempt to get into it. Guess what happens then? Muwhahahaha! I bet you've been here...

Between the positive stream, and the negative stream, there is a whole lot of turbulance. While in the negative stream, one doesn't really deal with their Karma very much at all, so it simply accumulates. But, when one decides to switch from the negative stream to the positive stream, then one becomes vulnerable to all sorts of calamities. At this point a person doesn't really know how the Universe operates, (so they don't know how to apply the Cosmic Laws properly), and suddenly they are exposed to the Momentum of everything that they had NOT been dealing with before.

So when a person first sets their feet upon The Path, they usually get creamed. I've been through it, and I've seen enough other people go through it, that I now recognize it as one of Life's Patterns. It really is quite dependable. As a matter of fact, that is what our species is going through right now on this planet. Humanity is on the verge of a Great Spiritual Awakening, and just as it is for an individual, so it is for all of us together. um... you've probably noticed.

Many of your greatest blessings can stay buried for years under layers of comfort and complacency. Often, you realize the full value of those blessings only when difficulties come along. Life's most serious challenges do not arrive so as to punish you. Rather, they serve to shine a light on what is truly meaningful and valuable. You have strengths and skills that you may never know about until a crisis compels you to uncover them

and put them to use. In times of great difficulty, you are forced to call upon a reservoir of strength you may have never before known you had.

 

God and the Devil are rivals, but their rivalry seems to be a vehicle for insights on our individual freedom and progressive religion.  The shadow is both the awful thing that needs redemption, and the suffering redeemer who can provide it" If we don't change, we don't grow. If we don't grow, we are not really living. Growth demands a temporary surrender of security." One must have some chaos in ones life in order to give birth to a dancing star.
 

How foolish we are to follow the values and counsels of the world, poured daily into our minds through television, radio, and the press. Let us never forget that it is the world that is suffering from illusions and delusions. Its principles are wrong, hurtful and destructive. Much of the agony of life comes from the commitment that people often unconsciously make to these principles. But God has given us guidelines and wisdom from on high.

With each person who passes through our lives, we have a connection. Somewhere beyond time in the realm of the Spirit we have made a commitment to that souls to share in our life's journey and soul forging work, a kind of commitment to the evolution or transformation of us as individuals and also to us in conjunction with the whole of our common destiny and communion. Every souls we meet affects us and none of us live only to ourselves or die only to ourselves.

Jesus came to destroy the works of Satan. However, Satan has not been cast out of the heavenly court yet, that happens at this same time God pours out his ''Spirit'' on all flesh. We can learn how to recognize our own rigidity and how to correct it. It takes honesty and courage, but the rewards are immense, new possibilities open up everywhere in our life. Where everything seemed sterile and barren, and there seemed no possible answers, now everything seems possible.

 

the problem with theology is an objective god who's love is conditional is not the most high god no matter what the bible may seem to say.. god in not sitting on a throne of judgment who controls everything and god is not Santa Claus.. god is a verb.. god is nature and transcendent nature.. god is sex.. god is biology.. god is a living universe.. the Bible is a book.. the Koran is a book.. the Torah is a book.. they are bandages and salves.. not god.. stop worshipping books.. stop asking the ghosts of the matrix for permission to love.. love is the only source and 'life more abundant' is the only service it requests.. there is no Mormon god in heaven.. there is no Catholic god in heaven.. there is no Jewish god in heaven.. no Muslim god either.. in fact, there is NO god in heaven.. because, heaven is god.

Christianity resists the monotonous views of Buddhism.. Buddhism resists the dualistic views of Christianity.. put together and superseded makes for a better dogma..

Chapter 4: 
Wisdom is from the Lord God, and hath been always with him, and is before all time. 2 Who hath numbered the sand of the sea, and the drops of rain, and the days of the world? Who hath measured the height of heaven, and the breadth of the earth, and the depth of the abyss? 3 Who hath searched out the wisdom of God that goeth before all things? 4 Wisdom hath been created before all things, and the understanding of prudence from everlasting. 5 The word of God on high is the fountain of Wisdom, and her ways are everlasting commandments.

 

16 He that hearkeneth to her, shall judge nations: and he that looketh upon her, shall remain secure. 17 If he trust to her, he shall inherit her, and his generation shall be in assurance. 18 For she walketh with him in temptation, and at the first she chooseth him. 19 She will bring upon him fear and dread and trial: and she will scourge him with the affliction of her discipline, till she try him by her laws, and trust his soul. 20 Then she will strengthen him, and make a straight way to him, and give him joy,

 ( 18 "In temptation"... The meaning is, that before wisdom will choose any for her favorite, she will try them by leading them through contradictions, afflictions, and temptations, the usual noviceship of the children of God.)

21 And will disclose her secrets to him, and will heap upon him treasures of knowledge and understanding of justice.

Taken from the book of Ecclesiaticus:

 Douay-Rheims Bible:

All of us are engaged in a personal, ongoing battle with sin and vice. The seven deadly sins--lust, greed, envy, anger, pride, gluttony, and sloth--are our main antagonists in this struggle. They are primary causes of unhappiness and immorality, and because of their pervasive nature, have been of perennial interest to religious thinkers, philosophers, dramatists, and poets. Although our anger doesn't make most of us murderers, our lust doesn't make most of us rapists, and our greed and envy don't make most of us outright criminals, they, together with gluttony, arrogance, and sloth, often make us, and those who have to live with us, miserable. One need only read the daily paper to see that these seven sins are alive and well, deadlier than ever, spawning violence and suffering, illness and anxiety, loss of meaning and depression. Psychology must incorporate many of the ethical and spiritual values of religion and moral philosophy if it is to effectively address the emotional problems faced by modern men and women, be they believers or agnostics. Drawing on the psychological insights of the Bible, Aquinas, and Shakespeare, among others, all of us can learn from them about the relationship between virtue and psychological well-being and vice and emotional distress. They are guides for us to master our passions rather than be enslaved by them so that we can become more humane and build a happier, caring society. Not duality, rather, balance, is the rule.

REMEMBER THAT ALL THINGS WILL RETURN TO THEIR SOURCE; IF GOD IS A PERSON THEN GOD HAS KARMA ALSO.. IF GOD HAS DONE SOMETHING TO YOU, IT WILL ALSO BE DONE TO GOD. If God is working through you then the devil resists this in you. If you mistake this for God resisting your life then you wrongly blame God rather then the devil.  If you find yourself making excuses for God, perhaps you are really just making excuses to believe in 'theism' or an anthropomorphic philosophy of your own. This is the strange thing that happens to you. Which is why the 7 devils cast out of Mary Magdalene is a process common to us all. or at least common to mystics or spiritual experiences.. change hurts but not changing hurts even worse.. you must be born again..


If you look at the following scriptures you can see a pattern of a sort of spiritual pilgrimage or initiation...How the 7 devil exorcism of Mary Magdalene is a process.

Mar 1:12 And immediately the Spirit driveth him into the wilderness.

Mar 1:13 And he was there in the wilderness forty days, tempted of Satan; and was with the wild beasts; and the angels ministered unto him.




Is this in any way the same process as follows?



Mat 12:42 The queen of the south shall rise up in the judgment with this generation, and shall condemn it: for she came from the uttermost parts of the earth to hear the wisdom of Solomon; and, behold, a greater than Solomon is here.

Mat 12:43 When the unclean spirit is gone out of a man, he walketh through dry places, seeking rest, and findeth none.

Mat 12:44 Then he saith, I will return into my house from whence I came out; and when he is come, he findeth it empty, swept, and garnished.

Mat 12:45 Then goeth he, and taketh with himself seven other spirits more wicked than himself, and they enter in and dwell there: and the last state of that man is worse than the first. Even so shall it be also unto this wicked generation.



Is this describing not doing your shadow work in relation to the seven sins? What if this is not where it ends with the man or the generation.?. perhaps they go on to become the kingdom of heaven after their tribulation.. after their shadow work..  If these spirits are finally overcome isn't that the same as becoming perfect?

Is it the same as the Buddhist concept of overcoming Mara to experience enlightenment?

Mar 16:9 Now when Jesus was risen early the first day of the week, he appeared first to Mary Magdalene, out of whom he had cast seven devils.






And is this the same process as a death and rebirth ? And does it relate to the story of Ishtar?



Descent of Ishtar relates the story of the Goddess Ishtar and her journey into the Underworld. The dance of the seven veils has long been associated with Salome and her seduction of King Herod, although it predates the Judeo-Christian Era and is deeper on meaning and symbolism than is commonly portrayed.

the concept of a dance of the seven veils originated from the myth that tells of Ishtar's descent to the underworld

Ishtar, goddess of life and fertility, decides to visit her sister Ereshkigal, goddess of death and sterility. As Ishtar forces her way through the gates of the nether world, her robes and garments are stripped from her. Ishtar passes through seven gates of the nether world. At each of them the gatekeeper removes an ornament. At the second gate, he takes the pendants on her ears; at the third, the chains round her ... Naked and helpless, she finally reaches Ereshkigal, who instantly has her put to death. Without Ishtar, there is no fertility on earth, and the gods soon realize their loss. Ea creates the beautiful eunuch Asushunamir, who tricks Ereshkigal into reviving Ishtar with the water of life and releasing her.- The ending of the myth is obscure; perhaps Ishtar's lover, Tammuz, was released along with her.



Here is a charm describing the ancient view of the 7 wraths, a concept found in the gospel of Mary.. however, this is a charm from Babylon..

CHARM AGAINST THE SEVEN EVIL SPIRITS

Seven are they, seven are they!
In the channel of the deep seven are they!
In the radiance of heaven seven are they!
In the channel of the deep in a palace grew they up.
Male they are not, female they are not.
In the midst of the deep are their paths.
Wife they have not, son they have not.
Order and kindness know they not.
Prayer and supplication hear they not.
The cavern in the mountain they enter.
Unto Hea are they hostile.
The throne-bearers of the gods are they.
Disturbing the lily in the torrents are they set.
Baleful are they, baleful are they.
Seven are they, seven are they, seven twice again are they.
May the spirits of heaven remember, may the spirits of earth remember.

Seven devils or seven lords of time.. they are the same ghouls from the matrix.. this is why the number seven is associated with various initiation or purification process and time.. time passes and eventually the matrix falls away as if you had shed an old skin and you are born anew..

We must overcome our dragon nature, (the reptilian brain), and then we will have the scales fall from our eyes.

17And Ananias went his way, and entered into the house; and putting his hands on him said, Brother Saul, the Lord, even Jesus, that appeared unto thee in the way as thou camest, hath sent me, that thou mightest receive thy sight, and be filled with the Holy Ghost.

18And immediately there fell from his eyes as it had been scales: and he received sight forthwith, and arose, and was baptized.

19And when he had received meat, he was strengthened. Then was Saul certain days with the disciples which were at Damascus.

Acts 9:17-19 (King James Version)



Thus the process of initiation leads to the attainment of the light of knowledge and the destruction of accumulated sam'ska'ras (karma). Walking a spiritual path without initiation is like going on a journey at night through a dense forest full of wild animals. It is wise to bring a lamp with you. The light of knowledge is this lamp. (It is also a weapon of discrimination.) In recent years, Western society has developed a myth that anyone can do anything regardless of his or her innate capacity, preparation, or attitude. Being determined and eager is very important on the spiritual path, but it is not the sole thing, and certainly not everything. The thing about impatience is that, by its very nature, it is fraught with anxiety, haste, intolerance and even annoyance.
On an internal level, being impatient means that you are completely avoiding the here and now.
Patients proves more important in the long run. As core spiritual beliefs change, we become more committed and comfortable providing spiritual care!

IF THERE IS A DANGER IN AWAKENING THE KUNDALINI.
IF SO, WHAT IS THE DANGER? AND WHY SHOULD THE KUNDALINI BE AWAKENED IF IT IS DANGEROUS TO DO SO?

There is a good deal of danger involved. Really, there is a danger of losing all that we take to be our life. As we are, we will not remain the same after the kundalini is awakened. Everything will change. Every thing. Our relationships, our emotions, our world and all that we knew till yesterday will change. All that will change is the danger.


If coal is to turn into diamond, it must die as coal. So the danger is great enough. But it is a danger for the coal as such. If it is to become a diamond, it can do so only if it disappears as coal. Perhaps you don't know that there is no generic difference between diamond and coal. Essentially they are of the same element. Coal turns into diamond in the course of a very long period of time. Chemically there is no basic difference between diamond and coal. But the coal cannot re main coal if it wants to become diamond. So the coal faces a great danger.


The same way a man faces a danger if he is on his way to find God. He will die as man. If a river is running to meet the sea, it is facing a great danger. It will disappear, it cannot escape it. But what do we mean by danger? It means to disappear. They alone can go on a journey to God who are prepared to disappear, to die.


Death does not erase us as completely as does meditation, because death only severs us from one body and joins us with another. You don't change in death; only your clothes change. You remain as you are. So death is not so great a danger as we all take it to be. Meditation is a greater danger than death, be cause while death only snatches your clothes away from you, meditation snatches you away from you.


Meditation is absolute death.


In the past, those who knew said that meditation is death, total death. In meditation not only clothes, but everything changes. But if a river wants to become the sea, it has to risk its life. In fact the river does not lose anything when it falls into the sea; it loses nothing at all, it grows to become the sea itself. And when coal turns into diamond, it loses nothing; it grows to become diamond. But so long as coal is coal it is afraid of losing itself. And so long as a river is a river it is afraid of getting lost. How does it know that on meet-ing the sea, it will not lose anything, it will turn into sea itself.


Man faces the same danger in relation to meditation. The same friend also asks why one should take the risk if the danger is so obvious. It is necessary to understand it in some depth.


The truth is that the more we risk, the more we live dangerously, the more we are alive. And the more we are afraid, the more we are dead. In fact the dead have absolutely no dangers to face. The one big danger that the dead don't have to face is that they cannot die again. He alone can die who is alive. And the more alive he is, the more intensely he can meet death.


There is a rock somewhere, and very close to it a flower has bloomed. The rock can say to the flower, "How stupid you are.
Why do you take the risk of becoming a flower? Don't you know you will wither away before sundown?"

There is a great danger in being a flower really. But there is no danger in being a rock. When the flower will have withered away in the evening, the rock will be lying intact in its place. The rock does not have to face much danger, because it is not that alive. The more alive one is, the greater the danger.


A person is in danger only to the extent he is alive. The more alive he is, the more the danger. Meditation is the greatest danger there is, because meditation is the door which leads to the attainment of the most profound in life -- the supreme.


But the friend wants to know why one should go for it at all if there is danger. I say, one should go precisely because there is danger. And I say, don't go where there is no danger. Never go if there is no danger, because there is nothing but death. And go you must if there is danger, because the possibility of life abundant exists there.


But we are all fond of security. We are afraid of the dangers of insecurity, we run away from it, we hide ourselves from it. And thus we lose life itself in the bargain. Many people lose life in trying to save it. They alone live life who don't save it, who live with abandon, who live dangerously. There is danger in deed, and that is why you should go for it. And it is the greatest possible danger.


Climbing Everest is not that dangerous. To reach the moon too, is not so dangerous, although only recently a few astronauts lost their way to it. The danger is great, but this danger is confined to the body; only the body is changed through death. But the danger in meditation is greater than in going to the moon.


But why are we so afraid of danger? Have you ever thought why we fear danger so much? It is ignorance that is behind all such fear. We fear that we may come to an end; we fear we may disappear; we fear we may die. So we do everything to protect, to secure, to fortify, to enclose and to hide ourselves from dangers. We do everything to run away from them; we plunge down every avenue of escape we know.


I have heard an anecdote. I have heard that a king had built a large palace, but it had only one door, a single entrance, so the king may be secure from dangers. The palace did not have any other doors or windows, lest an enemy enter in through them. So it was more a grave than a house. But even a single door posed a danger, since a killer could enter the palace and go out of it through this door. So the king had placed a thousand armed guards at this single door.


A neighboring king came to visit when he learned that his friend had built a palace with such security devices as no other king ever had. And he was pleased to see it -- he said that the palace was so secure, it had absolutely no danger from enemies. And he also said that he would have a similar palace built for himself.


When the two kings came out of the new palace, the visiting king complimented his friend once again for building such a beautiful and secure palace and said that he would have the like of it built for himself. But as he said goodbye to his friend and mounted his chariot, a beggar sitting by the side gave a ringing laugh. The master of the palace asked him why he laughed. The beggar said, "As I see it, there has been a mistake in the construction of this house. I have been sitting here since the time the house was being built. And ever since, I have been waiting for this opportunity to speak to you about it. There is a mistake -- and only one mistake.
"

The king wanted to know about it, and the beggar said, "The one door that you have allowed to be made is itself a danger, it is dangerous. Maybe no one will be able to enter the house, but death will certainly enter through this door. So I suggest that you get inside the house and get this door sealed with bricks from inside. Then you will be absolutely protected, since death cannot enter.
"

The king then said, "You are mad. In that case death will not need to enter the palace, because I will be dead as soon as this door is sealed. The house will become a grave." Now the beggar said, "It is already a grave, except for this door. And you too admit that it will become a grave if this door is removed" When the king nodded his head the beggar added, "The more doors were removed the more like a grave it became. Now only one door remains.
"

The beggar added, "A time was when I, too, lived enclosed in a house. But then I discovered that an enclosed life was as good as dead. You, too, can see that if the only door that remains in your house is sealed, it will turn into a grave. I pulled down all the walls of the house I lived in, and now I am under the open sky. And as you say, if the house is completely closed it will be all death, so I say that it will be all life if it is open and unprotected on all sides. I repeat that when it is all open and unprotected it has become life -- life abundant. There is danger enough, but it is life abundant.
"

There is danger, and that is why it is inviting. And it is for this reason that you should go for it. And it is the coal, and not the diamond that faces danger. And it is the river, and not the ocean that is in danger. And it is you, and not God in you, who meets with danger. So now you think it out for yourselves. If you want to save yourselves, you will have to lose God. And if you want to find God, you will have to lose yourselves.


One night someone asked Jesus, "What should I do so that I find this God you always talk about?" Jesus said, "You don't have to do a thing except that you lose yourself. Don't save yourself." The man said, "What are you talking about? What will I gain if I lose myself?" And Jesus answered, "He who loses finds himself, and he who saves, loses himself forever.
"
You can ask if you have any more to ask.


It is being asked: How is it that when the kundalini begins to awaken there appear impediments in its way and that its flow is blocked? What is the reason for it? And what can we do to make it move again?

There are not many reasons but one. It is that we do not invoke it, provoke it with all our will and might, and that we do not bring in all our energy into awakening it. Our efforts are always fragmentary and incomplete; they are never total. Whatsoever we do, we do it half-heartedly. Nothing we do totally.


And this is the obstruction; there is no other obstruction than this. And there will be no obstructions whatsoever, if we do things totally. But all through our lives we have gotten into the habit of going only half the way through, we never go the whole way. Even if we love, we do it halfheartedly; we love a person and we also hate him. It sounds strange that we hate the very person we love. We love a person, we want to live for his sake, and at times we also think of murdering him. It is difficult to find a lover who has not thought of his beloved being dead.


Our life is such that it is always divided, always half-and-half. And the two halves are always pulling in opposite directions. Unlike our two legs, the right and left, which move forward in the same direction, the two halves of our divided mind move in opposite directions. And that is what causes us tension and conflict.
What is this restlessness of our lives, but that we are always half and half -- split, fragmentary and lukewarm?
 

God is not a man.. God's realm is not linear in time. God is both nature and super-nature,, things that happen in God's plans are not based on thinking like a human makes his plans.. The spiritual affinity is to things close in God.. not in time.. the plan of God is like the flow of a river or a wellspring of life.. Christianity, Buddhism and Taoism illuminate each other.. one teaches how to commit and love deeply properly.. one teaches how to non-commit and let go of pain properly.. the other teaches that they are two sides of one nature in the great way.. we grow out of nature into super-nature and out of time into eternity.. this may take several lifetimes.. life is more a process then a test.. a metamorphosis is not moral or immoral.. it just is.. and our spiritual mates help us in this..

If in this life, God and the devil are the two sides of one coin, the polar opposites of one orb, then God is complicit in the devils lies. This is because you have then made the Fates and the Furies both God and the devil. What we believe is the work of God and the devil is often just the equal and opposite reaction of hope and fear.. The best you can do is to try to increase love and trust and decrease fear and hate in your life at the present where you are. It is now or never. It is this that does the best work for bringing in the kingdom of heaven. So if you think you cannot let go of your vision and be faithful then know that you only have to find understanding and believe and let go and let God..   the first shall be last, and the last shall be first..

When we are born into this world we begin a journey.. but we are not sure of why. Then one day we see the city of God, and everything becomes clear and beautiful.. we see the light of it and we know the direction.. what we don't know.. is the way is across a desert.. though people have told of it and written it down.. we do not really understand the meaning of mystic dark night of the soul.. the shamans task.. or the metamorphosis.. to be born again requires dying to many things..

If we press on eventually we come over a rise in the terrain and we see it .. it was really there and we can continue.. this may take a very long time with much trial and tribulation.. but don't give up.. because the way is sure.. and the journey does have a wonderful end.. I see it today..  we are all truly married..

Hebrews 12

 1Wherefore seeing we also are compassed about with so great a cloud of witnesses, let us lay aside every weight, and the sin which doth so easily beset us, and let us run with patience the race that is set before us,

 2Looking unto Jesus the author and finisher of our faith; who for the joy that was set before him endured the cross, despising the shame, and is set down at the right hand of the throne of God.

 3For consider him that endured such contradiction of sinners against himself, lest ye be wearied and faint in your minds.

 4Ye have not yet resisted unto blood, striving against sin.

 5And ye have forgotten the exhortation which speaketh unto you as unto children, My son, despise not thou the chastening of the Lord, nor faint when thou art rebuked of him:

 6For whom the Lord loveth he chasteneth, and scourgeth every son whom he receiveth.

 7If ye endure chastening, God dealeth with you as with sons; for what son is he whom the father chasteneth not?

 8But if ye be without chastisement, whereof all are partakers, then are ye bastards, and not sons.

 9Furthermore we have had fathers of our flesh which corrected us, and we gave them reverence: shall we not much rather be in subjection unto the Father of spirits, and live?

 10For they verily for a few days chastened us after their own pleasure; but he for our profit, that we might be partakers of his holiness.

 11Now no chastening for the present seemeth to be joyous, but grievous: nevertheless afterward it yieldeth the peaceable fruit of righteousness unto them which are exercised thereby.

 12Wherefore lift up the hands which hang down, and the feeble knees;

 13And make straight paths for your feet, lest that which is lame be turned out of the way; but let it rather be healed.

 14Follow peace with all men, and holiness, without which no man shall see the Lord:

 15Looking diligently lest any man fail of the grace of God; lest any root of bitterness springing up trouble you, and thereby many be defiled;

 16Lest there be any fornicator, or profane person, as Esau, who for one morsel of meat sold his birthright.

 17For ye know how that afterward, when he would have inherited the blessing, he was rejected: for he found no place of repentance, though he sought it carefully with tears.

 18For ye are not come unto the mount that might be touched, and that burned with fire, nor unto blackness, and darkness, and tempest,

 19And the sound of a trumpet, and the voice of words; which voice they that heard intreated that the word should not be spoken to them any more:

 20(For they could not endure that which was commanded, And if so much as a beast touch the mountain, it shall be stoned, or thrust through with a dart:

 21And so terrible was the sight, that Moses said, I exceedingly fear and quake:)

 22But ye are come unto mount Sion, and unto the city of the living God, the heavenly Jerusalem, and to an innumerable company of angels,

 23To the general assembly and church of the firstborn, which are written in heaven, and to God the Judge of all, and to the spirits of just men made perfect,

 24And to Jesus the mediator of the new covenant, and to the blood of sprinkling, that speaketh better things than that of Abel.

 25See that ye refuse not him that speaketh. For if they escaped not who refused him that spake on earth, much more shall not we escape, if we turn away from him that speaketh from heaven:

 26Whose voice then shook the earth: but now he hath promised, saying, Yet once more I shake not the earth only, but also heaven.

 27And this word, Yet once more, signifieth the removing of those things that are shaken, as of things that are made, that those things which cannot be shaken may remain.

 28Wherefore we receiving a kingdom which cannot be moved, let us have grace, whereby we may serve God acceptably with reverence and godly fear:

 29For our God is a consuming fire.

"" The 'sons' this speaks of is in fact a kingdom.. a crown. It is your life itself.. no less.  The contradiction is a part of it all.. indeed the main event.. and it is a metamorphosis.. and a pruning process.. the root of bitterness comes from not understanding the character of God.  If we choose to speak in theistic or mythological terms then the agent of the chastisement is the devil and certainly the devil is to be despised. Remember not to confuse the lower spheres of the noo sphere with the higher realms of the super nature. When you see something from heaven; Her face.. a vision of a promise, you need to understand that the bringing of it means taking something from heaven and bringing it to earth,  Your vision belongs to heaven, and the earth is like a ball and chain you must drag along with you on your journey there.. it is like taking a higher dimension and trying to fit it into a lower one.. this is because God works in many channels at one time.. and like the wind, you hear the sound of it, but cannot tell from where it comes or where it goes..   it really is similar to transcending the 7 spheres of the ancients..  you are driven back while being purified.. by an unholy ghost.. the only way transcending is accomplished is by great patience at first and entirely letting go at the end.. you must decide when to hold on a little longer and when to let go.. it is totally contrary to what you desire and expect..  but it ends all worldly pride from taking root.. only then is the abyss crossed and the miracle able to manifest.. and which may not appear in the manner you thought it would..  it is this that makes known the interpretation of the dream, and it is this that works out your salvation, and this that expresses your life to others as a wounded healer.. the lower levels of the spheres of God are like the first rooms of Teresa's interior castle which are filled with lower beings that resist you.. this was known to the ancients as the underworld.. the ruler of the underworld is Satan or Mara, sometimes called the prince of the power of the air.. or the unseen.. and the devil is a heartless parasite that preys on peoples lives.. it is this that must be transcended to reach the higher realms of the Kingdom and Nirvana..  you see, we experience both heaven and hell.. and because we are joined in a communion, if you suffer for the kingdom of heaven, this saves another's soul as well.. The more one suffers, the more one helps. The purer the suffering, the greater is the gain..  the pain in your life God uses as mercy in another's.. and your suffering has an end.. Like Christ you have the sins of humanity laid upon you on both an inner and outer level.. Those who do not suffer are the same who cause it on an interior level as well, the children of the devil .. You may discover that a good share of your pain comes from the desire for a heaven on earth... and the Spirit would have you live as simply as possible without pride, as broken bread and offered up wine..   further, if your vision was immediately realized you may not think or experience the things God wants you to think and experience first.. one of which is learning a great patience.. like forty years in the wilderness before entering into the promised land; turning from a spiritual slave into a spiritual warrior.. .. know that your karma debt is being burnt up at a faster rate.. and although grievous.. it is a blessing in disguise.. When difficulties are overcome, they become blessings... we grow out of this soil.. it is your sacrifice for the common good of all creation.. it has a higher purpose.. Learning compassion hurts.. and God will break your heart to leave it open.. In order for us to use our power well, we must become a clean vessel. We must clear ourselves to allow miracles to be poured out through us.  Our channel must be clean before we can use our power well. We must be free of resentments, guilt, shame, anger, self pity and fear. If these things are in us, we cannot be clean. These things block us from our power. The clearer we are, the more power we move. We must become clean and clear so the Creator can use us to do what She wants us to do.  Joining the common principles of  Taoism, Christianity and Buddhism will help you understand this""

1 Peter 4

 12Beloved, think it not strange concerning the fiery trial which is to try you, as though some strange thing happened unto you:

13But rejoice, inasmuch as ye are partakers of Christ's sufferings; that, when his glory shall be revealed, ye may be glad also with exceeding joy. .........

19Wherefore let them that suffer according to the will of God commit the keeping of their souls to him in well doing, as unto a faithful Creator.

James 1:3-5

3Knowing this, that the trying of your faith worketh patience.

4But let patience have her perfect work, that ye may be perfect and entire, wanting nothing.

 

The greater the faith, the greater the result. The Creator designed us to act on faith. We are able to do this by holding firm to our beliefs. If we believe something and if we don't want the belief to change, we need to add the power of the Great Spirit to this belief. We must always have the spiritual added to our beliefs. If we don't add the Spirit, then we may very well change our minds during the first time we are tested. Each time we are tested and we don't change our minds, we get stronger. The wind may blow on the red willow trees bending them and causing the roots to grow deeper. The more the wind bends the tree, the bigger, stronger and deeper the roots grow. We should be happy that we are tested. It's the Creator's way of making us have greater faith for greater results.

This planet must to a corresponding degree be a world of suffering. But a world of suffering then constitutes the scene for the development of life's greatest faculty. it transforms dark, animal and unloving living beings into loving, divine beings who will ultimately fulfil Creation's eternal plan: "Man in God's image after His likeness". A world full of these beings constitutes the finished, that is, perfect "kingdom of heaven".


When you are confronted with such great suffering, it is because you are undergoing concentrated and forced development. You are thereby achieving a development many times greater in a shorter period of time than if you had not had precisely this condition which now fits your fate best to have in your present life. You see here that a miracle that would suddenly remove all your suffering would stop you in a very necessary passage towards the pinnacles of light - the goal for all terrestrial beings. You may perhaps say in answer to this that you would prefer to develop more slowly if you could thereby be free of some of the difficulties and sufferings with which you fate is now so filled. And you will perhaps add that there are so many other people today who do not suffer in any particular way. And this is true. But it does not mean that these others are free from suffering. They have either suffered or are unavoidably on their way towards suffering.


Endure the suffering. God is working through the suffering to bring out the best out of you. When Joseph was passing through all his hardships, he did not know that it was for his good, but later, he knew. Apostle Paul assured, “And we know that God causes all things to work together for good to those who love God, to those who are called according to His purpose”

No being whatsoever can reach perfection in an easier or more painless way than others. Everyone must experience the same in order to become the same. the eternal laws are unshakeable.
 

WE ARE LIKE MOTHS TO THE FLAME AND THE OLD MAN DOES NOT PASS THROUGH.. WE BECOME WATER MADE INTO WINE. We live in a sea of spirits, good and evil shaken together like vinegar and oil, When we discover our psychic powers are growing we are shown heaven and awaken to hell.. we desperately need to sort this out and learn discernment.. as it is written, 'try the spirits for not every spirit is of God',. The higher realms are heavenly, but we have to crawl there on our knees..  The Archetype of the rescuing the Virgin from the dragon is about personal liberation into the light of our loves as well as about separating the work of the Holy Spirit from the trials of the devil.. being transformed into the likeness of Christ or Buddha and entering into returning to the source which is what the word religious means is not an easy task.. God shows you a heaven that exists outside of time and the direction is in our future, but Goddess will not change her own past for you where we still struggle against the powers of darkness..

What is the meaning of Hokhmah? Hakkeh mah. Since it cannot ever be grasped, hakkeh, "wait" for mah, "what" will come and what will be. This is the sublime, primordial wisdom emerging out of Ayin.


"the Elders say that if you want something good, you have to suffer for it."
--Chuck Ross, LAKOTA
People sometimes have a misconception of sacrifice. This is a strong word for Indian people. On the other side of sacrifice is another whole world. During sacrifice, our beliefs are tested. We may all have good beliefs but if you test a good belief, then you get real beliefs. Real beliefs make new people; real beliefs make new self images. Real beliefs allow determination and desires and faith to come true. Good is always available to us but we often can't bring it within until we let go of the old ways. We let go of the old ways by suffering. Suffering is only letting go of things that don't work anymore. On the other side of suffering is a new world.

Creator, help me to let go of old ways. Let my old thoughts and beliefs be abandoned. Every change is preceded by struggle. Help me go through the struggle today.
 

"I remember Dawson (No Horse) said, 'Once you say your prayers, don't worry about them. If you worry about them, they'll just fade away.'"
--Chuck Ross, LAKOTA
Today I need to remember You are everywhere. I need to remember how much You love me. I need to know, Grandfathers, that You are always listening. Today I need to know how much You care. Today I will remember the advice of the Elders. "Say your prayers and then don't worry - know that the Great One has heard you." It's so much easier to do this, Grandfather, when I feel connected to You.

My Creator, allow me this day to feel your presence. Let me walk the path of life today and talk to You many times. Give me faith, my Grandfather

before we can choose not to compromise ourselves, we must first become acutely aware of those thoughts of ours that may be holding some secret seed of self-defeat.
If we don't know we're doing this kind of compromised thinking -- or acting out their emotional counterparts -- what else can follow but to receive the defeat that they embody?
 

We are lead from knowing into unknowing.. It is a fine thing to establish one's own religion in one's heart, not to be dependent on tradition and second-hand ideals. Life will seem to you, later, not a lesser, but a greater thing.
 


"The obstacle to the internal nature is the mind. If it relies on logic such as the white man's mind, the domain of the inner nature is inaccessible. The simple fact is a man does not challenge the wisdom of the Holy Mystery.
--Turtleheart, TETON SIOUX
Why is it we need to analyze and understand everything? The Great Mystery has designed certain areas of creation to be a mystery because humans usually miss-use it. We use the Great Mystery and see It unfold only under the direction of the Great Spirit. The Creator is in charge.

Great Spirit, let me realize You are in charge. I'm to do what You want
 

""If the ego actually saw how totally amazing, wildly exotic, powerful and truly blessed you actually are, it would have to die.""
 

Have you ever met someone who just knocked you off your feet?
And you were overwhelmed by their presence? Maybe they were not even particularly good looking.... or not even your "type?" But.....there was something there--perhaps undefined, but definitely there, nonetheless.

C.G. Jung puts it this way---
"The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: If there is any reaction, both are transformed."

Did this happen when you met your "significant other"--do you remember the first time you ever saw them? Or perhaps the love of your life began with a meeting less than ideal?

I think God/dess put us together with who we are supposed to be with--or at least, they are thrown into our way so we can at least have a chance with them. What do you think?
How did you get together with your mate--if you have/had one?

Have you ever met someone you've never been able to forget?




 


I believe that fate has brought us here
And we should be together babe
But we're not
I play it off, but I'm dreaming of you
And I'll try to keep my cool, but I'm feelin'

I try to say goodbye and I choke
Try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not here
Goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near

I may appear to be free
But I'm just a prisoner of your love
And I may seem all right and smile when you leave
But my smiles are just a front
Just a front, hey
I play it off, but I'm dreaming of you

And I'll try to keep my cool, but I'm feelin'

I try to say goodbye and I choke
Try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not here
Goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not here

Here is my confession
May I be your possession
Boy, I need your touch
Your love, kisses and such
With all my might I try
But this I can't deny
Deny

I play it off, but I'm dreaming of you
(but I'm dreaming of you babe)
And I'll keep my cool, but I'm feelin'

I try to say goodbye and I choke (yeah)
Try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near
(when you are not near aahh)
Goodbye and I choke (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I try to walk away and I stumble (hey, hey, hey)
Though I try to hide it, it's clear (say it Lord)
My world crumbles when you are not here

Goodbye and I choke (I'm choking)
I try to walk away and I stumbel
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near
(when you are not near, yeah, yeah yeah)
Yeah, yeah..



Macy Gray Lyrics .. I try

 

 

 

Love exists for us in the future as well as the past.. and love exists right now in heaven..

And here is the conclusion of the matter.. you have sent your hearts petition to a thousand ministers.. none of them worthy or who understand.. your message is for the king and queen and only they will understand.. so continue to send that message in the understanding that some day they will receive it.. and that will be a grand day indeed.. for then the whole kingdom will see the judgment of God..

And think not you can direct the course of love, if it finds you worthy, directs your course.


Love has no other desire but to fulfil itself.


But if you love and must needs have desires, let these be your desires:

To melt and be like a running brook that sings its melody to the night.


To know the pain of too much tenderness.


To be wounded by your own understanding of love;

And to bleed willingly and joyfully.


To wake at dawn with a winged heart and give thanks for another day of loving;

To rest at the noon hour and meditate love's ecstasy;

To return home at eventide with gratitude;

And then to sleep with a prayer for the beloved in your heart and a song of praise upon your lips.

 

What exactly is the connection between suffering and spiritual awakening? How does one lead to the other? When you look closely at the nature of human suffering you will find that an essential ingredient in most kinds of suffering is a diminishment of one’s sense of self. Take illness, for example. Illness makes you feel smaller, no longer in control, helpless. You seem to lose your autonomy, perhaps become dependent on others. You become reduced in size, figuratively speaking. Any major loss has a similar effect: some form that was an important part of your sense of who you are – a person, a possession, a social role – dissolves or leaves you and you suffer because you had become identified with it and it seems you are losing yourself or a part of yourself. In reality, of course, what feels like a diminishment or loss of your sense of self is the crumbling of an image of who you are held in the mind. What dissolves is identification with thought forms that had given you your sense of self.

But that sense of self is ultimately false, is ultimately a mental fiction. It is the egoic mind or the "little me" as I sometimes call it. To be identified with a mental image of who you are is to be unconscious, to be unawakened spiritually. This unawakened state creates suffering, but suffering creates the possibility of awakening. When you no longer resist the diminishment of self that comes with suffering, all role-playing, which is normal in the unawakened state, comes to an end. You become humble, simple, real. And, paradoxically, when you say “yes” to that death, because that’s what it is, you realize that the mind-made sense of self had obscured the truth of who you are – not as defined by your past, but timelessly. And when who you think you are dissolves, you connect with a vast power which is the essence of your very being...

 

the left brain must be servant of the right brain.. if the right brain was to remain subservient to the left brain.. the awakening process would be corrupted.. so what appears as cruelty from the cosmos is in fact most loving.. because the pain of your spiritual birth is the struggle between the two hemispheres for dominance.. and only the right brain is in tune with the greater cosmic mind..

The Journey
by Mary Oliver (Dream Work, Grove Atlantic)

On the day you finally knew
what you had to do, and began,
though the voices around you
kept shouting
their bad advice —
though the whole house
began to tremble
and you felt the old tug
at your ankles.

“Mend my life!”
each voice cried.
But you didn’t stop.
You knew what you had to do,
though the wind pried
with its stiff fingers
at the very foundations,
though their melancholy
was terrible.

It was already late
enough, and a wild night,
and the road full of fallen
branches and stones.
But little by little,
as you left their voices behind,
the stars began to burn
through the sheets of clouds,

And there was a new voice
which you slowly
recognized as your own,
that kept you company
as you strode deeper and deeper
into the world,
determined to do
the only thing you could do —
determined to save
the only life you could save.

~poetry~

don't become a polar opposite to your shadow.. remember the miracles come through the side door unseen..

We are in the phase of surrendering our will and ego to the process of the Divine flow. I cannot convey how humbled I am in realization that there is a grander plan than that which we are aware of. It is a sweet and bitter surrender indeed.

The last thing most of us want to hear or think about when we are dealing with profound feelings of sadness

is that deep learning can be found in this place. In the midst of our pain, we often feel picked on by life, or

overwhelmed by the enormity of some loss, or simply too exhausted to try and examine the situation.
We

may feel far too disappointed and angry to look for anything resembling a bright side to our suffering.


Still, somewhere in our hearts, we know that we will eventually emerge from the depths into the light of

greater awareness.
Remembering this truth,

no matter how elusive it seems, can help.

The other thing we often would rather not hear when we are dealing with intense sadness is that the only way out of it is through it. Sitting with our sadness takes the courage to believe that we can bear the pain and

the faith that we will come out the other side. With courage, we can allow ourselves to cycle through the

grieving process with full inner permission to experience it. This is a powerful teaching that

sadness has to offer us—the ability to surrender and the acceptance of change go hand in hand.

Another teaching of sadness is compassion for others  who are in pain, because it is only in feeling our own

pain that we can really understand and allow for someone else’s.
Sadness is something we all go through, and we all learn from it and are deepened

by its presence in our lives. While our own individual experiences of sadness carry with them unique lessons, the implications of what we learn are universal.

The wisdom we gain from going through the process of feeling loss, heartbreak, or deep disappointment gives us access to the heart of humanity.

We have dreamed up a situation for ourselves that challenges us to our core, forcing us to react not as separate, discrete entities who are apart from each other and the whole, but as interrelated and interdependent parts of each other and the whole. Our wound is revealing to us that we can sync-up with each other through our shared, open-heart of collective lucidity and activate our latent collective genius so as to heal ourselves in a way which benefits everyone. A deeper, guiding intelligence becomes available to us when we reciprocally help each other to recognize our inherent unity, grounded in the intention of serving what is best for the whole.


Our wound is initiatory in that it is literally prodding and prompting us to evolve into a freer, more coherent, and higher order of ourselves. Hidden in our wound is its own re-solution. This is to say that the wound itself is an expression of the part of us, which, to speak from outside of linear time for a moment, is already healed. An expression of the ground of being, our wound connects us to life itself. We don't cure our wound. It cures us.

 

We can teach ourselves over time that we do not have to necessarily match the vibrations of others, but can hold our own vibration in balance and harmony instead. This comes with practice and a willingness to hold the highest vibration in the universe-unconditional love. We can also assist others with there own spiritual transitions if we all begin to open our hearts to understand the energy between us. As you open in the future to the energy in your life, a dramatic shift will occur as you gain greater empathy for people through your utilization of vibrational concepts.

 Remember, Jesus says: Those who are the last here will be the first in my kingdom of God. He is talking about the watercourse way of Tao--not mentioning it, but talking about it. Be the last, be non-ambitious. Ambition means going uphill. Water goes down, it searches for the lowest ground. It does not want to declare itself unique, exceptional, extraordinary. It has no ego idea.

the life force this draws from you is returned to the greater good of our Goddess.

when we allow this fear and pain inside us to melt: "The energy that was trapped in the pain-body then changes into vibrational frequency and is transmuted into Presence. In this way, the pain-body becomes fuel for consciousness. This is why many of the wisest, most enlightened men and women on our planet once had a heavy pain-body.
"
..the wicked are forever intending evil  and yet evil forever does the work of turning toward the good..

those who grasp at lesser things often try to remain stuck in those things..
God is a creator.. the source of Creation.. Any and all acts of creation are also a recreation out of what came before it.. any act of recreation is also an act of dissolution and rebirth.. like a phoenix.. your inner character is your life.. and the humility that serves God is also your gift from the Goddess.. it is the loss of selfishness and the gaining of a vision of unity.. the acquiring of compassion..

love perfected casts out all fear

On the other side of every breakdown is a BREAKTHROUGH. It's not that we don't want to change but rather we are afraid to breakdown. Just let go and let God work her magic. FEEL the emotion that is there. You are designed to FEEL your emotions as they are exquisitely designed to guide you to all you need to know. As you experience the emotion, you may be uncomfortable to say the least. But it's worth it. You can take consolation in knowing that there is a miracle taking place....AND it is waiting for you on the other side.

Often the instruments of change
are not kind or just
and the hardest openness
of all might be
to embrace the change
while not wasting your heart
fighting the instrument.


The storm is not as important
as the path it opens.

The mistreatment in one life
never as crucial as the clearing
it makes in your heart.


This is very difficult to accept.

The hammer or cruel one
is always short-lived
compared to the jewel
in the center of the stone.


 

And God blessed the latter end of Job more then the first.. in all the land there were none so fair as the daughters of Job..

this love is difficult but it is real..

Love never dies. She cannot. She is life itself. The cooling passion we feel toward what once enflamed us is not the end of Love's fire, but only signals that we have now consumed all of the stuff of self available at that level of ourselves.


It may help to see this new idea by visualizing the action of actual physical flames as they move about in a fireplace. See how all open flames reach ever upward. See how they rise to ignite what they are created to consume.


Now, see that Love works in this exact same way. But the difference is that Love burns her way up, and through, the stuff of self. First, as an unwelcome visitor, she burns through our vanities. Where before we were warmed by glowing images of ourselves, Love shows us all that glitters isn't gold. And as her fires move through this lower soul region, they take with them -- in their purifying path -- our self-fascination.
But in the very act of first enticing us with this ego-centered love, and then through expiring this same stuff of self in her compassionate flames, she accomplishes two feats at once:

First, her fires remove an interior section of our self's sub-flooring once felt by us as being our entire foundation -- an act whose gradual consummation feels to us to be the loss of our life itself. And it is in this moment of our heart's cold confusion that our part in this eternal play is called onto the stage now set within us. For here, time and time again, we must choose whether to close ourselves off from Love's internal action -- or offer ourselves over to it.


We have all seen the effects of shutting out Love: A hopeless frost clings to the heart, choking off higher emotion until only a shrunken shell of its former self sits there in place of the heart, its own beating a punishment.


And we have all had some level of experience with Love's successful passage through our various life stages -- how the seeming loss of one love (or passion) first creates a sense of emptiness that is followed by the hope and promise of yet a deeper or wiser one, and then -- although impossible to glean in the moment of such a sense of loss, and yet through this very loss -- how Love reveals a new place within us for her next and higher incarnation.


This is how Love works her magic. This is her timeless motions and miracle. But we must agree to move with her according to her secret ways. We must each learn what it means to open the hearth of our hearts to her mystical fires and not to fear the stages through which she will take us.


If we consent, then ever on and upward will her flames work their way through our passions and take with them, into the air of their origin, our hopes in self, our hopes for things seen, and sometimes, in dark nights, even our hope for Love herself.


But if we agree to stay the course of Love's action in us through the passage of time, even though it may be often hidden in the residue of ash and smoke created by the upward passage of these living fires, the next level of Love is revealed to us. Herein we stand in amazement upon a whole new floor of what we now realize is our own self -- a floor previously hidden by the self below it in a nature that could only be burned away through experience. Like the phoenix we rise again, ready to live out Love anew…

If you want to be truly free, you will have to be aware. One kind of awareness is when you are consciously making the effort to be aware of everything that you are doing. But there is another kind of awareness that is more mysterious. And you will begin to discover this mysterious awareness as you surrender more and more to your own desire to be free.



At times there will be an unexpected movement from deep within you; a response will arise that moves faster than thought. You will do or say something that expresses the passionate intensity of enlightened consciousness, a consciousness that, a moment before, you had no awareness of.
You will have the strange sense of not knowing who responded, even though it was none other than your own Self
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So our True Self is always paying attention in a way that we are usually not conscious of. And when we discover this Self we find that which is miraculous. We discover who we truly are. It's the Self that we cannot see with the mind, but when we experience it directly we will understand what it means to be enlightened.


And when we liberate this Self that mysteriously sees and knows what we cannot see or know with our conscious mind, we will begin to respond to life in ways that, left to our own devices, we never could.



If we are true to the desire to be free, we will find that we always are paying attention, even at times when, in our conscious experience, it appears to us that we are not.



This happens to me often. Sometimes my own inner experience may appear to be, for a certain period of time, quite mundane. And then a response will occur to some event that is happening around me, a response that is so fast and so precise that it amazes me every time. I don't know where it comes from. I only become aware of it as its happening.



Usually when we speak about paying attention, we are only referring to that which engages the conscious mind. The problem is that it leaves the most important part of our Self out of the picture, which is that part of our Self that we can never know with the conscious mind. Enlightenment is about the liberating discovery of the profound mystery of our own Self, a mystery that we will never be able to understand only with the mind.



The true, spiritual conscience is experienced as caring. And this caring is a painful emotional experience but it's this caring that finally liberates us, slowly but surely, from the attachment to the ego and its endless fears and desires.


It is the emergence of this conscience that gives us the energy, strength, and inspiration to give ourselves to the most important task that there is.
So if we want to be free, it's very important to ask ourselves: How much do I care?

The degree to which we are able to liberate ourselves from self-concern will be the degree to which we are able to recognize that our true nature as human beings is love. It happens automatically.



This is one of the miracles of human life. When you are ready to leave self-concern behind, your heart will expand and you will know a love that is impossible to imagine. The nature of this love is not personal; it does not have its roots in the personality.



Love is literally liberated from the depths of our own being and just emerges of its own accord. Anybody can know this miracle if they really want to. They just have to be willing.

The normal way never leads home.

Once you start to awaken, no one can ever claim you again for the old patterns. Now you realise how precious your time here is. You are no longer willing to squander your essence on undertakings that do not nourish your true self; your patience grows thin with tired talk and dead language. You see through the rosters of expectation which promise you safety and the confirmation of your outer identity. Now you are impatient for growth, willing to put yourself in the way of change. You want your work to become an expression of your gift. You want your relationship to voyage beyond the pallid frontiers to where the danger of transformation dwells. You want your God to be wild and to call you to where your destiny awaits.

You have come out of Plato’s Cave of Images into the sunlight and the mystery of colour and imagination. When you begin to sense that your imagination is the place where you are most divine, you feel called to clean out of your mind all the worn and shabby furniture of thought. You wish to refurbish yourself with living thought so that you can begin to see.

don't be afraid.. we will make it out of this mess.. its a love story.. baby, just say YES!

Truth is the only real religion and what is done out of love is beyond good and evil..

Love makes everything possible



it is also your acquiring of bravery..

take a chance.. your transcending isn't all about you.. archetypal memories are connected to cosmic man and woman.. and something's remain hidden in the mist..  it is the movement of heaven and earth,, just as the collective feminine is the goddess so is the collective negative the dragon, and when this dragon is slain there will be a great wedding of heaven and earth.. every tear was counted..

Who was St. George, What is myth and what is fact? Did he really slay a Dragon? Why is he such a popular Saint, celebrated in so many Countries, Races, Religions and Organizations? and what did he do to become England’s Patron Saint? Very little is known about St. George’s life, but it is thought he was a high ranking officer in the Roman army who was killed in around AD 303. However, what St. George remains is the Christian warrior. the symbol of bravery in the face of great danger defending the cause of truth. In the Middle Ages the dragon was commonly used to represent the Devil; The slaying of the ‘Dragon’ was first credited to him in the twelfth-century. St. George, so the story goes, killed a dragon on the flat topped Dragon Hill in Uffington, Berkshire, and it is said that no grass grows where the dragon’s blood trickled down! It was probably the 12th century Crusaders however who first invoked his name as an aid in battle.

Killing the dragon depicts the conflict between fight and darkness; overcoming the dark nature and attaining self-mastery, or, if the dragon is a guardian, it symbolizes the winning of the treasure of inner or esoteric knowledge, or in rescuing the princess it releases pure forces kept in bondage by the powers of evil.
The dragon is frequently a fire-breathing monster. Euripides describes it as breathing forth fire and slaughter; in the Old Testament Moses has fiery serpents and Isaiah a fiery flying serpent.

The celebration of St George's Day is currently fairly low key in England and much more celebrated elsewhere. However, the Society and its members are clearly succeeding in their constant efforts to revive St. George's Day. There are many legends in many cultures about St. George, but they all have a common theme; he must have been an outstanding character in his lifetime, for his reputation to have survived for almost 1,700 years! Most authorities on the subject seem to agree that he was born in Cappadocia in what is now Turkey, in about the year 280 AD. It is probable that from his physical description, he was of Darian origin, because of his tall stature and fair hair. He enlisted into the Cavalry of the Roman Army at the age of 17, during the reign of the Emperor Diocletian and very quickly established a reputation amongst his peers, for his virtuous behaviour and physical strength; his military bearing, valour and handsome good looks. He quickly achieved the rank of Millenary or Tribunus Militum, an officer's rank roughly equivalent to a full Colonel, in charge of a regiment of 1,000 men and became a particular favourite of his Emperor. Diocletian was a skilled military tactician and strict disciplinarian, who set himself the task of rejuvenating the morale of the citizens of Rome by reviving the prevailing traditions and paganism of Rome. It may be recalled that this was a time of high inflation and civil unrest and one outcome of this was the increasing influence of Christianity. Diocletian's second in Command was Galerius, the conqueror of Persia and an avid supporter of the Pagan religion. As a result of a rumour that the Christians were plotting the death of Galerius, an edict was issued that all Christian Churches were to be destroyed and all scriptures to be burnt. Anyone admitting to being a Christian, would lose his rights as a citizen, if not his life. Many Christians feared to be loyal to their God; but, having become a convert to Christianity, St. George acted to limit the excesses of Diocletian's actions against the Christians. He went to the city of Nicomedia where, upon entering, he tore down the notice of the Emperor's edict. St. George gained great respect for his compassion towards Diocletian's victims. As news spread of his rebellion against the persecutions St. George realised that, as both Diocletian and Galerius were in the city, it would not be long before he was arrested. He prepared for the event by disposing of his property to the poor and he freed his slaves. When he appeared before Diocietian, it is said that St. George bravely denounced him for his unnecessary cruelty and injustice and that he made an eloquent and courageous speech. He stirred the populace with his powerful and convincing rhetoric against the Imperial Decree to persecute Christians. Diocietian refused to acknowledge or accede to St. George's reasoned, reproachful condemnation of his actions. The Emperor consigned St George to prison with instructions that he be tortured until he denied his faith in Christ. However despite some of the most terrible torture even for that time, St George showed incredible courage and faith and was finally beheaded near Lydda in Palestine. His head was later taken to Rome where it was interred in the church dedicated to him. As a consequence, Diocletian took strict action against any alternative forms of religion in general and the Christian faith in particular. He achieved the reputation of being perhaps the cruellest persecutor of Christians at that time. St George, having defended his faith was beheaded at Nicomedia near Lyddia in Palestine on the 23rd of April in the year 303 AD. Stories of St. George's courage soon spread and his reputation grew very quickly. He soon became known in Russia and the Ukraine as the Trophy Bearer and his remains are said to have been buried in the church that bears his name in Lydda. However, his head was carried to Rome, where it was preserved in the Church that is also dedicated to him. St George was beatified by the Roman Catholic Church and is recognised in the liturgy of the Russian Orthodox and Greek Orthodox Churches as well as the Roman Catholic Church. He has been revered in the Ukraine since Christianity was established in 988 AD by Volodymyr the Great the Prince of the Kyivan empire. The Romanesque Monastic order in Prague established St. George's Church in the Castle in the year 920AD and in the year 1119 AD the Cathedral of St George was founded in Novgorod. His reputation for virtue and chivalrous conduct became the spiritual inspiration of the Crusaders and by this time the pennant or flag with a red cross on a white or silver background became prominent as a means of recognition by English Knights. It was also worn on breast plates. It became the symbol of the Templars. So we see the establishment claiming the symbols of St. Goerge and also the symbols of the Templars as thier own. In reality it is these brave knights who are the heros of their age, not the establishment they often resisted. First Rome killed St. George, then the Roman Catholic Church killed the Templars. In the year 1348 King Edward Ill established the Knights of the Garter, which is the oldest order of Chivalry in Europe. The Order of the Garter was dedicated to the Blessed Virgin Mary, Edward the Confessor and St George. In 1620 it was the flag that was flown by the Mayflower when the Pilgrim Fathers arrived in Plymouth Massachusetts. It is also the flag of the Church of England and as such is known throughout Christendom. St. George is also the Patron Saint of Barcelona in Catalonia, Aragon, Russia, Bavaria, Beirut, Czechoslovakia, Portugal, Lithuania and Hungary, to name but a few. Virtually every country in Europe and the Commonwealth has a church dedicated to St. George. The legends about St George spread far and wide and it was claimed that near the town of Silene in Libya, a dragon dwelt, keeping the population in terror. To satiate him the population tethered an animal, until they had no more. They then provided human sacrifices and in ultimate desperation, a young princess was selected, the king's daughter named Cleolinda. The story then relates how St. George rode up on his white charger, dismounted and fought the monster on foot; until it eventually succumbed. He then dragged the dying monster into the city, using the girdle of the Princess and slew the dragon in front of the people. St. George was greeted as their saviour and the King offered him a bag of gold as a reward for saving his daughter. This he refused and asked that it be given to the poor. The story is a powerful allegory, emblematic of the triumph of good over evil; but it also teaches of enduring Christian faith in the extreme and the trust that at all times should be placed in the Almighty by the invocation of the name of St. George, Soldier, Saint and Martyr. St. George has in a manner become identified with the idea of knighthood, and even in Elizabeth's days, Spenser, at the beginning of his Faerie Queene, tells us of his hero, the Red Cross Knight: But on his breast a bloody Cross he bore, The dear remembrance of his dying Lord, For whose sweet sake that glorious badge we wore And dead (as living) ever he adored. We are told also that the hero thought continually of wreaking vengeance: Upon his foe, a dragon horrible and stern.



King Edward III made him the Patron Saint of England when he formed the Order of the Garter in St. George's name in 1350, and the cult of the Saint was further advanced by King Henry V, at the battle of Agincourt in northern France. Shakespeare made sure that nobody would forget St. George, and has King Henry V finishing his pre-battle speech with the famous phrase, ‘Cry God for Harry, England and St. George!’ King Henry himself, who was both warlike and devout, was thought by his followers to possess many of the saint’s characteristics. St. George’s Day is still celebrated, and his flag flown, on his feast day, April 23rd all over England. Shakespeare was born on St. George’s Day. 1564, and if the story is to be believed, died on St. George’s Day, 1616. An appropriate end perhaps for the man who helped to immortalise the Saint in English tradition.

 

A spiritual quest is only possible if something has happened to you without your knowing. It may be in love, it may be in music, it may be in nature, it may be in friendship -- it may be in any communion.

Something has happened to you that has been a source of bliss and it is now just a remembering, a memory. It may not even be a conscious memory; it may be unconscious. It may be waiting like a seed somewhere deep within you. This seed will become the source of a quest, and you will go on searching for something that you do not know. What are you searching for? You do not know. But still, somewhere, even unknown to you, some experience, some blissful moment, has become part and parcel of your mind. It has become a seed, and now that seed is working its way through and you are in quest of something which you cannot name, which you cannot explain.

What are you seeking? If a spiritual person is sincere and honest he cannot say, "I am seeking God," because he does not know whether God is or not.
And the word god is absolutely meaningless unless you have known. So you cannot seek God or moksha, liberation -- you cannot. A sincere seeker will have to fall back upon himself. The seeking is not for something outward, it is for something inward. Somewhere something is known which has been glimpsed at, which has become the seed, and which is compelling you, pushing you, toward something unknown.

 

 

You cannot be free by obeying the rules. You cannot be free by waiting for someone to rescue you. You cannot be free simply by hoping for a brighter day tomorrow. Freedom comes from within. It does not come from without. It does not come from a charismatic leader. It does not come with a set of instructions. It does not come from being raised with doses of discipline and dogma. It does not come from being given your freedom only after you prove yourself to your parents, teachers, pastors, or other authority figures. It does not come from any God who demands obedience before He promises blessings (or threatens curses). It does not come from delineated rights. It does not come from The Constitution. It is you from whom freedom springs. It is you in whom freedom thrives. No one gave it to you. Like Dorothy and her ruby slippers, your way home was with you all the time. You just didn't realize it. Do you understand? You are freedom. Contrary to that tiresome cliché, freedom is free.

The fame of St George throughout Europe was greatly increased by the publication of the Legenda Sanctorum (Readings on the Saints), later known as the Legenda Aurea (The Golden Legend) by James of Voragine in 1265. The name 'golden legend' does not refer to St George but to the whole collection of stories, which were said to be worth their weight in gold. It was this book which popularized the legend of George and the Dragon. The legend may have been particularly well received in England because of a similar legend in Anglo-Saxon literature. St George became a stock figure in the secular miracle plays derived from pagan sources which continued to be performed at the beginning of spring. The origin of the legend remains obscure. It is first recorded in the late sixth century and may have been an allegory of the persecution of Diocletian, who was sometimes referred to as 'the dragon' in ancient texts. The story may also be a christianized version of the Greek legend of Perseus, who was said to have rescued the virgin Andromeda from a sea monster at Arsuf or Jaffa, near Lydda (Diospolis), where the cult of St George grew up around the site of his supposed tomb.
 

Like the maiden of Arc who was the warrior priestess avenging the Carthers and liberating France from a hundred year war..

Jacques d'Arc, Joan's father, was a small peasant farmer, poor but not needy. Joan seems to have been the youngest of a family of five. All the witnesses in the process of rehabilitation spoke of her as a singularly pious child, grave beyond her years, who often knelt in the church absorbed in prayer, and loved the poor tenderly. Great attempts were made at Joan's trial to connect her with some superstitious practices supposed to have been performed round a certain tree, popularly known as the "Fairy Tree" (l'Arbre des Dames), but the sincerity of her answers baffled her judges. She had sung and danced there with the other children, and had woven wreaths for Our Lady's statue, but since she was twelve years old she had held aloof from such diversions.

It was around 1424, when she was 12, that Joan said she began to have visions of Saints Catherine and Margaret (two early Christian martyrs) and St. Michael the Archangel (identified in the Bible as the commander of Heaven's armies who led the war against Satan). Michael had been chosen in 1422 as one of the patron saints of the French Royal army (along with Saint Denis), and had long been the patron of the fortified island of Mont-St-Michel, which had been holding out against repeated English assaults.

Although Joan never made any statement as to the date at which the voices revealed her mission, it seems certain that the call of God was only made known to her gradually. But by May, 1428, she no longer doubted that she was bidden to go to the help of the king, and the voices became insistent, urging her to present herself to Robert Baudricourt, who commanded for Charles VII in the neighbouring town of Vaucouleurs. This journey she eventually accomplished a month later, but Baudricourt, a rude and dissolute soldier, treated her and her mission with scant respect, saying to the cousin who accompanied her: "Take her home to her father and give her a good whipping."

 

However, at Joan's earnest entreaty a short campaign was begun upon the Loire, which, after a series of successes, ended on 18 June with a great victory at Patay, where the English reinforcements sent from Paris under Sir John Fastolf were completely routed.

The principal aim of Joan's mission was thus attained, and some authorities assert that it was now her wish to return home, but that she was detained with the army against her will.

 

 

No words can adequately describe the disgraceful ingratitude and apathy of Charles and his advisers in leaving the Maid to her fate. If military force had not availed, they had prisoners like the Earl of Suffolk in their hands, for whom she could have been exchanged. Joan was sold by John of Luxembourg to the English for a sum which would amount to several hundred thousand dollars in modern money. There can be no doubt that the English, partly because they feared their prisoner with a superstitious terror, partly because they were ashamed of the dread which she inspired, were determined at all costs to take her life. They could not put her to death for having beaten them, but they could get her sentenced as a witch and a heretic.

 

 

The scene of her execution is vividly described by a number of those who were present that day. She listened calmly to the sermon read to her, but then broke down weeping during her own address, in which she forgave her accusers for what they were doing and asked them to pray for her. The accounts say that most of the judges and assessors themselves, and a few of the English soldiers and officials, were openly sobbing by the end of it. But a few of the English soldiers were becoming impatient, and one sarcastically shouted to the bailiff Jean Massieu, "What, priest, are you going to make us wait here until dinner?" The executioner was ordered to "do your duty".

They tied her to a tall pillar well above the crowd. She asked for a cross, which one sympathetic English soldier tried to provide by making a small one out of wood. A crucifix was brought from the nearby church and Friar Martin Ladvenu held it up in front of her until the flames rose. Several eyewitnesses recalled that she repeatedly screamed "...in a loud voice the holy name of Jesus, and implored and invoked without ceasing the aid of the saints of Paradise". Then her head drooped, and it was over.

Jean Tressard, Secretary to the King of England, was seen returning from the execution exclaiming in great agitation, "We are all ruined, for a good and holy person was burned." The Cardinal of England himself and the Bishop of Therouanne, brother of the same John of Luxembourg whose troops had captured Joan, were said to have wept bitterly. The executioner, Geoffroy Therage, confessed to Martin Ladvenu and Isambart de la Pierre afterwards, saying that "...he had a great fear of being damned, [as] he had burned a saint." The worried English authorities tried to put a stop to any further talk of this sort by punishing those few who were willing to publicly speak out in her favor: the legal records show a number of prosecutions during the following days.

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The lion represents two things. One: it never moves in a crowd. It is always alone, it loves solitude.
It is an individual, utterly an individual. It is not like sheep.


The sheep can exist Only with the crowd, with the mob. Alone it is very frightened. Alone it is very nervous. It does not know what to do, where to go. It depends on the crowd to be led, to be guided. And the irony is that others are also dependent on the same crowd. So everybody is dependent on everybody else thinking that others know better. They all live in an illusion.


But that's the situation of the ordinary human being too. They live as part of the mob psychology They don't have their own psyche yet. Hindu -- yes, Mohammedan -- yes, Christian -- yes But it is very rare to find an individual. They can become Communistic very easily. That is another crowd.

Warrior priestesses  have to be individuals. Each worriour priestess has to depend on herself. That's why I am not giving detailed instructions to you . So you cannot depend on anything. You have to fall upon yourself. Sometimes it looks cruel. But that's the only compassionate way to help: Unless you are thrown back again and again, you are not going to be an individual . You will remain part of a crowd.


You can change crowds, that's not difficult. You can change your affiliations, your labels. But the basic thing is missing: You don't have an independent soul.


The lion represents individuality.
And secondly The lion represents immense courage.
It never escapes from any challenge. It may die but It will not turn its back.


It is better to die than to be a coward. To be a coward is a far uglier phenomenon. Death is not ugly.


Death can be beautiful if you die courageously. If you die accepting a challenge joyously, dancingly, As Socrates died, as Jesus died, as George and Joan died, It is one of the most beautiful phenomena on the earth. Death depends on you.
If you are a coward even life is ugly.


What to say about death? If you are courageous even death is beautiful.

So remember these two things.
Be an individual and be absolutely courageous... that's the way of warrior priestesses : Individuality and courage.


Unless one is ready to risk all, one cannot find ...
 

Mysteries of symbol and place


In 1947, in caves along the shore of the Dead Sea, a cache of documents was found which dated back to the time of Jesus. These documents were apparently written by a community of Essenes who had lived in the area. The documents had been hidden in the caves, presumably, in case the Romans were to overrun the Holy Land during one of the many Jewish revolts. Unlike the Nag Hammadi texts which were discovered only two years earlier, the Dead Sea scrolls were not turned over to a scientific team for translation, but a team of clergy and academics who seemed to want the respect and admiration that they would receive from possessing the texts more than they wanted to translate and share them. As a result, by 1977, the Nag Hammadi Library had been translated and published. By 1987, ten years later, the world was still waiting on the Dead Sea Scroll team, with only occasional publications of certain documents or fragments during the previous 40 years. In addition to the parchments, there were also 450 bronze coins (dating from 135BC to 136AD), an urn of anointing oil (made from a plant which has been extinct for hundreds of years), and a metal roll which has become known as the Copper Scroll. These texts show a very different proto-Christian religion being formed than what is today the Roman Catholic Church. From those that have studied the texts, it has been proposed that the Essenes followed the teachings of Jesus and his brother James, who may be the one referred to as the "Teacher of Righteousness" in the texts. The Pauline Catholic movement was viewed as a perversion of traditional Jewish teachings, as well as those of Jesus and James. It has also been proposed that the original research team suppressed the translation of the texts because some of the writing were in direct conflict with Roman Catholic dogma. In the Son of God Scroll, the writer explains that "Son of God" is a title used to represent the true Davidic bloodline heir to the throne of Israel. A title that could be applied to either Jesus or James, yet very different from the meaning assigned to that title in Roman Catholicism. Probably the most profound discovery among the Dead Sea scrolls was the Copper Scroll. A rolled scroll actually made from a sheet of copper, it was so badly oxidized it had to be sliced into strips to be opened. The Copper Scroll was a treasure map, listing various precious metals and religious relics that had been buried throughout the Holy Land to keep them out of Roman hands in case of revolution. Some believe this list of treasures to be a forgery,as none of the treasures have been found. Others believe carving instructions into a sheet of metal using technology of 2000 years ago and then rolling the item into a tube seems to be a little far to go for a joke. The Copper Scroll ends by mentioning another copy of itself, possibly hidden in the ruins of the Temple of Solomon. Excavations at the ruins of the Temple of Solomon in the 1950's revealed that the Knights Templar also excavated under the temple while stationed there during the Crusades, possibly for the purpose of building their stables there. Its possible that the Templars located not only the second copy of the scroll, but also managed to locate a good portion of the treasures described within it.

Within the golden portal Of the garden of the wise, Watching by the seven sprayed fountain, The Hesperian Dragon lies. Like the ever burning Branches In the dream of holy seer; Like the types of Asia's churches Those glorious jets appear. Three times the magic waters Must the Winged Dragon drain Then his scales shall burst asunder And his Heart be rent in twain. Forth shall flow an emanation Forth shall spring a shape divine, And if Sol and Cynthia and thee Shall the charmed Key be thine.

II

In the solemn groves of Wisdom Where black pines their shadows fling Near the haunted cell of Hermes, Three lovely flowrets spring: The Violet damask tinted In scent all flowers above: The milk white vestal Lily And the purple flower of Love. Red Sol a sign shall give thee Where the Sapphire Violets gleam, Watered by the rills that wander From the viewless golden stream: One Violet shalt thou gather— But ah—beware, beware ! — The Lily and the Amaranth Demand thy chiefest care.

III

With in the lake of crystal, Roseate as Sol's first ray With eyes of diamond lustre, A thousand fishes play A net within that water A net with web of gold If cast where air bills glitter One shining fish shall hold.

IV

Amid the oldest mountains Whose tops are next the Sun, The everlasting rivers Through glowing channels run, Those channels are of gold And thence the countless treasures Of the kings of earth are rolled. But far—far must he wander O'er realms and seas unknown Who seeks the Ancient Mountains Where shines the Wondrous Stone.


There is a huge outdoor temple in the Languadoc region of France, surrounding a "Pentacle" of Mountains and prominently featuring the hamlet of Rennes-le-Chateau. This temple, according to the author, was built using the English units of mile and rod. The "holy place" is a region around the village of Rennes-le-Chateau in France, and what makes it holy is that the churches, castles and ruins of the area are all aligned in complex geometrical patterns, and the high points of land surrounding the area are situated in the shape of a pentagon. The building sites are on points that form an arrangement of pentagons, stars, circles, and grids. Most of the book describes and illustrates these geographic and geometric relationships, This book details a very strong case for a Geometrical Conundrum, in this mountain region and the surrounding area, and there seems to be a strong desire to "reveal" the existence of a conspiracy surrounding the region, church..The Templars had dicovered these ancient codes for mathematics and geography. They used this knowledge exclusively for their own purpose i.e. building technics and the choice of locations respectively. This in a lasting attemp to find the buried treasure. For myself it is a treasure map of metaphysical proportions, because I have had a similar dream as the serpents rouge and have been pursuing the mystery of ''serpent, treasure, goddess'' archetypes. Like a Holy Grail myth. It was this dream, among other things that awakened me to the Christian Goddess.
 


'Gold in the crucible' was the end of this educative process. It was what was left when all the dross in man's nature had been burned off in the furnace of life's tests and experiences. What the alchemists called the homunculus to be created in the laboratory was neither a kind of Frankenstein's monster nor a delusion, but St. Paul's "new man" born of or sublimated from the "old man" of unreformed and unenlightened habit. The performers of the magnum opus (the 'great work') were not really the men who had found the secret of making metallic gold, but rather those who were completing the work of refinement carried out on one's self. Stairway of the Sages is the suggestive title of an old book in this field. Despite the piety and devotion of Nicolas Flamel (1330(?)-1417) and others like him, the Church was opposed to alchemy because it recognized that this was not just a search for commercial gold, but that it provided a channel for the continued transmission of heretical doctrines. In his Subterranean Physics (1669), Becher writes: False alchemists seek only to make gold; true philosophers desire only knowledge. The former produce mere tinctures, sophistries, ineptitudes; the latter enquire after the principles of things. The alchemical gnosis or wisdom was based on the correspondence between progressive stages of illumination and successive material operations. The psychotherapist Carl G. Jung realized but one aspect of the symbolism of alchemy when he delved into the subject and equated it with twentieth century psychology (Psychology and Alchemy and Alchemical Studies, Vols. 12 and 13 Collected Works of C. G. Jung, Bollingen Foundation, Pantheon Books, New York); his association of the glyphs with the processes taking place within the mind of the human being was intuitive, but the full parallelism seems to have been broader and deeper than he envisaged. He referred to Paracelsus as the first scientist in psychology, and to his alchemical writings as providing very brilliant insights into such phenomena as the basic bipolarity within each individual. But some other commentators have maintained that Paracelsus' references to the elixir of life and to gold are screens for his profound esoteric doctrines. When Paracelsus says the philosopher's stone is white, obtainable only after nine months' work, he seems to be pointing to the quality of purity and also making an analogy with the gestation period: the physical course is a perfect symbol for the spiritual one, though the time cycle may be much greater for the one than for the other. Is this not a variant of the myths of the Quest for the Holy Grail, with the Holy Vessel a synonym for the philosopher's stone, as Caron and Hutin suggest? (The Alchemists, Evergreen Profile Books, 1961. 192 pages.) They have not been alone in this, nor in the pointer to Parsifal, with his similarity to the Celtic Pair Cyffail, the Cup of Regeneration, to give added force to the comparison. There is certainly a parallel between alchemical research and the gnostic illumination of the earliest Christian as well as pre-Christian communities:

HAJR-E-ASWAD Its a black stone. It is narrated that Prophet Adam (a.s.) when he was in heavens, he used to sit on this stone and pray. When he was sent down to this earth, the stone started crying. So Allah sent this stone to the earth along with him. Angels put it at the place of Kaba. On the day of judgement it will be a witness for those who have gone there for Hajj and Omra. HAJR-E-ASWAD Its a black stone. It is narrated that Prophet Adam (a.s.) when he was in heavens, he used to sit on this stone and pray. When he was sent down to this earth, the stone started crying. So Allah sent this stone to the earth along with him. Angels put it at the place of Kaba. On the day of judgement it will be a witness for those who have gone there for Hajj and Omra. The Black Stone: Another Hadith: Tirmizi 98/2: " It was sent down from Jannah and its color was whiter than milk but sins of sons of Adam has turned it to black.

The “unknown” through which he travels, then, would be the zodiac - the Celestial Sea, also represented by the serpent. They reached me separately, nevertheless they form a whole for him who knows that the colors of the rainbow give a white unity, or for the Artist, who, under his brush, is able to, from the six hues of his magic palette, make the night spurt out. This passage refers to the peculiar property of the seven colors of visible light, which, when combined, form a pure white light, the radiance of divine illumination. This may be an allusion to the alchemical language of light. When all of the major pigment colors are added together, they form the opposite - black. The Grail has always symbolized, in part, the essential unity of diverse aspects of the universe in this manner, including the unity of opposites such as black and white. The author of this poem seems to be saying that that Grail has been broken into disconnected pieces and scattered about, like the pieces of Osiris’ body, or the original language of the Tower of Babel.

The “rose” mentioned may be the “hidden sun” said to be within the tomb, which is referred to metaphorically in occult ritual as a rose. It may represent, in this instance, the “heart” of Mt. Cardou. If the prime meridian of the ancient world passes through this point, this may explain why it is called “the Roseline.” The reference to the “heart” which “radiates the source of love for one another” identifies this “rose” with the Sacred Heart symbol as well, which was used by the Priory of Sion under their guise as the Hieron du Val d’Or. The Sacred Heart symbol is further linked with the rose-cross, the Celtic cross, the ankh, and the Venus symbol. All of these represent this concept of the center of the Earth and the prime meridian.

This friend, how does one present him? His name remains a mystery, but his number is that of a famous seal. “His name remains a mystery” because the true Enoch is hidden behind many veils of myth, and is given many names. The “seal” is the six-pointed seal of Solomon, this symbol also represents the “Arka” and the world-mountain. How does one describe him? Maybe like the pilot of the imperishable Ark... A direct reference linking the main character to the Flood hero. … impassable like a column on a white rock, scanning towards the South, where the black rock is. Here we have a reference to a white rock and a black rock. The Grail stone is said to be both white and black, and this will have a very particular significance later on in the poem.(1) The Ark’s pilot standing “impassable” upon the white rock may also refer to the mountain that the Ark rested upon when the Flood subsided, like Mount Ararat in the Bible. In my arduous pilgrimage, I was tempted to clear for myself, with a sword, a way towards the inextricable vegetation of the woods. I wanted the reach the mysterious house of the Sleeping BEAUTY in whom certain poets see the QUEEN of a fallen kingdom.

But how many have plundered the HOUSE, leaving nothing but embalmed cadavers and metal objects that they could not have taken. What strange mystery is concealed within the new temple of SOLOMON, edified by the children of Saint VINCENT? This is clearly a reference to the sacking of Solomon’s Temple, the loss of the Grail, and the “ruined house” concept discussed earlier. The “new” Temple of Solomon reference alludes to the concept of regaining that which was lost. But it may also refer to Rennes-le-Chateau, linking it symbolically with the Temple of Solomon. In other words, Rennes-le-Chateau is the real “Holy of Holies”, where the real “stone from Heaven”, and the bodies of the real “holy patriarchs” are buried: the real “center of the Earth”, and the ideal location to build a sacred temple, which I believe also exists within the mountains. The writer seems to be describing a tomb that has been partially plundered except for the bodies, and other objects that were too heavy to carry. This may indeed be the case with the tombs beneath Rennes-le-Chateau.

This describes the “Herculean” task of finding the tomb of the goddess-queen said to be buried in the Pyrenees. She embodies the goddess archetype of Venus, the Sleeping Beauty. The symbols of the labyrinth and the dense woods are identical and are often combined in other versions of the Tomb of Venus tale. Nicholas de Vere writes in The Dragon Legacy that, “Labyrinths were often placed in the center of groves. Sleeping Beauty, Diana and Rapunzel’s tower were all located in the middle of groves or thick woods.” And as the poem says, Venus was indeed a queen during the golden age. That kingdom is now “fallen”, and it is that “fallen kingdom” which the Priory of Sion wishes to revive. Worried about finding the way again, the parchments of this Friend were for me like the thread of Ariadne. Here we have a direct reference to the aforementioned labyrinth, specifically the one built on Crete which is the center of the famous Greek myth of Theseus and the Minotaur. This labyrinth symbol repeatedly comes up in connection to the Venus myth and the Holy Grail. The labyrinth is often located inside the caverns of Venus’s enchanted mountain, or, as in the Rapunzel story, can be entered through a tower that represents a mountain. In fact in Scandinavia labyrinths are referred to as “Babylons”, indicating that perhaps a labyrinth was located underneath the Tower of Babel, like the labyrinths that have been found underneath South American ziggurats and the pyramids of Egypt. There may then be one underneath the mountains of Rennes-le-Chateau. As Nicholas de Vere states, “The labyrinth, like the pyramid and its collaterals, is thought to be a development of the idea of the mountain cave.” The chequered pattern, and the game of chess itself, is associated with the Knights Templar, who purportedly acquired knowledge of these things through their extensive contact with Eastern mystics during the Crusades. The game of chess not only represents the eternal battle between the forces of good and evil, light and dark; it also represents something astrological. First of all, the board’s outer ring consists of twenty-eight squares, which, as Michael Schneider acknowledges in The Beginner’s Guide to Constructing the Universe, represents the twenty-eight days of the lunar cycle. The king and queen are solar and lunar symbols, : “The king, the most important piece, represents the Sun of this solar system... traveling only one step at a time, along both square and triangular lines, in any of eight directions. The king is virtually hidden from the action, yet the entire game revolves around it...The queen is the most powerful piece on the board, having unlimited movement in any of eight directions of manifestation... In another sense she is Regina Coeli, Queen of the Heavens, the widely traveling moon which always reflects the light of the Sun, the king.” Besides the king and queen, other pieces on the board also have special significance. The four rooks, or towers could represent the “four watchtowers” that divide the zodiac into four cardinal points, and which were incorporated into the headdress of the goddesses Isis and Diana, as well as Mary Magdalene. (In fact, a statue of Mary Magdalene crowned with four towers can be seen just outside in the courtyard of the church at Rennes-le-Chateau.) The black and white squares could be considered alternating periods of day and night. The chessboard itself, made up of four concentric rings of squares, resembles a “bird’s eye view” of a four-stepped ziggurat, and thus represents the world mountain that in the eyes of the ancients provided the axis along which the cosmos metaphorically rotated.

The Chess Patronesses
St. Teresa of Avila


Teresa Sanchez Cepeda Davila y Ahmada (1515-1582), was born into an aristocratic Castilian family at Avila, and her biography notes that she was known for her charm, affectionate exuberance, prudence and charity. At the age of twenty-one Teresa entered the Carmelite convent of the Incarnation. After twenty-five years or more of unreformed Carmelite life, in 1562 Teresa founded the house of St. Joseph of Avila, with very strict rules. She was famous in her time for her deep spiritual life, her administrative skills, and her real intelligence. Theresa wrote many books during her lifetime; among the most noted of which is the "Way of Perfection" (circa 1565). It is in the "Way of Perfection" that Teresa utilized perhaps the most famous of her analogies:

"I hope you do not think I have written too much about this already; for I have only been placing the board, as they say. You have asked me to tell you about the first steps in prayer; although God did not lead me by them, my daughters I know no others, and even now I can hardly have acquired these elementary virtues. But you may be sure that anyone who cannot set out the pieces in a game of chess will never be able to play well, and, if he does not know how to give check, he will not be able to bring about a checkmate. Now you will reprove me for talking about games, as we do not play them in this house and are forbidden to do so. That will show you what kind of a mother God has given you -- she even knows about vanities like this! However, they say that the game is sometimes legitimate. How legitimate it will be for us to play it in this way, and, if we play it frequently, how quickly we shall give checkmate to this Divine King! He will not be able to move out of our check nor will He desire to do so."

"It is the queen which gives the king most trouble in this game and all the other pieces support her. There is no queen who can beat this King as well as humility can; for humility brought Him down from Heaven into the Virgin's womb and with humility we can draw Him into our souls by a single hair. Be sure that He will give most humility to him who has most already and least to him who has least. I cannot understand how humility exists, or can exist, without love, or love without humility, and it is impossible for these two virtues to exist save where there is great detachment from all created things."

Chess is a game that developed across ancient political borders. Chess is not an endeavour that can be claimed by any one cultures God or Goddess. It truly transcends all political notions of time and place. People believed that although Chess is played by two physical human beings, it is on a metaphysical plane that the pieces are moved. In this regard it is archetypal and psycho-spiritual. Moreover, although the chessboard itself seemingly is nothing other than a fixed block of wood, or marble, covered by 64 squares, in fact it juxtapositions into an arena of creativity, imagination, and sacred dance. In this regard it is alchemical and transformative. Things are in constant motion and the state of the players are altered forever.

Recovery of the feminine face of chess emerges with the debut of the queen. Granted sweeping new powers though final modifications introduced in late 15th Century Spain, the "new chess" of Renaissance Europe invokes multiple reflections of a matriachal past. Through this mirror, the profiles of formidable goddess archetypes cast their shape and substance onto various facets of chess, while opening new horizons for the study of its origins. Survey examinations of traditional goddess iconography and its status in many exceptionally ancient board games (Mehen, Senet, Pentagram, etc.) pose questions that seem to have been overlooked on several fronts.

There exists a sacred balance in this precious Game. For the male and female powers are shared. There is no dominant piece. For even the lowly pawn is able to transform itself into the most regal of all pieces, the Queen. Each and every piece has a male and female element. And together they are able to navigate the entire surface of the black and white covered board. No square is restricted to any one piece. It is open for anyone to enter.

The.. Masonic chessboard queen.. seems to be an archetype.. wisdom is associated with the pearl of great price which is a geometric solid.. and also an archetype.. If you associate sacred geometry with the sacred feminine and place these elements in the central myth of Christianity then you can re-establish that the ancients included science in their religion, and was not anti-intellectual.. Which means that the number seven in reference to Mary Magdalene ties ancient science/magic to the King and Queen of Christianity.. This gives a myth to the middle ages which has been missing in the pursuit of rationalism verses the anti-intellectualism of the inquisition..

So the number 7 would tie the persona Wisdom in Proverbs to Mary M... Her soul transcending the seven spheres of the heavens. The number seven in reference to Mary M, would also mean to restore balance. She is the curves. Sacred geometry and divine male and female relations have balance in common.. they describe balance and the concept of balance describes them. Checkerboard -Symbol of the sphere of water, life water. Alternates with net. Chevron -Double or triple V ( V is the Bird Goddess’s emblem from Upper Paleolithic times, derived from a triangle i.e. pubic triangle, vulva. A main sign in the sacred script of Old Europe). Circle, single or concentric -A transmitter of the concentrated divine energy of the center, related to the sacred ring dance. Crescent -Energy sign, symbol of becoming, denoting the beginning phase of the lunar cycle. <<<<<<< In dream symbols.. associating Mary M. with a geographical location also associates Her with the earth. . hence, associating her with the mother archetype. The treasure, is Divine knowledge unfolding itself. It is about magic.. The importance and relevance is what Divinity does for us in order to reveal itself. To truly approach the Divine, we must, transcend the the idea of self, the tribe, even one’s culture and society for Divinity is the summation of all, quite beyond society.

Just like we can show Mary Magdalene as the divine feminine through the meaning of the number 7 in ancient cosmology and science.. we can also show that Mary is Queen through the use of Her title.. that is Mary (tower of the flock).. or Mary of Bethany.. She is the only person associated with Jesus who is called by a title representing a geographical location. THIS IS PROFOUND! the reason being, a title is like a flag.. it represents clans and territories. the purpose of a flag is to show a group, usually associated by blood, within certain geographical boundaries. A title is the very nearly the same thing in a political sense. They are symbols from their familial, ethnic and national cultures. What is the last name meaning and family coat of arms of my family history is a common question. The family coat of arms will show the motto and crest {if it has one} of your family genealogy. Titles represent boundaries and mating. Titles are something that provides a basis for or justifies a claim; A legitimate or alleged right. Titles are a formal appellation attached to the name of a person or family by virtue of office, rank, hereditary privilege, noble birth, or attainment or used as a mark of respect. They are a demand for something as rightful or due and provide a basis for demanding something claimed in a formal or legal manner, especially a tract of public land. They represent a demand for payment in accordance with a policy or other formal arrangement. Mary Magdalene is given a title this way because it represents a household on the Queens side.

women will be restored to their place as the original healers, and when this occurs they shall lead the way. The role of the men as the spiritual warriors in this new time is to protect the sacred space of women so they can do their work. When these things are done, the pendulum of imbalance will stop for the first time since the beginning of time.<<<< >>>>The Elders say, “nothing is created outside until it is created inside first.”

In the belief system of ancient man, it was the cosmos, and the heavenly bodies contained within it, that controlled man’s fate. The chessboard symbolizes an astrological mosaic of fate’s possibilities. On the board there are six different types of pieces, and these six types of pieces can move in any of eight directions (the four cardinal points, and the four diagonal points). That there are sixty-four possibilities is fitting, since there are sixty-four six-part “codons”, or “genetic words” in human DNA. There are also, notably, sixty-four hexagrams in the Chinese divination system known as I-Ching. The relationships between the pieces on the chessboard form, as Michael Schneider suggests, “...lines of force composing an energy web”, like the web of the spider goddess Arachne, whose eight legs can be likened to the eight directions on a chessboard, as well as the eight squares that are on each side of the chessboard’s outer ring. Schneider writes that, “The chessboard, the spider’s web... and the I-Ching each in its own way represents the world’s opposite forces weaving the eight-fold ‘elements’... the warp and weft of matter’s web.” The Web of Arachne, or the “Web of Fate”, was also likened by Nicholas de Vere to the Buddhist eight-spoked Wheel of Life, and to the Tarot’s eight-spoked Wheel of Fortune, which both seem, in this context, to be not unlike Sleeping Beauty’s spinning wheel, which controlled the fate of an entire kingdom.


The mandala idea originated long ago before the idea of history itself. In the earliest level of India or even Indo-European religion, in the Rig Veda and its associated literature, mandala is the term for a chapter, a collection of mantras or verse hymns chanted in Vedic ceremonies, perhaps coming from the sense of round, as in a round of songs. The universe was believed to originate from these hymns, whose sacred sounds contained the genetic patterns of beings and things, so there is already a clear sense of mandala as world-model.



The word mandala itself is derived from the root manda, which means essence, to which the suffix la, meaning container, has been added. Thus, one obvious connotation of mandala is that it is a container of essence. As an image, a mandala may symbolize both the mind and the body of the Buddha. In esoteric Buddhism the principle in the mandala is the presence of the Buddha in it, but images of deities are not necessary. They may be presented either as a wheel, a tree, or a jewel, or in any other symbolic manifestation. The origin of the mandala is the center, a dot. It is a symbol apparently free of dimensions. It means a 'seed', 'sperm', 'drop', the salient starting point. It is the gathering center in which the outside energies are drawn, and in the act of drawing the forces, the devotee's own energies unfold and are also drawn. Thus it represents the outer and inner spaces. Its purpose is to remove the object-subject dichotomy. In the process, the mandala is consecrated to a deity. In its creation, a line materializes out of a dot. Other lines are drawn until they intersect, creating triangular geometrical patterns. The circle drawn around stands for the dynamic consciousness of the initiated. The outlying square symbolizes the physical world bound in four directions, represented by the four gates; and the midmost or central area is the residence of the deity. Thus the center is visualized as the essence and the circumference as grasping, thus in its complete picture a mandala means grasping the essence.



The relationship between music, moves, pattern and geometry is one that occurs naturally - yet the awareness of this can lead to greater insight into the art of Oriental dance. Dance and religion - areas so often seen as polarities of the other - are linked through manifestation of shape and symbol; a universal articulation. Sacred geometry exists in dance - spacial shape-making, creative lines and movement that affect our senses, understanding and perception of the space we inhabit. Like nature and science, dance and music have their roots in organic pattern that is part of a natural geometry or underlying structure. Sacred geometry is based on cosmology. To understand cosmology, we must first define a cosmos. A cosmos, by definition, presupposes an underlying order to the universe. Cosmology is the study of the universial creative principles and energies that begin with a centre point - or point of creation and then grows from the centre via a point of departure - we see this in the growing embryo, flowers, snowflakes and stars.

The study of this cyclic, numerical order known as cosmology began evolving thousands of years ago, with the first quest for knowledge of the workings of the universe explored through the cyclic forces of nature by various nature worshipping cults and societies; the Pharonic dynasties, pagans and goddess revering religions, to the more recent religious sects of Buddhism, Hinduism, Taoism and Islam. Today, some of the most prolific sacred geometry exists in Islamic art. More than merely decorative art, the Islamic scholars studied the laws and patterns of the cosmos to create art that brings sacred cosmology to the spectator as well as the artist.

The Freemasons have been know to refer to God as the Grand Geometrician of the Universe, and Masonic teachings are thick with geometric allegory. Geometry, is, in the most basic sense, earth measurement, and the Freemasons, as ‘traveling men’ would have to know a thing or two about earth measurement in order to navigate their way in their travels. As a very basic science, earth measurement antedates Freemasonry and Christianity. Obviously there were those ancients who were aware of the spherical nature of the earth to include its approximate size, well before this knowledge was common. Any who preserved such knowledge when it might have been considered heretical would certainly want to keep it a secret from the Holy Inquisition. History tells us that the builder of the Jerusalem Temple was Hyrum of Tyre. Tyre, of course, was populated by the Pagan Phoenicians. The Phoenicians, as traders, were the ‘traveling men’ of their day and Phoenician navigators, architects and geometricians who designed the Jerusalem Temple may well have known the true nature of the earth allowing them to align the pillars and holy of holies to significant celestial events such as the rising of Venus in the east. Other Pagans had similar knowledge as evidenced by the alignment, design and proportion of their Temples and sacred structures. This knowledge was probably preserved by those who found it useful, builders and navigators, in the face of later church opposition to such Pagan science.

What is common for the beauty of a sculpture, picture, simphony, poem, etc? Is it possible to compare the beauty of the temple to the beauty of a nocturne? It appears it is, provided the unified criteria of beauty are found. Among many proportions there is one having unique properties. This proportion is called: "golden section", "golden ratio", "golden number" and "golden mean".. The golden section- a precise way of dividing a line, music or anything else-is showed up early in mathematics. It goes back at least as far as 300 B.C., when Euclid described it in his major work, the Elements. Moreover, the Pythagoreans apparently knew about the golden section around 500 B.C. The oldest examples of this principle, however, appear in nature's proportions, including the morphology of pine cones and starfish. Further more, "The golden section is thought by some people to offer the aesthetically most pleasing proportion." The Golden Proportion, phi, has been observed to evoke emotion or aesthetic feelings within us. The ancient Egyptians used it in the construction of the great pyramids and in the design of hieroglyphs found on tomb walls. At another time, thousands of miles away, the ancients of Mexico embraced phi while building the Sun Pyramid at Teotihuacan. The Greeks studied phi closely through their mathematics and used it in their architecture. The Parthenon at Athens is a classic example of the use of the Golden Rectangle. Plato in his Timaeus considered it the most binding of all mathematical relations and makes it the key to the physics of the cosmos. During the Renaissance, phi served as the "hermetic" structure on which great masterpieces were composed. Renowned artists such as Michelangelo, Raphael, and Leonardo da Vinci made use of it for they knew of its appealing qualities. Evidence suggests that classical music composed by Mozart, Beethoven, and Bach embraces phi. Pythagoras (560-480 BC), the Greek geometer, was especially interested in the Golden Section, and proved that it was the basis for the proportions of the human figure. He showed that the human body is built with each part in a definite Golden Proportion to all the other parts. Pythagoras' discoveries of the proportions of the human figure had a tremendous effect on Greek art. Every part of their major buildings, down to the smallest detail of decoration, was constructed upon this proportion. The Parthenon was perhaps the best example of a mathematical approach to art. Throughout history, the ratio for length width of rectangles of 1.6180339887... has been considered the most pleasing to the eye.The Greek sculptor Phidias sculptured many things including the bands of sculpture that run above the columns of the Parthenon. There are golden rectangles throughout this structure which is found in Athens, Greece. Phidia widely used the Golden Ratio in his works of sculpture. The Golden Section, also known as Phi, is manifested in the structure of the human body. If the length of the hand has the value of 1, for instance, then the combined length of hand + forearm has the approximate value of Phi. Similarly the proportion of upper arm to hand + forearm is in the same ratio of 1: Phi . The human face abounds with examples of the Golden Section. The head forms a golden rectangle with the eyes at its midpoint.The mouth and nose are each placed at golden sections of the distance between the eyes and the bottom of the chin.Phi defines the dimensions of the human profile. Even when viewed from the side, the human head illustrates the Golden Proportion. The human body is based on Phi and the number 5.The number 5 appendages to the torso, in the arms, leg and head. 5 appendages on each of these, in the fingers and toes and 5 openings on the face.The human body illustrates the Golden Section or Divine Proportion, also.The Divine Proportion in the Body : The DNA cross-section is based on Phi.A cross-sectional view from the top of the DNA double helix forms a decagon. A decagon is in essence two pentagons, with one rotated by 36 degrees from the other, so each spiral of the double helix must trace out the shape of a pentagon. The ratio of the diagonal of a pentagon to its side is Phi : 1.So, no matter which way you look at it, even in its smallest element, DNA, and life, is constructed using phi and the golden section!

The DNA molecule, the program for all life, is based on the Golden section. It measures 34 angstroms long by 21 angstroms wide for each full cycle of its double helix spiral.34 and 21, of course, are numbers in the Fibonacci series and their ratio, 1.6190476 closely approximates Phi, 1.6180339. There are many examples of the Golden Section or Divine Proportion in Nature. For example,the eye, fins and tail all fall at Golden Sections of the length of a dolphin's body. Phi is frequently expressed in many of Nature`s creations, and by varying the angle between adjacent radii, a number of Natural spirals and leafshapes can be created. The Fibonacci numbers form the best whole number approximations to the Golden number. Plants illustrate the Fibonacci series in the numbers and arrangements of petals, leaves, sections and seeds.Plants that are formed in spirals, such as pinecones, pineapples and sunflowers, illustrate Fibonacci numbers. Many plants produce new branches in quantities that are based on Fibonacci numbers. The Great Pyramid of Giza is one of the oldest structures on the face of the Earth. The exact number of stones was orginally estimated at 2,300,000 stone blocks weighing from 2-30 tons each, with some weighing as much as 70 tons. the length of side OD (0.78615), when multiplied by 4 yields an amount (3.1446) that is almost exactly equal to Pi (3.1416). This finding means that the 38010' right triangle offers a unique and most interesting point of intersection between the Pi ratio and the golden ratio phenomenon. How this unexpected agreement comes to be is that : As we saw in the 38010' right triangle, 0.618034 ÷ 0.78615 = 0.78615. This means, that 0.618034 = 0.78615 x 0.78615. Therefore, 8 x 0.618034 is the same as 8 x 0.78615 x 0.78615; As we also saw, 4 x 0.78615 is a very close approximation for Pi . Therefore,2*Pi can be said to equal 8 x .78615. For the circumference of the circle using 0.78615 as its radius, we then have C =2*Pi*R = (8 x 0.78615) x 0.78615 .As a result, the Great Pyramid turns out to have the same perimeter length when measured in a horizontal plane, as a square, and in a vertical plane, as a circle. In the 16th Century, Luca Pacioli (1445-1514), geometer and friend of the great Renaissance painters, rediscovered the "golden secret". Luca Pacioli, however, was a great admirer of the Golden Section, as evidenced by the name of his treatise, Divina proportione, which actually comprises three independent works ( 1509 ). At the beginning Pacioli places the Compendium de divina proportione, the book about the Golden Section, which Pacioli dedicated to Duke Lodovico Sforza of Milan in December 1498. The learned Franciscan Pacioli finds five attributes of God in this special proportion, the first four of which are unity and uniqueness, trinity, the impossibility of defining in terms of human ratio, and the immutability. In the fifth, functional comparison Pacioli sets the "divine proportion" in relation to the Platonic quintessence: As God confers being to the celestial virtue, called by the other name 'fifth essence', and through that one to the other four simple bodies, that is, to the four earthly elements. ..and so through these to every other thing in nature. Thus this our proportion is the formal being of (according to Timaeus) heaven, attributing to it the figure of the solid called Duodecahedron, otherwise known as the solid of twelve pentagons. In the rest of the first book, Pacioli describes in detail the geometrical attributes of the "proportion having a middle and two extreme ends", in medieval words used also by Pacioli. He does not advance the field of research in his discipline, does not give any advice or thought about the practical application in the pictorial arts. In fact Pacioli's achievement consists more in diligent compilation than in scientific originality. Of course the Compendium is not architectural theory, but Pacioli himself wrote probably by c.1509 in Venice a small Tractato de l'architectura, published in the Divina porportione as the second book. His connection with architecture dates from his time in Rome, when he was Alberti's guest for months. Later in Urbino between 1472 and 1474, he had an occasion to meet Francesco di Giorgio Martini and Bramante, and in Milan (1494-1499/1500) he collaborated with Leonardo. At Milan Pacioli and Leonardo quickly became close friends. Mathematics and art were topics which they discussed at length, both gaining greatly from the other. At this time Pacioli began work on the second of his two famous works, Divina proportione and the figures for the text were drawn by Leonardo. Leonardo da Vinci (1451-1519) was one of the greatest inventor-scientist of recorded history. His genius was unbounded by time and technology, and was driven by his insatiable curiosity, and his intuitive sense of the laws of nature. Da Vinci was dedicated to discovery of truth and the mysteries of nature, and his insightful contributions to science and technology were legendary. As the archetypical Renaissance man, Leonardo helped set an ignorant and superstitous world on a course of reason, science, learning, and tolerance. He was an internationally renowned inventor, scientists, engineer, architect, painter, sculptor, musician, mathematician, anatomist, astronomer, geologists, biologist, and philosopher in his time.

Ever the perfectionist, Leonardo turned to science in the quest to improve his artwork. His study of nature and anatomy emerged in his stunningly realistic paintings, and his dissections of the human body paved the way for remarkably accurate figures. He was the first artist to study the physical proportions of men, women and children and to use these studies to determine the "ideal" human figure. Unlike many of his contemporaries -- Michelangelo for example -- he didn't get carried away and paint ludicrously muscular bodies, which he referred to as "bags of nuts." All in all, Leonardo believed that the artist must know not just the rules of perspective, but all the laws of nature. The eye, he believed, was the perfect instrument for learning these laws, and the artist the perfect person to illustrate them.

"...no human inquiry can be called science unless it pursues its path through mathematical exposition and demonstration." -Leonardo Da Vinci

Leonardo had for a long time displayed an ardent interest in the mathematics of art and nature. He had earlier, like Pythagoras, made a close study of the human figure and had shown how all its different parts were related by the golden section. Leonardo's unfinished canvas Saint Jerome shows the great scholar with a lion lying at his feet.A golden rectangle fits so neatly around the central figure that it is often said the artist deliberately painted the figure to conform to those proportions. Knowing Leonardo's love of "geometrical recreations" as he described them, this is quite likely. Looking back to classical themes and techniques for their inspiration, artists of the Renaissance like Michelangelo (1475-1564) and Raphael (1483-1530) once more began to construct their compositions on the golden ratio. The proportions of Michelangelo's David conform to the golden ratio from the location of the navel with respect to the height to the placement of the joints in the fingers. The Medieval builders of churches and cathedrals approached the design of their buildings in much the same way as the Greeks. A good geometric structure was their aim. Inside and out, their buildings were intricate constructions based on the golden section. Square/circle dual module was the design principle of the “Eighth Wonder of the World.” Almost one and a half thousand years since its construction in the center of ancient Constantinople, the Hagia Sophia has divulged the secret of its design principle. Istanbul/Bern/Heerbrugg, July 14, 2004 – Almost one and a half thousand years since its construction in the center of ancient Constantinople, the Hagia Sophia has divulged the secret of its design principle. Volker Hoffmann, professor at the Institute for Art History at the University of Bern, deciphered this using state-of-the-art 3-D laser technology. Some of the first laser evaluations are to be shown for the first time in mid-July 2004 in Istanbul at the Congress of the International Society for Photogrammetry and Remote Sensing (ISPRS). Due to its vast dome, which appears to be floating almost weightlessly over the open main room, the cathedral erected at the commission of emperor Justitian in the late antiquity period was regarded as the eighth wonder of the world. The “Aya Sofya” was built in a period of just six years between 532 and 537 AD according to the plans drafted by the mathematician Anthemios von Tralles and the architect and structural engineer Isidoros von Milet. However, the plans to this highly significant building and what is today a UNESCO world cultural heritage site have always remained lost without trace. For hundreds of years, experts have tried to fathom out just how these scientists and artists working in the 6th century managed to construct a freely suspended dome measuring almost 56 meters high and 31 meters wide, supported only by four pillars. Considering the technical facilities available at the time of its construction, many experts still regard this building even to this day as one of the boldest feats of construction to have ever been achieved by human hand. The “impossible task” of determining the dimensions “The key experience on entering the main room through the emperor’s gate, which immediately presents itself in full view exposing its full width and height up to the vertex of the huge dome, is the impossible task of finding a clear relationship to the dimensions and an accurate calculation of the dimensions. This phenomenon, which was intended by its architects, is produced by the spatial structure, the apparent weightlessness of the dome, and the bewildering abundance of direct and indirect lighting effects”, writes the guide Marco Polo. Thanks to the work of the Bernese art historian, insights into these dimensions and their consistent application by the architects and builders of the day are now available.

Constructional wonder of the world from one to one point zero six the entire design of the Hagia Sophia is based on an analemma. This is a projection technique that had already been described by Ptolemaeus, which involves subsequently a square and circle and overlapping and penetrating each other three-dimensionally in the form of a cube and sphere. For the Hagia Sophia, , Anthemios and Isidoros had devised a crossed-over double-square analemma as a uniform design shape for the ground plan and the elevation of the cathedral. After performing 3-D laser measurements in the Hagia Sophia, and the technique known as reversed engineering to decipher a “master plan” what is now some 1470 years later. It is based on a height-width ratio of 1 to 1.06 of the small square to the larger square.

“there are no building plan related points or lines in the Hagia Sophia that cannot be deduced from this master plan using geometric logic.”

Ingenious design principle reconstructed This design and building principle of the Hagia Sophia is truly ingenious. “Putting it simply, it can be said that the master plan was marked out with pegs and strings on the building site, meaning that the master builder then only had to measure in the double square, which in turn allowed him to transfer across very precisely all the other points (pegs) and lines (strings and/or lines of bearing) of the Hagia-Sophia architectural elements”, To date, nobody had uncovered the secret of the design principle used in this building devoted to Divine Wisdom, the Hagia Sophia. That was until Volker Hoffmann, together with his employee Nikolaos Theocharis, finally succeeded in deciphering it using state-of-the-art 3-D laser measurement techniques some 1470 years later. Just like the entire Hagia Sophia, the south wall is also based on the dimensions of a figure of circles and squares.



The original Rose sat 100 yards or so from the Globe. Both were on the south side of the Thames, and safe from Puritan prosecution, in a small village surrounded by meadows, with London and St. Paul’s Cathedral in the background. The taverns, brothels, and bear-baiting venues immediately surrounding the playhouses mostly sat on land belonging to the Church of St. Mary’s (the Bishop of Winchester not having the same scruples as the Puritan city), and was known as ‘the clink.’ The gardens surrounding our Rose will evoke the rural/urban atmosphere of the Elizabethan south bank, but we will probably give the bear-baiting and brothels a miss. It is related to phenomena as diverse as the petal arrangements of roses, the breeding patterns of rabbits and the shape of our galaxy. The Golden Mean (phi=1.618) is a system of proportion derived from the pentagon that underlies organic life and natural patterns of order. Pythagoras in the seventh century BC found that tuned strings sound in harmony when their lengths are related by proportion. Shakespeare’s iambic pentameter, Bach, Beethoven, DNA, viruses, and quasi-crystals all pulsate to the Golden Mean ratio. It is a universal system linking natural phenomena with mathematics, music and art. Philosophers and artists alike are naturally drawn to it, for in many ways it is the pulse of the universe. …In the human body there is a kind of symmetrical harmony between forearm, foot, palm, finger, and other small parts; and so it is with perfect buildings…Propriety is that perfection of style which comes when a work is authoritatively constructed on approved principles. It arises from prescription, from usage or from nature. - Vitruvius, Ten Books on Architecture “Of all the incommensurable proportions, the most elegant and efficient way to achieve harmony is the Golden Mean. The Golden Mean proportion appears in nature constantly, from sunflowers, apple blossoms and daisies in the plant world, to spiral shells beneath the seas. The spirals of pinecones exhibit this proportion as do artichokes, pussy willows, and pineapple husks. Many of the proportions of the human body also conform to the Golden Mean. The tradition of rendering the human body in this ratio dates back to Egyptian times The Golden Ratio is a captivating journey through art and architecture, botany and biology, physics and mathematics. It tells the human story of numerous phi-fixated individuals, including the followers of Pythagoras who believed that this proportion revealed the hand of God; astronomer Johannes Kepler, who saw phi as the greatest treasure of geometry; such Renaissance thinkers as mathematician Leonardo Fibonacci of Pisa; and such masters of the modern world as Goethe, Cezanne, Bartok, and physicist Roger Penrose. Wherever his quest for the meaning of phi takes him, Mario Livio reveals the world as a place where order, beauty, and eternal mystery will always coexist. When the Phi or Golden Mean Spiral is laid on the donut, the shape of all pressures which survive, it makes a 7 Color Map Moebius Strip. The shadows of that 3D spiral as it tilts to the angles which would allow the donut to nest, are the ABC's. These elements of symmetry are the only language light pressures ever had. Tilt to fit spin, and the permission to touch among waves was called "word". ProperABC's make symbols in the brain psychokinetic, like a sound hologram beating up on an optical hologram. The heart's muscle is arranged in seven spiral layers exactly in the tilt of the seven arrows through a tetrahedron. This is the universes maximum symmetry spin shape. According to the wratcheting tilt of the voltage donut converging at the heart, the muscles squeeze the blood different tilt angles. The result is that the heart does not pump the blood, but rather squeezes out messages to the body in nests of vortices. The eddies carry sonic impressions to the thymus, which when ecstatic or coherent make the tinkertoys wave lengths fit which we call an immune system. This is the Alphabet of the Heart.

When we can let go of things we have been carrying around, whether it is a belief system that we need to change, formed at an earlier stage of our life, or a painful experience that has prevented us from moving forward. The past is only showing up so that we may forgive others and ourselves and release the fear or sadness that we have been holding onto within our core.

We need to pass through times of darkness in order to learn the value of spiritual consciousness. When our life becomes blinded by despair, all our efforts seem unsuccessful; those are the moments when we need to hold fast. When we have a thing, we do not realize the lack of it. For instance when a person rolls in luxury, it is very difficult for him to imagine the misery of poverty. Same is it when we have great spiritual consciousness in us we do not appreciate what misery, what unhappiness, its absence can create in a soul.

Ludwig Boltzmann is known to us as the first to provide a probabilistic, statistical interpretation of entropy. This is simply the tendency of everything in the Universe to cool to a minimum energy or temperature --- known as thermal equilibrium. The route to this second law of thermodynamics is via increasing disorder in the organisation of energy and matter.

The current symmetry-breaking from the initial condition leads therefore, from a highly symmetrical, ordered and energetic state towards the opposite, an asymmetrical, disordered and lower energy one; from a low entropy to a higher entropy present and future.

The great paradox of the second law then, is the evident, increasingly complex, emergent and hierarchical order we see all about us. How is this ordered, structured information (expressed in constantly oscillating patterns of matter and energy) allowed to coalesce and persist from this tendency towards the random --- towards increasing entropy?

Dynamical systems theory also deals with probability and can therefore allow us to synthesise thermodynamics and so-called "Chaos", (which is really a highly complex form of hierarchical, enfolded order that appears to be disorder). The really interesting area here though, is the entities at the transition zone between ordered, stable systems at equilibrium (maximum entropy) and "disordered" (but complex) and unstable Chaotic (minimum entropy) ones. According to the Nobel laureate Ilya Prigogine, these far from equilibrium dissipative systems locally minimise their entropy production by being open to their environments --- they export it in fact, back into their environments, whilst importing low entropy. Globally, overall entropy increase is nevertheless preserved, with the important caveat that the dissipative system concerned often experiences a transient increase (or optimisation) of its own complexity, or internal sophistication, before it eventually subsides back into the flux.

This is known as the region of alternatively, Emergence, Maximum Complexity, Self-organised Criticality, Autopoiesis, or the Edge of Chaos. (Nascent science debates nomenclature routinely - and appropriately, in this case, the crucial point being that they are all different terms for essentially the same phenomena.)

Lifeforms, ecosystems, global climate, plate tectonics, celestial mechanics, human economies, history and societies, even consciousness itself - all manifest this feedback-led, reflexive behaviour; they maximise their adaptive capacities by entering this region of (maximum) complexity on the edge of Chaos, whenever they are pushed far from their equilibrium states, thereby incrementally increasing their internal complexity, between occasional catastrophes.

Remarkably, this transition zone is mathematically occupied by The Golden Mean. This ratio acts as an optimised probability operator, (a differential equation like an oscillating binary switch), whenever we observe the quasi-periodic evolution of a dynamical system. It appears in fact, to be the optimal, energy-minimising route to the region of maximum algorithmic complexity, and to be a basin of attraction for the edge of Chaos.
Plato's definition of the logos, as the "proportion" which was commensurate in square, which best squared the circle, or presented a unity that was more than the sum of its parts.
 

this imperative behind form (as static, precipitate matter resulting from dynamic flows of energy) is the result of the way nature minimises energy waste (entropy production), also known as the principle of least action - and that one way of mathematically representing this behaviour appears to be analogous to the dynamical behaviour of the Golden Mean.

So how does nature manifest this limiting principle in a way that still allows for the immense emergent complexity we see, or to put it another way, how can we demonstrate that least action acts as an attractor for Complexity and self-organising emergence, by symmetry-breaking to lower energy states, towards the edge of Chaos?

All fractal forms, inert (clouds, landscapes, galaxy clusters) or animate (plants, animals), are self-similar scaled copies of an original; chaotic systems (climate, the solar system, the stock market) also always possess this fractal quality, but taken to the paradoxical extreme of having infinite trajectories within a finite boundary. To produce these forms, a recursive feedback regime must be operating. Feedback (encoding similarities) underlies the entire subject,
The Golden Mean, or Phi for short, (as a ratio) must have been fractal in nature. By extension, it seemed plausible that Phi may also have been embedded in higher dimensional, dynamical systems as an attractor of some kind, since complex dynamical systems always have a fractal temporal structure as they evolve over time.

A major clue leading to the above interpretations can be seen in the fact that Phi is simultaneously both an arithmetic and geometric expansion of itself and One of the simplest possible kind. This immediately places it in both the linear (arithmetic progression) and non-linear (geometric progression) realms, and as an effective bridge, operating between the two.

Virtually every aspect of fractal geometry and type of dynamical system can be expressed by variations upon the simple quadratic iterator:
X = X**2 + c
which expresses the particular type of feedback being examined, Phi can be expressed by a related but more archetypal variation to derive the Fibonacci series:
X[n+1] = X[n] + X[n-1]
which incrementally gravitates towards a particular ratio which possesses unique qualities. Numerically, it can be derived from the relation:
(1 + sqrt(5))/2.
For example, if one diminishes Phi by Unity you derive its reciprocal. Additionally, Phi is the unique ratio that fulfils:
1/Ø + 1/Ø**2 = 1
in other words, Phi is also the only possible geometric and arithmetic, expansion and partitioning of One.
 

People say, 'Let us enjoy ourselves and be happy; there is plenty of sorrow in the world without choosing to mourn,' and they strive after happiness in whatever way they can. But these passing and momentary joys do not give lasting happiness, and the people who pursue them are either asleep or dead. The soul's true happiness lies in experiencing the inner joy, and it will never be fully satisfied with outer seeming pleasures. Its connection is with God, and nothing short of perfection will ever satisfy it. ... Everybody has an ideal in life, and that ideal is the religion of his soul, and coming short of that ideal is what we term sin. The thoughtful and serious-minded man repents in tears for his shortcomings, and thus proves himself to be alive, while the shallow man is angry at his fall, and is ready to blame those who seem to him to have caused it.

In the Bible it is said that no one will enter the kingdom of God whose soul is not born again. Being born means being alive. It is not only a gay disposition or an external inclination to merriment and pleasure that is the sign of a living soul. External joy and amusement may come simply through the external being of man. However, even in this outer joy and happiness, there is a glimpse of the inner joy and happiness, and that is a sign of the soul having been born again. What makes the soul alive? It makes itself alive when it strikes its depths instead of reaching outward. The soul, after coming up against the iron wall of this life of falsehood, turns back within itself; it encounters itself, and this is how it becomes living.
 


 

Magi, Magic, Myrrh, Frankincense, Star of Bethlehem

V and M symbolism is connected to the shadows cast by Venus rising in the east as the Morning Star, Eastern Star or Shekinah. In temples oriented to the rising of Venus in the 40-year Venus cycle, these shadows would be cast by either the doorways or pillars erected outside the doorways. Often the light of Venus penetrating the interior of the Holy of Holies on it’s 40-year Venus cycle was taken as an omen of the feminine form of the Deity joining the male form in the marriage bed of the Holy of Holies. This penetration of the Holy of Holies was often taken as indicative of the presence of God with the nation and could be a portent of an important event such as the birth of a Messiah who might be named "God is with us" or victory over an enemy. The Bible is thick with cycles of 40, be it days or years.

The Magi saw a celestial marker - archetype of creation. They followed the star traveling from east to west just as the kings of ancient Egypt had moved from east to west when were buried - then ascended to the land of the gods ... just as the sun moves from east to west each day. Who were these Magi? Why did the storyteller give them this name? The word Magi comes from an Indo-European root meaning great, exalted, raised up. Many English words coming from the same root, such as magic, magnificent, majesty, master, megalith, and even magnetics, still retain some of this original sense. The word 'Magi' is also the plural form of the word magus (from old Persian 'magu') which designates a member of an ancient Near Eastern priestly caste. These were the priests - Initiates - whose time lines moved from Egypt and the ancient Mystery School teachings, to Mesopotamia, to Persia and Zarathustra / Zoroaster. These priests held the sacred knowledge of creation, that which humanity has sought for generations and which are presently called sacred geometry. This is about myth and metaphor that began with Isis (Star - Birth - Creation - Rebirth) linked with Sirius and Osiris linked with Orion and the story of our creation based on male-female union. This represents the balance in all things - the reunion of our male-female counterparts at this time. This is about the Priesthoods - the Sacred Castes - the Initiates - the Watchers - the Guardians of the Secrets - those of the Light vs. those of the Dark who try to steal the secrets that would enable them to control the destiny of Man. This lead to the creation of many Sacred/Secret Orders and Knighthoods which have always existed both in the Public and as Hidden Societies whose names and agendas repeat through recorded history. This is all about the Priests - the Magicians - the Trickster - the Metaphors - the Truth - linked to Male Energy polarities. According to the dialogue 'Alcibiades', ascribed to Plato, the Persian Magi were priests, who practiced a form of spiritual mysticism which was their religion. In the Orient, tradition favors twelve Magi - 12 being a number linked to Sacred Geometry of creation Forming grid programs of eXperience - matriX - Xmas 'X' - As is above, So is Below - Hermes Trismegistus - Hermes The Magician - Magic - Magi There are many metaphors linked to the story of Three Magi who came from the East to adore the newborn Jesus. The truth about the Magi, the Star, and this souls who descended to guide us are only known to the Storyteller who continues to write us each a new story every day as we experience through the matriX of third dimension. Catholics celebrate the visit of the Magi with the Feast of the Epiphany - January 6th. There is no mention of the number of the Magi who came to pay homage to Christ. The idea that the Magi were three in number may have grown from the number of gifts - gold, frankincense and myrrh - offered to the infant Christ. Gold is a metaphor for alchemy - a transition from the physical to the non-physical where life is eternal as we are spirit and there is no Time! The giving of gold, frankincense and myrrh - the Trinity - 3 into 1 metaphor - Pyramid/Cone Reference. For thousands of years, the aromatic gum resins of East African Frankincense and Myrrh have been harvested to supply the demands of old civilizations, many faiths and for medical uses. They run in the tandem with that of man's evolution. They were once considered life-line to spiritual and physical health and well-being. They continue to excite the imagination and are probably the most famous aromatics of all time. Myrrh was used to prepare the body of Jesus for his tomb. STAR OF BETHLEHEM The Star of Bethlehem has been a sign associated with the Magi. This light is a metaphor for the flame of creation. Some people feel that this light was a comet. Based on its movement it could have been a shooting star rather than a fixed star. Adrian Gilbert in his book Magi: The Quest for a Secret Brotherhood writes that the 'Star of the Magi', which allegedly guided them to the stable in Bethlehem, was the great conjunction of the two large planets Jupiter and Saturn. This conjunction lasted on and off for several months. A celestial event is oftentimes the precursor to the fulfillment of a prophecy from god about great change on the planet and for humanity in general. This celestial sighting must have been part of a prophecy of the birth of a great prophet/ king who would change the thinking of the world forever. As the years passed, the traditions about the Magi became increasingly embellished. By the 3rd Century they were viewed as kings. By the 6th century they were referred to by the names: Bithisarea, Melichior, and Gathaspa. Some even associated them with Shem, Ham and Japheth - the three sons of Noah - thus with Asia, Africa, and Europe. According to medieval legends, the three wisemen were named Melchior, Balthazar and Gaspar. Each of them came from a different culture: Melchior was Asian, Balthazar was Persian and Gaspar was Ethopian, thus representing the three races known to the old world. These three priest-kings and wisemen brought royal gifts to the divine infant: gold, frankincense and myrrh. Melchior brought a golden cup, which, according to legend, was preserved by the Blessed Virgin Mary and was the same cup used in the institution of the Holy Eucharist. Balthazar brought a gold box of frankincense. The gift of frankincense symbolizes the Godhead of Christ and our own gifts of honor and reverence to our indwelling Divinity. Gaspar brought a curiously chased flask of myrrh, a royal embalming oil. The gift of myrrh is a prophecy of the death and burial of the earthly body of Christ, which represents our understanding and empathy for the suffering of humanity. The gift of gold symbolizes the kingship of Christ, which represents our own true royal Selfhood and our giving of love and service as directed and commanded by that Self. The word Epiphany comes from the Greek meaning 'to appear' or 'to be shown forth'. According to Roman Catholic tradition, Epiphany signifies the first appearance of Christ to the gentiles in the story of the visit of the three wisemen to the divine infant Jesus. As the three wisemen represent all the known peoples of the world, this signifies an appearance to the entire world, not just a few who call themselves Christians. Each of us has a unique and essential part in the work of returning to wholeness - return of a savior. The evidence of the guiding star in our own lives may not be so fantastic as the Biblical story. True magic is a very subtle thing. A still small voice, a teacher in our dreams, a waking vision, or a kinesthetic feeling of numinous presence is all we may perceive in the way of guidance. Very often, these revelations are more disturbing than helpful at the start. Yet these sometimes, very subtle promptings and guidings can lead us closer and closer to the epiphany of the Light within us. In Carl Jung's The Seven Sermons to the Dead - he describes the star in terms of a light guiding the soul into this repose.
'In the immeasurable distance there glimmers a solitary star on the highest point of heaven. This is the only God of this lonely one. It is his world, his pleroma, his divinity... This star is man's god and goal. It is his guiding divinity; in it man finds repose. To it goes the long journey of the soul after death; in it shine all things with the brilliance of a great light. To this One man ought to pray. Such a prayer increases the light of the star. Such a prayer builds a bridge over death. It increases the light of the microcosm; when the outer world grows cold, this star still shines.' This star is thus the interior light of the Self, the light-spark of divinity in each of us, the star that guided the wisemen to Bethlehem, the star that guides us to our own awakening and birth of the infant of light within us. So, as we celebrate the season of Epiphany, may that star guide us to that altar within each of us and prepare us for the showing forth, the Epiphany of the Light, 'Till you stand where the One Initiator is invoked, till you see your star shine forth.'

For centuries men have sought to discover the treasure of the Templars, but it has never been found, nor is anyone sure what it was. Did the Templars find the legendary treasure of the Temple of Solomon in Jerusalem? Was it a fabulous treasure trove of another kind? Was their 'treasure' a mere smokescreen for the possession of some arcane knowledge, was it pearls?

the story of Jesus, Mary and the bad guys...is like the story of Adam, Eve and the serpent.. that's the world we live in.. If geometry is everything else besides, God/dess and our better halves, then perhaps it is the serpent of time and choas in the world that best reveals God/dess.. Sacred geometry reveals a God/dess that cannot be divided... ever...just like counting can never end in a largest number. If God is all things then all things will be well. So were does evil come from? from other numbers, it does not exist in God/dess as one.. but it does exist when we see God/dess in contrast to the apparent contridiction of evil.. but this is a lesser truth then God/dess as one.. all the numbers are self generating from the simpler numbers. The yin/yang is two, but dynamic and in equalibrim.. the trinity is principles of operation, like space, time, motion.. It is not new knowledge so much as it is something we all know intuitively. Because the Creator created us to have children sexually then Jesus as """God/dess message to humanity""" must naturally reflect this.


>>As with the Chakral Energy bodies, the Hebrew Soul is in seven levels.<< God/dess, the universe or natural philosophy, and the organism.. medicine and biology.. can all be unified into a logic framework through the first 7 numbers.. God is one.. and two.. and three... 4,5,6,7.. Universe is one.. and two.. and three... 4,5,6,7.. Body is one.. and is two.. and three.. 4,5,6,7... As above so below.. small mind, great mind.. Not that the numbers are holy, but they are archetypes.. they express a relation rather then standing alone.. Reflection is explaining.. intuitively.. not saying that words or even numbers can explain God/dess. The thing is though we are trapped making models of reality and we can have a more liberating vision by expressing God/dess as including all of the physical plane and life.. nothing is dead.. no dead rocks.. no dead atoms.. everything alive and expressed in a God/dess that is one in unity yet transcends the number one through all created beings.

All of which leaves us asking, what has this to do with the Grail? it seems likely that the Grail is not just a mere object, however sacred. for C.G. Jung, the Grail was no less than the principium individuationis, that in us which strives to realize itself and become conscious. the Grail is preeminently "the mystery of regeneration."

the Grail is a nonphysical structure within the human organism. "We have within us an intuitive sense, an apparatus that brings in totally clean information" from the psychic airwaves. This nonphysical apparatus, which overlays the central nervous system, is the Grail. "Grail is the French word, a platter from which you can take anything you want," "You can take anything you want off of your consciousness structure." this structure is in some ways similar to the meridians known to Chinese medicine, but unlike them, its structure can be altered. When your right brain consciousness structure is working right, it is in the shape of a grail or a rose.  it is feminine and intuitive and open..

high prayer & deep meditation is an even higher and deeper level of 'thinking' and will illuminate the lower levels*

These are separate realms and we live in all 3.. the lower realm of the rational is subject to robin hood behavior on our part for survival in these dark ages.. as is illustrated by the parable of the unjust steward.. the middle realm is subject to long suffering for obtaining spiritual gifts.. as is illustrated by the parable of the unjust judge and several other parable of Jesus.. and the Higher realm is unattached to our individual behavior and is the ground of being.. and is illustrated by the parable of the workers waiting in the market, each receiving an equal sum from the master of the vineyard for their various labors..

The highest realm is experienced directly and is called mystic.. and the unspeakable

 

 

Wherever the Merovingian family spread in Europe, (eventually over most of what is now Germany and France right into the Spanish foothills), a friendly climate was created for expatriate Jews (and apparently later, Moors as well). Many Hebrew family-names appear in their generational records. Their tribal laws, codified in the 5th century BCE as the Salic Code, have recently been shown to be derived from a section of the Talmud. This is the tribe who joined with Mary Magdalene when she fled with her children after the crucifixion. In every statue and icon from this tradition, she is portrayed with her child on her lap, and because her shrines nearly invariably are built upon spots traditionally sacred to the ancient Goddess, there is no reason to separate her significance from earlier incidences of the Great Mother tradition.

In my opinion, the "lineage line" of Mary as an Apostle is at least as important to the unfolding of history and culture as is her bloodline. Whether or not there was a child or children to intermarry with the Merovingians is a moot point. What is important is that Mary Magdalene, first Apostle, carried the Sacred Christian teachings to Europe, and it is that "line" that has proved potent and spiritually fertile, even despite the Catholic Church's best efforts to wipe it out.

The Response from Rome
Apparently the early Roman church suspected that the story of the Magdalene's arrival in Europe and the establishment of a bloodline was true, because in 496 a Merovingian ruler named Clovis made a pact with the Bishop of Rome, that Rome would convert to the Merovingian form of Christianity. This pact bolstered the Roman church immensely because of it's linkage to this charismatic royal family. The Church pledged to uphold this family as it's special patrons, and serve as the secular administration of it's spiritual authority as the Church of the Holy Family. But within a few generations, the church regretted this pact, and embarked upon a campaign which led to the assassination of the last Merovingian king, Dagobert II. Within a decade, a new king was designated by the Church in the brand-new sacrament called "coronation and anointment," a blatant imitation of ancient Jewish coronation ceremonies. The supposed authority for this creation of "instant royalty" was drawn from a document forged for the occasion, the Donatin of Constantine, and from this time forward the Pope certified the coronations of all the kings and queens of Europe, eventually undermining all political and ecclesiastical power which had accumulated in the Merovingian bloodline.

In terms of the dissemination of the Gnosis, other families and bloodlines were involved as well; the Merovingians do not have the sole claim on the so-called "holy blood"! What they had was the foresight to create a contract with the Pope at a politically sensitive time, which put their lobbying for special status in the historical record. However, popes change, and with them the winds of fortune, so their "special status" was usurped anyway. The importance of this family in history is their perpetuation of the feminine Apostolic Gnosis, which provided fertile ground for a merging with the feminism of Celtic Christianity and the Arthurian Grail mythos during later centuries.

 

I myself do not wish to restore the Merovingain line in a physical sense. I do wish to restore Christianity. What is important for me it the proof of Jesus' marriage to Mary M. so that we can establish our Goddess in every area of Christian theology. That is Mother Mary and Mary M. are the personification of our Christian Goddess. (although we need to add more imagery to their lives, for ourselves..) the chessboard does hold clues to proving Jesus' and Mary's marriage, through ancient science and politics.. The male is whatever balances the female.. circle,square.. house of David, House of Bethany (Magdalene.. being ""the tower of the flock"") The catholic church and organized religion has a long history of killing saints ( like George, Joan, and the Brave Knights).. and then stealing the meaning of their lives and symbols by canonizing them into the their traditions.. Just the same as Jesus spoke of the Scribes and Pharisees being whitened  tombs full of dead men's bones, who garnish graves and murder the prophets.. To me the whole mythology is about the victory of the higher consciousness over the lower chakras of the reptilian brain... It is about ALL of us becoming sensitives..

A similar perspective comes from the Prayer of the Heart if one carries out this prayer properly, "one senses a kind of chalice opening upward. . . . The chalice represents the spiritual development of man. The first sphere is formed at the level of the chest. . . . The second sphere is compressed at the level of the throat. And the third sphere opens in the head."

The chalices depicted in the icons of the Orthodox Church, "represent the science of those people who have learned how to direct their energy. They are able to feel the chalice in themselves and to watch the transformation of the energy as it takes place."

Does the Grail mystery ultimately lie in the Eucharist; if it were, why would it have so often seemed dangerous and heterodox to ecclesiastical opinion? Perhaps because a popular interpretation holds that the Grail -- sometimes called the Sangreal or "Holy Grail" -- isn't an object as such. Instead it refers to the sang real or "royal blood." The 'Holy Blood, Holy Grail' interpretation, holds that the true Sangreal is the lineage of Jesus Christ himself. His children, borne through Mary Magdalene, eventually came to constitute the Merovingian dynasty of the Frankish kingdom. The perpetuation of this bloodline -- and its restoration to the throne of France -- has supposedly been the preoccupation of a mysterious secret society called the Prieuré de Sion or Priory of Sion, which has enlisted the help of various other secret societies throughout the centuries, including the Templars and the Rosicrucians.

the source of the Grail is that strange mixture of Celtic and Christian beliefs that developed in the west of England and Ireland before the Empire crumbled. It was defended by Arthur, and almost brought by him on to the stage of European history at just that juncture when the politics of the Empire would have allowed a completely new direction, a completely new version based on the inner teaching of the Christian mysteries.

By the eighth century, the time of Charles the Great, Rome had established her death grip on the religious community, and Charles, out of guilt, or through the trickery of the Pope, allowed himself to accept the Imperial Throne from the hands of the Patriarch of Rome. The fraudulent Donation of Constantine, which supported the temporal power of the Church, clinched the situation. From that point on, Rome was locked in a desperate struggle against the various gnostic survivals, some of whose claim to be the real "Church" was considerably better than Rome's. To admit any other claim was to lose the position of defender of orthodoxy; for if there were many churches, than Rome was not THE church, catholic and universal.

This power struggle would color the next seven hundred years, ending finally with Luther's thesis nailed to the door of the seminary. That rupture could not be healed, even by the sword. In the Grail, we see, even at this late date, the radiant quality of that early church. The importance of the Grail, for us now, as we plunge into the next cycle of spiritual evolution, lies in its symbolic nature. Within the Grail can be found a synthesis of all western mystical and magical traditions. It is the source of that underground stream of meaning that flows through the occult and esoteric teachings of the last two thousand years.

The Grail legends proper arose at the precise moment in history when the Catholic Church was formulating the doctrine of transubstantiation. The idea that the Grail contained the Real Presence of Christ must have been very much in the minds of Chrétien and the authors of other Grail romances.

the Grail is the heart, illumined and awakened so that it may serve as a receptacle for divine energies. To this inner transformation, even the Eucharist is only a preliminary; hence the discomfort churchmen have always felt around the concept. Yet the Grail mystery ultimately lie in the Eucharist. Indeed one way of interpreting the Perceval is that the lance and grail in the procession are images of the broken world of the Fall, which is to be redeemed in the Eucharist; and the Perceval ends with an explanation of the mystery of the Eucharist.

"there are not many such people" who have awakened their inner centers in this way, and "in general the process is a very difficult one." If this is the case, it would explain one of the central themes in the Grail mythos: that many are called but few are chosen. It would also explain why the few successful candidates are those who are pure of heart, for the heart must be pure before it can be illumined.

the Grail tradition, which is connected with a knightly quest -- the way of the warrior. The legends arose in this chivalric setting and faded as the knightly world gave way to modernity. I think it is no accident that the legend of the Grail crystallized in this context. Chivalry, which attempts to elevate the heart of the warrior, to dedicate it to high ideals, and to blunt the edges of violence, was the solution.

What exactly did the Grail represent? For one thing - it was a visible, tangible symbol of an alternative apostolic succession. The abuse of and loss of the Grail was the most keenly felt, tragic loss, that marked the start of the Dark Ages

Emporer Constantine adopted the "christian" which means annointed - faith and sought to fashion the Bible to show the Jews as a false faith and the bad guys because the people in the Roman population would not worship a God of a concord people. He also had to alter the teachings of Jesus to adapt to accepted Roman customs the masses enjoyed and he had to take the blame of the death of Jesus and place it in the Jews hands - otherwise how could the Romans justify it. All this was done because at the time he became emporer he was a co-ruler and he decreed a law against persecution of the Christians and make it a capital offence. He then baited the co-regent, and when the co-regent persecuted the Christians, Constitine had the co- ruler killed and assumed full power. He never accepted the Christian faith personally until on his death bed and that was so the Pope (a relative) he installed could hold the power of the church while his own family held the political power. His mother though was a Christian.

The Medieval Catholic church claimed the priesthood authority through the apostle Peter. It was important to them that they be the only church that could claim such authority. But the Celtic church claimed equal authority, also by a direct line direct from the Lord. They claimed their authority through Joseph of Arimathea and through the apostle John. At the famous synod of Whitby, 't was never questioned that the Celtic beliefs came from John. The issue was just whether the weight of the Roman church implied their claims were more important.

The Holy Grail, according to many, is the priesthood authority, as preserved in a far flung corner of the Lord's vineyard, away from the corruption of Rome. When it was lost it was sorely missed. The legends of Arthur and the Grail were to enshrine the resistance of many peoples to the authority of the Holy See.

The belief in the English Celtic church was that they traced their authority back directly to Christ, without going through Rome. Indeed, Malmesbury (in about 1125) refers to Glastonbury as a "second Rome". Some go even further, and believe that the evidence shows that the British church was far older than that of Rome, and built on stronger foundations.

So it was all the more important for these traditions, once absorbed by the medieval church, to be changed into a simple story of a cup, just another relic. (there is a similar story to the rosary) It was essential to the medieval church that Christians should not be reminded of what they had lost.

IN REALITY MARY IS APOSTLE TO THE APOSTLES AND SO OCCUPIES NOT ONLY THE MESSIANIC LINEAGE BUT ALSO THE APOSTILIC SUCCESSION CLAIMED AS ONLY THROUGH PETER BY ROME.

Catholic tradition claims that Peter was the first Bishop of Rome, or Pope. Many base this teaching on the writings of the Ante-Nicene fathers. Those who promote this idea quote Eusebius of Ceasarea (a personal friend of Constantine the Great) as solid proof that Peter was sent to Rome in A.D. 42 and remained as Bishop for twenty-five years, until A.D. 67. “But this viewpoint is not without distinct problems. About the year A.D. 44, Peter was in the council at Jerusalem (Acts 15). About A.D. 53, Paul joined him in Antioch (Galatians 2:11). About A.D. 58, Paul wrote his letter to the Christians at Rome in which he sent greetings to twenty-seven persons, but never mentioned Peter.”3 If Peter were the Bishop of Rome, you would think that the letter Paul wrote would have been to Peter or at least would have included him. But it didn’t! "In the Roman Republic, the Pontifex Maximus (in English, High Priest or Supreme Pontiff) was the head of the polytheistic Roman religion. His was the most important of the Pontifices (plural of Pontifex), positions in the main sacred college (Collegium Pontificum), which he directed." "The Pontifex was not simply a priest. He had both political and religious authority. It is not clear which of the two came first or had the most importance. In practice, particularly during the late Republic, the office of Pontifex Maximus was generally held by a member of a politically prominent family. Being Pontifex Maximus was not a full-time job and did not preclude the office-holder from holding a magistracy or serving in the military." "The Pontifices were in charge of the Roman calendar and determined when leap days needed to be added to match the calendar to the seasons. Since the Pontifices would often be politicians, and because a Roman magistrate's term of office corresponded with a calendar year, this power was prone to abuse: a Pontifex could lengthen a year in which he or one of his political allies was in office, or refuse to lengthen one in which his opponents were in power. It was under his authority as Pontifex Maximus that Julius Caesar introduced the calendar reform that created the Julian calendar." And the Gregorian Calendar was created by Caesar’s successor to the office, Pope Gregory XIII in the year 1582. It seems the duties of Pontifex Maximus haven’t changed much over the years. "After Caesar's assassination in 44 BC, his ally Marcus Aemilius Lepidus was selected as Pontifex Maximus. Though Lepidus eventually fell out of political favor and was sent into exile as Augustus Caesar consolidated power, he retained the priestly office until his death in 13 BC, at which point Augustus was selected to succeed him and given the right to appoint other pontifices. With this attribution, the new office of Emperor was given a religious dignity. Most authors contend that the power of naming the Pontifices was not really used as an instrumentum regni, an enforcing power. From this point on, Pontifex Maximus was one of the many titles of the emperor. Even the early Christian emperors continued to use it; it was only relinquished in 382 by Gratian." From this, it would appear impossible for Peter to have held the office of Pontifex Maximus, Pontiff or Pope, as from 13 BC until 382 AD the title was an office of the Roman Emperor, and Peter was never the Emperor of Rome. Another problem is Peter’s martyrdom. The earliest Peter could have been martyred would have been in A.D. 67-68. This is, according to Eusebius, based on his traditional twenty-five year ministry. However, another early writer, Lactantius, wrote that Nero “fixed Peter to a cross”. This would have been shortly after A.D. 64 when Nero accused the Christians for the burning of Rome. This fire happened several years before Peter’s traditional twenty-five-year ministry ended, and most historians agree that the persecution of the small Christian church in Rome took place the same year as the fire. If tradition is sketchy about Peter being the Bishop of Rome, what does the Bible indicate? The scriptures do state that Peter called himself an elder (1 Peter 5:1). But they don’t state he was an elder or bishop of any specific city. Peter may have preached at Rome, and may have even started the church in Rome, although the Bible seems to indicate otherwise. Peter’s commission was to go to the “lost house” of Israel, which was probably scattered throughout much of the Roman Empire, but his commission was not to go to the gentile city of Rome (Matthew 10:5-6). The fact remains that the Holy Bible never refers to Peter as the Bishop of Rome. Basically, many of the early Christian writers were politically motivated to promote Rome as the center of Christianity. By using the argument that Peter was Bishop of Rome, which was purely based on tradition, the Roman bishop was installed as the religious leader of the empire under Constantine, and was reinstated in his preeminence after the division of the empire around A.D. 378. This tradition became the basis for the Catholic doctrine known as the “Primacy of Peter,” “Primacy of the Pope,” or “Papal Primacy.” Constantine the Great united the Roman Empire under the banner of Christianity around A.D. 312. In doing so, he merged sun worship, which was the Roman state religion, with Christianity. While he is given credit for Christianizing the empire, he wasn’t baptized himself until his death. Under Constantine’s reign, the Bishop of Rome was elevated to a supreme position of power and influence. He was also given the emperor’s palace. Initially, Roman pontiffs claimed preeminence over the church solely because Rome was the capital of the empire. However, power was slowly diverted to the eastern leg of the empire, and the Roman pontiff’s political clout began to quickly erode. The Bishop of Rome needed to somehow reclaim his authority and prestige. He strongly reasserted his claim: he was the direct successor to Peter who had primacy over the church and possessed the keys to the mysteries of heaven. This idea of the primacy of Peter evolved into the modern day Catholic doctrine of “Papal Primacy”. The idea of the primacy of Peter stems from the belief that Jesus gave special authority to the Apostles, beginning with the Apostle Peter. This teaching is based on the scripture in which Jesus said, “You are Peter (Grk: petros), and on this rock (Grk: petra) I will build My church, and the gates of Hades shall not prevail against it. And I will give you the keys of the kingdom of heaven, and whatever you bind on earth will be bound in heaven, and whatever you loose on earth will be loosed in heaven” (Matthew 16:18-19). The doctrine of papal primacy boldly asserts that Peter is the foundation of the church; that he was given the keys to the mysteries of heaven; and that all Popes follow him in succession as head of the church. But in truth, “it was not until the time of Calixtus, who was Bishop of Rome from 218 to 223, that Matthew 16:18 was used in an attempt to prove the church was built on Peter, and that the Bishop of Rome was his successor.”4 And it wasn’t until after A.D. 378 that the Pope’s authority was based on the doctrine of papal primacy. While several Popes claimed the possession of primacy over all other churches, Pope Leo (440-461) went even further. “According to Leo, Peter was ‘the Rock’ on which the Lord built His church. His successors, the Popes, were merely His temporary and mystical personification. In virtue of his office, the Pope had the plenitude of power over the universal church: He was its supreme ruler, its supreme teacher, and its supreme judge. All other bishops only shared in his responsibility for the whole church.”5 Pope Leo made his claim good and all following Popes have built upon this fundamental Catholic doctrine. The Apostle Peter never claimed his primacy over the other Apostles. In fact, Peter said, “Shepherd the flock of God which is among you, serving as overseers, not by compulsion but willingly, not for dishonest gain but eagerly; nor as being lords over those entrusted to you, but being examples to the flock; and when the Chief Shepherd appears, you will receive the crown of glory that does not fade away” (1 Peter 5:2-4). Notice that Peter does not claim to be the Chief Shepherd. Also, he refused to allow Cornelius, a gentile convert, to show deference to him by bowing down at his feet (Acts 10:25-26)…very unlike the Bishops of Rome.

Yet there is a deeper lesson to be derived from the Grail legends, which harks back to the essence of the mythos: that the Grail is the illumined heart. Few of us are going to be knights or warriors, but we do retain the possibility that our emotions, refined and purified by insight and integrity of purpose, can form a chalice into which divine energies can flow. Like the Grail itself, this ideal may seem remote, elusive, and unattainable. Yet, as the old legends suggest, there is something in the very quest for it that may serve as its own justification and reward.



A myth stands in relationship to mankind in general as a dream does to the individual. A dream shows the individual an important psychological truth about himself. A myth shows an important psychological truth that applies to mankind as a whole. A person who understands a dream understands himself better; a person who grasps the inner meaning of a myth is in touch with the universal spiritual questions life asks all of us. To most modem men, however, the word myth is almost synonymous with falsehood or illusion. This is because of the misguided idea that myths were the childish way ancient man had of explaining natural phenomena that science explains so much better. But certain psychologists and anthropologists are now helping us see myth in another light, to understand that mythology reflects underlying psychological and spiritual processes taking place in the human psyche.

Each version of the Grail story, while conforming to a central root idea, is yet possessed of a certain individuality of its own. It is as though the authors were continually repeating in their strange language the same message, ever striving to vary the symbolism, and to give forth the hidden knowledge each time under a difterent veil.

Throughout the stories appear mysterious hints as to the "Secrets of the Grail," of which no man may speak for fear of wrath save at the fitting time and place, lest great hurt should come upon those who have done no harm.

In most of the romances the Grail and Dove issue from a mysterious inner chamber, into which they eventually return. This inner chamber is the Secret Sanctuary of the heart- refer to the High Priestess.

Finally, as to the real meaning of that mysterious title "the Fisher King," it will be seen in "Elucidation" that the loss of the Court of the Rich Fisher is equivalent to the loss of the Word--symbolizing the Rebirth of the Soul.


THE VIRGIN The Latin word for ocean ("mar") is nearly identical to "Mary". In English we might miss the connection, but in the romance languages of Spanish, French, or Italian, the connection is obvious. Coincidence?

THE CASTLE OF THE FISHER KING...THE GRAIL MAIDEN

The Grail is the heart, illumined and awakened so that it may serve as a receptacle for divine energies. For most of us, the Grail is a mirage or a rainbow's end. We may catch a glimpse of it, but if we allow ourselves to be led in its direction, we soon find that it recedes; if we steal a few steps closer, it disappears. And so the Grail has become the quintessential metaphor for all that is beautiful but unattainable.

The Grail is, or becomes, all things to all seekers. Perhaps it is best seen as a state of mind, one in which the numinous exists in sharp and bright detail, while the mundane becomes charged with significance and meaning. If The Castle, or Temple of the Grail is the Garden, then the Angel of the Fiery Sword becomes a Grail Knight. And to enter one must simply ask: "Whom does the Grail Serve?" We are talking of nothing less than the redemption of the human condition, the true promise of Christianity, reneged on by the Church and forgotten by all but those who take up the Quest.

the symbolism throughout the Grail romances is both continual and consistent; everywhere it tells the same story, the story of the concealed mysteries ..symbolizing the Rebirth of the Soul. The Grail is all things to all people, and to all it is The Mystery. Omnia quia sunt, lumina sunt.

The work of enlightenment is partly to make conscious and whole the divided and conflicting parts of ourselves, to experience a gesalt or awakening, and wake to the eternal unity that underlies all things. To awaken to the unity of the self is the great goal, the Pearl of Great Price, the object of our deepest longings. It is this possibility that is manifest by the masculaine/feminine nature of our eros and psyche.

For both men and women, to look honestly at romantic love is a heroic journey. It forces us not only to look at the the beauty and potential in romantic love but also at the contridictions and illusions we carry around inside of us at an unconscious level. Heroic journeys always lead through dark valleys and difficult confontations. Yet, if we realize that life has been beautifully designed, we will come to know the light of the Spirit, and we will begin to live in peace.

If you find the wound in an individual or a people, there you also find their path to healing, and it is in our healing that we come to truly know ourselves, our expanses and falls. Romantic love, if we truly undertake the task of understanding it, becomes such a path to higher conciousness. If we free ourselves form atuomatic assumptions and expectations we will not only find a new awareness of our relationships but also of ourselves and God.

In the light of the Spirit, we see that we are all playing out roles that are the fulfillment of an exquisite and all encompassing plan. To recognize this is to step out of conflict into grace.

This is why no matter what else we may do or pursue in our lives, love is always our highest goal, our farthest reach, our most passionate quest.

That is because in our hearts we know that in this world of sorrow and betrayal, love is what we have to hold on to. Only love can make our hearts sing in even the deepest of darkness, can let our souls come to peace in the midst of even the most tremendous travail. Love is the only thing we will take with us when we walk out of this life.

Everything that we are-personality, body, emotions, achievements, reputation, bank accounts, friendships, trophies, Academy Awards, gold medals, houses, furniture, parents and children, even memories and great expectationii-will all pass away. Only love, the beautiful light, will remain. For love is the light that calls us into being and awaits us when we have stepped our last curtsy across life's stage. Love is the mystical, unconditionally all-affirming Yes. Love is being itself, consciousness itself, the energy which itself is the substance and essence of life.

When we find ourselves in that moment of transcendental magic where we discover our myth, how and where it intersects, and how it applies and changes our lives we are transported into the realm of unlimited possibilities, where we are The Lady of the Lake, or Lancelot, or Maid Marian, Arthur, Mary of Magdala drying Her Lords feet with her hair, we have found Gate and Key that opens the door to what is hidden in the core of our being. The core that makes of us Children of God. When we find the pattern of life laid out before us we are able to transend the mundane and bring the divine down and within our hearts we combine them and we are transformed, and in that moment we transform all humanity. Myths and Story are the Keys that lead us into the wilderness, they guide us out of sleep and wake us in the land of Faery. We then bring the lessons back to inspire the poetry, music, literature of our race. We are then the pathfinders that lead the next generation on to greater illumination. When the time has come and we remain while the Knights ride off listening to those of us who have come back from the Lands Adventurous and we take our turn at the hearth, we become the Storytellers, The inspirerers for the next questors. We become the depository of the Wisdom of the Quest for the Grail. We must therefore listen to our guides and teachers, but always the Myth itself leads us ever onward. Always the Myth calls us heart and soul. For me it is a call I am literally unable to ignore. It is the heart of life.

We love in the midst of Love.

The love we feel, the love we need, the love we give is surrounded by the great Love that is the matrix and cradle and blessing and essence of our being. This Love is the vessel, recipe, and map for all the words, gifts, and happenings, beautiful moments and touching exchanges which in this life we call loving, being loved, or feeling love. It is the limitless sea in which all our human experiences of love-the love of lovers and sweethearts, of husbands and wives, of parents for their children, brothers and sisters for one another, of dearest friends and compassionate strangers-swim like the vast and variegated multitude of fish in the infinite ocean.

Love as we know it and live it-the love of duty, as a man to his cause; of pleasure, as in the flower of friendship; of passion and ecstasy, as in romance; of commitment, as in all the changing vicissitudes of our intimate relationships-all these are faces, miniature and particular embodiments, of the faceless, infinitely graceful, endlessly tenderhearted Love that is the medium in which we all live and breathe.

All the love we need and know and seek and make is but the corner of a postcard from this infinite and beautiful landscape. We can discover our connection to that great, that infinite love through particular exalted moments of love in our own lives. For, if we are willing to throw our hearts wide open at such moments, we suddenly comprehend that we ourselves are participants in that love. It is then that our human relationships become radiant and illumined, the sacred chalice from which we can sip of the love that is truly divine.



His Passion gave as meat and drink to His beloved Apostles and bequeathed to His Holy Church to be the perpetual Sacrifice and life-giving nourishment of His faithful people,





Parsifal

According to Chritien de Troyes...Part 1    




Not much is known about Chretien, his origins or his early works. He was born around 1130 and by 1170, he was famous as the author of a version of Ovid's Book of Love, now lost, and a version of the Tristan story which has also disappeared. Erec is his first medieval bestseller. This poem introduces in a formal way the Matter of Britain to the cosmopolitan audience at the court of Marie de Champagne, and from there passed throughout the courts of Europe. Erec sets the basic pattern for all Arthurian Romances, but though the splendors of the Celtic world are here on display, the Grail is not yet in evidence.

Chretien followed up his success with three more Arthurian tales. Cliges is a Roman myth with an Arthurian background. It wasn't all that popular. There are only two copies extant. But it did introduce certain key elements in the Matter of Britain. Cliges contains the first mention of the Round Table and the first specific mention of Camelot. Chretain may have picked up this name from Camulodunum, the Roman name for Colchester.

The Knight of the Cart and The Knight with the Lion are perhaps Chretien's masterpieces. Certainly Ywain or the knight with the lion with its marvels, strange adventures and courtly love, its finely drawn characters and well wrought unity is a masterpiece. The Knight of the Cart , our introduction to Lancelot, fares less well. The action is unexplained and unmotivated, requiring a broader canvas in order to give the causes and consequences of the adventure. The overall feeling is that of a piece of a larger work rather than a completed work of art in itself.

We can imagine Chretien working on just that problem of scope in the early 1180's.While Chretien produced most of the Arthurian stage dressing that would define the very concept of Romance over the next three hundred years, the Grail has yet to appear.

Chretien's last work, left unfinished at his death, was Perceval, or the History of the Grail. With this uneven masterpiece, Chretien plants the seed germ of the spiritual qualities that will, within only thiry years, become the driving force behind works as unique as Wolfram's Parzival and Walter de Mapp's Queste del Saint Graal.

While the scope of Perceval, or the History of the Grail is broad enough to encompass the entire medieval world view, it is riddled with difficulties and inconsistencies. Chretien himself claimed that he was merely reworking the material that he had found in an old manuscript. Perhaps the marvels and strange doings of his Celtic original simply proved too much for Chretien's more down to earth approach. At any rate, his version ends after Gawain's adventure of the Perilous Bed.

We can be sure that Chretien began his last work, commissioned by Phillip of Flanders, with great enthusiasm. Chretien refers to the story as the greatest ever told in any court. His opening scenes are full of color and verve. He tells of his hero's blunders and gaucheries with a keen comic sensitivity of effect. He invests the encounter with the Fisher King with just the right amount of awe and reverence mixed in with the mystery and strangeness. And Chretien is equally successful with the startling appearance of the Loathly Damsel and her violent denunicaion of Perceval, whose growth from boyish boorishness to knightly grace has been well drawn and realized.

With the shift of narrative focus to Gawain, the tale begins to unravel. By the time the story returns to Perceval, it is obvious that Chretien is deeply confused and that some important concept concerning this "graal" has been lost or misunderstood.

But the clues are there, painted in broad strokes in the Grail procession scene. To understand the mystery of the Grail, it will be necessary to have the outline of Chretien's scene in the Grail Castle firmly in mind. Our first glimpse of the Grail offers many guideposts in the tangled thickets of theological and eschatological speculations to follow. Chretien faithfully followed his original, even when he didn't understand it.

Perceval's early life echoes the boyhoods of the great Celtic Solar Heroes Culchuin and Finn. His entry to the great hall of Camelot is taken from the tale of Kulwich in the Welsh Mabinogion. After his knighting, Perceval sets out in search of further adventures and arrives at the castle of the Fisher King. The Fisher King presides over a vast, empty hall, large enough for four hundred men. An old man is seated on a couch pulled close to the central fire. The Fisher King presents Perceval with a Sword, a richly appointed weapon, a marvel that "could not break save only in one peril which no one knew save him who forged and tempered it."

A procession passes through the hall. First, a squire carries a Spear dripping spackles of blood onto the floor. Two squires with ten-branched candlesticks follow. A beautiful maiden enters carrying a "Graal" which blazes so brightly that it puts out the light of the candles and the stars. Following her is another maiden carrying a talleors, a casket or tabernacle. Perceval watches all this but fails to ask its meaning.

In the morning, the castle is empty and disappears as soon as Perceval moves across the drawbridge. He comes upon a lady holding a headless body. She informs Perceval that all could have been healed if he had only asked of the grail. She also tells him that his sword will break in a careless moment, but that it can be renewed in t he lake where the smith, Trebuchet, dwells.

On the surface, this is no stranger than any other marvelous encounter in any of a dozen Celtic adventure tales. It is only when the hermit, whom Perceval visits for confession after five years of godless adventure, begins to explain and chastise that we sense that something is missing or misunderstood.

Why does the hermit rebuke Perceval so severely for not asking of the Grail when he was merely following the teachings of his chivalrous mentor? And, in any case, Perceval did not know that he should ask, or that there was any penalty for not asking. It somehow doesn't seem quite fair.

But even more disturbing is the hermit's assertion that the "Graal" carried by the beautiful maiden did not contain a salmon or lamprey as Chretien implied it should, but simply a consecrated wafer intended for the King's father. Church orthodoxy specifically excluded women from serving in such a priestly capacity. Yet the Grail Maiden passes unexplained. At any rate, a dish wide enough to hold a large fish seems a strange choice to hold a smallish wafer. And, if its purpose is simply sacramental, why does it accompany each course?

The old hermit's explanations are more tantalizing than satisfying, and suggests that Chretien found the need to alibi and cover over his religious tracks. The idea of a miraculous dish is an ancient Celtic motif. The later romances give the Fisher King the name of Bron, a close proximity to the ancient Welsh Bran, whose cauldron supplied the needs of any and everyone. Bran was wounded in the foot, echoing the Fisher King's injury, a spear wound through the thigh.

And there is still the matter of a woman celebrating a form of the Mass, something unheard of in orthodox tradition. Where could this have come from?

To simply say "from Celtic sources" is to beg the point. For all the pagan influences in the Grail story, it is still almost numinously Christian. But it is a Christianity far removed from the corruption and politics of Rome. This doesn't explain the eruption of Grail literature in the thirty or so years between the major Romances. For that, a broader perspective is needed.


Parsifal

According to Chritien de Troyes...Part 2    


The Holy Grail, the chalice of the Last Supper, is kept within a castle. The king of the castle has been severely wounded and suffers continuously because his wound will not heal. The entire country and its people are in desolation.

The king had been wounded early in his adolescence. While wandering in a forest, he had reached a camp that was empty except for a spit on which a salmon was roasting. He was hungry, so he took a bit of the salmon. He burned his fingers horribly. To assuage the pain, he put his fingers into his mouth and tasted a bit of the salmon. He is called the Fisher King because he was wounded by a fish. He was also wounded in the thighs, so he is no longer productive, and his whole land is no longer productive. The Fisher King lies on a litter and must be carried everywhere, but he is sometimes able to fish, and only then is he happy.

The Fisher King presides over the castle where the Grail is kept, but he cannot touch the Grail or be healed by it. The court fool has prophesied that the Fisher King would be healed when a wholly innocent fool arrives in the court.

In an isolated country a boy lives with his widowed mother, whose name is Heart Sorrow. At first the boy does not seem to have a name; much later he learns that his name is Parsifal. His father had been killed while rescuing a fair maiden, and his two brothers had also been killed as knights. His mother had taken him to tbis faraway country and raised him in primitive circumstances. He has homespun clothes, has no schooling, asks no questions. He is a simple, naive youth.

Early in his adolescence, he sees five knights riding by on horseback. He is dazzled by the knights, their scarlet-and-gold trappings their armor, and all their accoutrements. He dashes home to tell his mother that he has seen five gods and wants to leave home to go with them.

His mother weeps. She had hoped that he would not suffer the fate of his father and his brothers. But she gives him her blessing and three instructions: He must respect all fair maidens; he is to go daily to church where he will receive all the food he needs; and he is not to ask any questions.

Parsifal goes off to find the knights. He never finds the same five knights, but he has all kinds of adventures. One day he comes to a tent. He had only known a simple hut, so he thinks this is the church his mother had told him about. He sees a fair damsel wearing a ring on her hand, so he obeys his mother's instruction by embracing the damsel, taking her ring, and putting it on his own hand. He sees a table set for a banquet and, thinking it is the food his mother had told him he would find in church, he eats it, not realizing it is prepared for the damsel's beloved knight. The damsel begs Parsifal to leave, because if her knight finds him there he will kill him.

Parsifal goes on his way and soon finds a devastated convent and monastery. He cannot restore them, but he vows to return and raise the spell when he is stronger.

Then he meets a Red Knight who has come from King Arthur's Court. Parsifal is dazzled by the knight and tells him that he too wants to be a knight. The Red Knight tells him to go to Arthur's court, which he does. In this court is a damsel who has not smiled or laughed for six years. A legend says that when the best knight in the world comes along, she will smile and laugh again. When she sees Parsifal, she bursts into laughter. The court is impressed. Arthur knights Parsifal, gives him a page, and tells him that he may have the horse and armor of the Red Knight if he can get it.

Parsifal finds the Red Knight, kills him, and takes his armor and puts it on over his homespun clothing. He finds his way to the castle of Gournamond, who trains him to be a knight. Gournamond gives him two instructions: He must never seduce or be seduced by a woman, and when he reaches the Grail castle he must ask, "Whom does the Grail serve?"

Parsifal goes off and tries to find his mother and help her, but he finds that she died of a broken heart. Then he meets Blanche Fleur. From this time on, everything he does is in her service. She asks him to conquer the army besieging her castle, which he does, and then he spends the night with her.

After traveling all of the next day, he meets two men in a boat. One of them, who is fishing, invites Parsifal to stay at his house for the night. When ParsifaI reaches this house, he finds himself in a great castle, where he is royally welcomed. He learns that the fisherman is the Fisher King. He sees a ceremony in which a youth carries a sword that drips blood constantly and in which a maiden carries the Grail. At a banquet the Grail is passed about and everyone drinks from it. The Fisher King's niece brings a sword, and the King straps it to Parsifal's waist. But Parsifal fails to ask the question Gournamond had told him to ask. The next morning Parsifal finds that all the people

of the castle have vanished. Then the castle itself disappears. He goes on and finds a sorrowful maiden. He learns that her knight had been killed by the jealous knight of the maiden of the tent, so the death was really his fault. When she learns that he has been in the Grail castle, she berates him for all his sins and tells him that the land and its people will continue to be desolate because he failed to ask the right question.

Later he again finds the maiden of the tent. She reiterates all his misdeeds and tells him t hat the sword he had been given will break the first time it is used in battle, that it can only be mended by the smith who made it, and that after that it will never break again.

In the course of his journeys, Parsifal has subdued many knights and sent them back to King Arthur's Court. When he had been there before, they had not realized who he was. Arthur sets forth to search for Parsifal so the court can honor him. Parsifal happens to be camping nearby. A falcon attacks three geese and wounds one of them. Its blood on the snow reminds Parsifal of Blanche Fleur, and he falls into a trance. Two of Arthur's men see him and try to persuade him to return to the court, but he unhorses them. A third knight, Gawain, gently persuades him to go to the court with him. Parsifal is received in triumph at the court.

But the rejoicing ends when a hideous damsel on a decrepit mule enters and recites all of Parsifal's sins. Then she points a finger at him and says, "It is all your fault." She assigns tasks to all the knights. She tells Parsifal to search for the Grail castle again and this time ask the right question.

Parsifal goes on through many episodes. Some versions say that he travels for five years; others say twenty years. He grows bitter and disillusioned. He does many heroic deeds, but he forgets the church, Blanche Fleur, and the Graii castle.

Then one day he meets some pilgrims who ask him why he is armed on Good Friday. He suddenly remembers what he had forgotten. Remorsefully he goes with the pilgrims to a hermit for confession. The hermit absolves him and tells him to go immediately to the Grail castle.

The poem by Chritien de Troyes stops here. Many authors tried to finish it. One version says that Parsifal goes to the Grail castle and this time he asks the right question: "Whom does the Grail serve?" The answer is given: "The Grail serves the Grail King." He is not the Fisher King, but the Grail King, who has lived in the central room of the castle from time immemorial. The Fisher King is healed immediately, and the land and all its people can live in peace and joy.


THE ROMAN EMPIRE AND THE ROMAN CHURCH We have to look at some other related history first. The Roman system was an empire built on conquest with incorporation. The secret of Rome's strength lie in her ability to incorporate vanquished nations into her own political body. Never before had so many people been brought under one government without making slaves of most of them. The Romans were basically barbaric and lawless in characteristics, but were experts in adaptability, absorbing nations, cultures and religions and cross breeding them into one another, by force if necessary. Through this, the rulers sought to keep the entire empire under control. Gradually the Roman Empire became permeated with the philosophy of the Greeks and the religions of the Jews and Christians. The natural part of human life was raised to a higher plane. Combined with the Greek influence, Roman law and political ideas have had a strong influence on the West. Thus the Greek notion of democracy, the religions of the Jews and Christian, the law and political influence of the Romans, all these mixed together made the civilization of the later Western world. Clearly, history tells us that the Roman civilization is the direct ancestor of the modern West. Christianity became known as the official western religion, and the native religions of the western world became known as heathen - uncivilized and unenlightened. However it was not so in the beginning. It may be a surprise for many to know that during the first 3 centuries, the Christians suffered tremendously under the Roman government which tried to destroy them. However, Christianity was spreading too vigorously to be kept under control. The strategy of elimination through persecution eventually changed to one of embracing it and controlling its destiny to fulfill the purpose of their rulers. The church on the other hand made a compromise to accept Rome and became the destroyer of her mother (Israel) who bore her. In the process, truth suffered. Biblical commandments that the Apostles taught were subordinated to pagan convenience. The church entered into apostasy. This was fully realized in the 4th century when Emperor Constantine the Great declared himself a Christian, the first pope and the ruler of the church, which he called, the Roman Catholic Church that existed to these days. By his own authority he set up church councils, installed and deposed bishops, imprisoning and banishing them, imposed religious edicts under penalty of Roman Law. He set up the Council of Rome and Nicene, and bridged the Empire of Rome to the Church of Rome. One after another, the unscrupulous and cruel wolves as prophesied in the scriptures, entered the Church to take control, ravish and strip the Church to total spiritual nakedness and bankruptcy, and then clothed her in mockery and strange garments. Greco-Roman ideologies, values and pagan practices and rituals were adopted as standards and holiness in the Church. The Christian Jews who had understanding of God’s truths refused to toe the line. As a result, they were denounced as traitors, betrayers and murderers of the Lord, and were replaced by the Gentile "spiritual Jews", where the old, including the Hebraic understanding of the scriptures were forcibly put away and replaced by the Greco-Roman way of interpreting the scriptures. The wolves now had a totally free hand, this time in the Name of God. Sounds like a fairy tale, but painfully true. This is the background and setting for the origin and history of the "must-be" monogamy theology. CATHOLIC PRIESTS WERE MONOGAMOUS AND POLYGAMOUS BUT MADE CELIBATE Due to the widespread illiteracy of the scriptures, especially that of the Gentile believers who were totally ignorant of the Torah, whatever the Catholic priests said were considered as God’s Law and divine truths. One area of total distortion was that of marital relationship. Surprising to almost all of us, it was common for Catholic priests to have multiple wives and mistresses. In 726AD, it was acceptable for a man with a sick wife to take a second wife so long as he looked after the first one. With concerns for protecting Church property from inheritance however, offspring could not inherit church property and it was later declared that all sons of priests were illegitimate. In 1022, Pope Benedict VIII banned marriages for priests (monogamous or polygamous). Finally in 1139, Pope Innocent II voided all marriages of priests and all new priests had to divorce their wives. All these were done to possess and protect money and church property. Making polygamy a sin and marriage unacceptable for a priest was a slow and purposeful process. CELIBACY AND ASCETICISM PROPAGATED AS HOLINESS Backing up this hidden agenda, was an anti-human Greek doctrine concocted from the pit of hell by the hatred of Satan, manifested as holiness against all human nature and passions. It is called asceticism; the paganistic teaching that to be spiritual is to be poor, thus sex and all human passions would have to be denied for the highest fulfillment found only in monastic lifestyle. This distorted view of human passions and sexuality put a terrible burden on the shoulders of all who wanted to be spiritual. Worse still, it became the root and the source of much more other lies and deception regarding holiness and marriage forms in the whole Christian world. Celibacy was propagated as the new standard of high attainment in holiness. Sex was taken to be unclean and sinful. Marriages were painted, at best as being a necessary evil to guard against sexual sins such as fornication. Because of such a heathen belief, monks and nuns were considered holier and closer to God than anybody else, and priests would necessarily be celibates. Marriage was considered an activity of the flesh, if possible, to be avoided by those seeking spirituality. Thus monogamy would be tolerated as an acceptable norm among the "less spiritual" and polygamy would be condemned as an abomination. Clearly, Greek philosophy and Roman monogamy were in control of the entire Church. This prevailed in what is known as the Dark Ages of the Church. Roman Christianity was strongly and aggressively propagated from the Roman Empire into the West and from the West into the rest of the world and thus came to be known as a western religion. Thus we see how Christianity was corrupted with the Greco-Roman philosophy and values We are still under the power of the Roman Kingdom (which was the last kingdom of the statue as seen by Nebuchadnezzar), even thought it had collapsed. But the church is still under that power and is still not yet into the Kingdom of the Rock that was not made with hands! MONOGAMY, ROMANISM, ROMAN CATHOLISM Looking at the name, practices and ordinances of the Roman Catholic Church, where polygamy is never to be tolerated, it would be blind not to see that the culture of Rome had become the culture of the Roman Catholic Church. It is also clear that the medieval society and the modern world are the children of the Roman Empire. The medieval society was a hodgepodge of customs, language, laws and attitudes taken from the late great Roman Empire, with some Germanic admixture and has now shaped our modern world. Both the medieval world and our own world are very much descended from Rome. By the 14th century, much of the Roman influence was no longer obvious, the culture of Rome had become the culture of the Roman Catholic Church. Some educated commoners who look beneath the surface could find the Roman roots of the many institutions of medieval culture. But the Romans are now ancient history and what they had left behind had been well tended to by the Christian clerics. And today we still live in the shadows of a culture the Romans began creating 2800 years ago. many Christians and non-Christians have misunderstood the Christian message and Christian spirituality because of the distorted views of sexuality and intimate relationships that have been taught by the church. We believe that a fuller spirituality in every area can be enjoyed by replacing these views with healthier ones based on clearer biblical translation and interpretation. Celibate clergy are not more religious than the married clergy and the former do not spend more time with their parishioners than the latter. They have "shepherded" their church to become nothing short of a cult of child rapists. Yes, of course, I can hear it now even from evangelical leaders... "But there are many priests in the Catholic Church who would never do such things." And of course, this is true. But if you know how the RCC operates, then you know that bishops and priests have long known about the reality of such abuse and about the efforts of the RCC hierarchy to cover-up such cases. While there may be common moral ground between individual Roman Catholics and individual evangelicals, the fact that RCC hierarchical leaders are commonly involved in the cover-up of gross sin by their own priests is a contradiction to the front of morality that is deceptively projected by RCC leaders. Of course, there are many Roman Catholics involved with ecumenism who do have good and moral motives, but at the same time they do represent an organization that commonly hides the moral corruption of MANY of its leaders. This is IMMORAL. That, is the toleration of evil at the expense of others for one's own benefit... and such wicked deception is very evil. Roman Catholicism commands Celibacy in violation of the Word of God. Celibacy in the Roman Priesthood adds to the problem and encourages sexual sin in the Roman Priesthood. Not only is CELIBACY NOT REQUIRED BY GOD, IT IS A DOCTRINE OF SEXUAL DEVIANTS!

A Brief History of Celibacy in the
Catholic Church

First Century
Peter, the first pope, and the apostles that Jesus chose were, for the most part, married men. The New Testament implies that women presided at eucharistic meals in the early church.

Second and Third Century
Age of Gnosticism: light and spirit are good, darkness and material things are evil. A person cannot be married and be perfect. However, most priests were married.

Fourth Century
306-Council of Elvira, Spain, decree #43: a priest who sleeps with his wife the night before Mass will lose his job.
325-Council of Nicea: decreed that after ordination a priest could not marry. Proclaimed the Nicene Creed.
352-Council of Laodicea: women are not to be ordained. This suggests that before this time there was ordination of women.
385-Pope Siricius left his wife in order to become pope. Decreed that priests may no longer sleep with their wives.

Fifth Century
401-St. Augustine wrote, “Nothing is so powerful in drawing the spirit of a man downwards as the caresses of a woman.”

Sixth Century
567-2nd Council of Tours: any cleric found in bed with his wife would be excommunicated for a year and reduced to the lay state.
580-Pope Pelagius II: his policy was not to bother married priests as long as they did not hand over church property to wives or children.
590-604-Pope Gregory “the Great” said that all sexual desire is sinful in itself (meaning that sexual desire is intrinsically evil?).

Seventh Century
France: documents show that the majority of priest were married.

Eighth Century
St. Boniface reported to the pope that in Germany almost no bishop or priest was celibate.

Ninth Century
836-Council of Aix-la-Chapelle openly admitted that abortions and infanticide took place in convents and monasteries to cover up activities of uncelibate clerics.
St. Ulrich, a holy bishop, argued from scripture and common sense that the only way to purify the church from the worst excesses of celibacy was to permit priests to marry.

Eleventh Century
1045-Pope Boniface IX dispensed himself from celibacy and resigned in order to marry.
1074-Pope Gregory VII said anyone to be ordained must first pledge celibacy: ‘priests [must] first escape from the clutches of their wives.’
1095-Pope Urban II had priests’ wives sold into slavery, children were abandoned.

Twelfth Century
1123-Pope Calistus II: First Lateran Council decreed that clerical marriages were invalid.
1139-Pope Innocent II: Second Lateran Council confirmed the previous council’s decree.

Fourteenth Century
Bishop Pelagio complains that women are still ordained and hearing confessions.

Fifteenth Century
Transition; 50% of priests are married and accepted by the people.

Sixteenth Century
1545-63-Council of Trent states that celibacy and virginity are superior to marriage.
1517-Martin Luther.
1530-Henry VIII.

Seventeenth Century
Inquisition. Galileo. Newton.

The idea of Catholic celibacy is especially foolish when you realize the reason behind it. Before the middle ages it was allowable for Catholic priests to have multiple wives and mistresses (concubines). But with concerns for protecting Church property from inheritance Pope Pelagius I made new priests agree offspring could not inherit Church property. Pope Gregory then declared all sons of priests illegitimate (only sons since lowly daughters could inherit anyway in society).

In 1022 Pope Benedict VIII banned marriages and mistresses for priests and in 1139 Pope Innocent II voided all marriages of priests and all new priests had to divorce their wives. This had nothing to do with morality, multiple women for males had long been the norm since before biblical times, but it was about MONEY! In biblical times many wives, concubines and breeders was common and never spoken against other than by Paul to the Elders of Timothy and Titus. In the Tanakh, Jewish priests suggest 4 wives was probably about the right number.

The whole celibacy nonsense was also the result of dark age gnostic influences that false taught that the body was dirty and not spiritual and to be more spiritual you had to avoid natural sexuality.
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Pope innocent III who started the inquisition was reported to be incestuous. Coincidence? Lets look at what the religious symbols became after the killing of the Carthars.

God suffers from either multiple personality disorder or celibacy. Mother and Father or just Father and no Mother. Analyze that! If you were everything in general, who would you be specifically? God has a dysfunctional family. Jeez what a mess! Jesus and Mother Mary ...the Madonna and Child. Centuries of art and adoration. Perfection. Really? Jesus was God's gift, the Son of God, Mary's special child...her Little Prince. Who is Mother Mary without Jesus? If you believe in the "Virgin Birth" take this as a reality check. Jesus said, "I and my Father are one." What about Joseph? Sounds a little Oedipal doesn't it? Look at this relationship in family terms. It is a completely co-dependent relationship. Jesus' entire identity is wrapped up in being Mary's special child, the perfect Son of God. Mary's entire identity is wrapped up in being the Virgin Mother. The Mother of God. What about Joseph or any of Jesus' brother or sisters? According to the catholic dogma he wasn't supposed to have any because Mary was a pristine virgin her entire life, pure as the driven snow; once again forgetting Joseph. So Mary was the Mother of God the Son and the chosen Virgin of God the Father. And the Son and the Father were one. The only woman in Jesus' life was his beloved Virgin Mother. The only other woman he was close to had to be a whore whom he forgave. Mary Magdalene and Jesus ...the repentant whore. The forgiven prostitute. The fallen woman from whom Jesus cast out 7 devils. So, according to the middle age world, Jesus was the Father who impregnated Mother Mary, and was then born as her Son. So he was her father, spouse, and son who lead a celibate life but loved a prostitute. It's just one big Oedipal Complex!

Now imagine this, perhaps Jesus and his wife were very happy. Jesus of Nazareth, the man, was the Son of God, in spirit. He had the Essence of God the Father guiding him through his life. Thus Jesus was the essence of God on Earth. It brings new light to his statement, "I and my Father are one." Indeed they were. And yet they were separate as well. Jesus became a new face of the Godhead for humanity. Remember before he came, the Jewish God was a God of wrath and justice. Jesus became the God of love and forgiveness. The wise and faithful counselor. The Son. The mediator. He made God approachable to the people. We can relate to Jesus. He's not so scary as the God of the Old Testament. He made things simple for us to understand. He told simple stories and taught people about simple universal truths. He was a peace lover. Mary of Magdala, the woman, was the Daughter of Goddess, in spirit. She had the Essence of God the Mother guiding her through her life. Thus Mary was the essence of Goddess on Earth. She became "the Magdalene" as Jesus became "the Christ." She was a pillar of strength and courage. Her story is one of great trial. Great joy and great sorrow. Her life went on after Jesus. She went on. She was a great teacher and a mother. She loved unconditionally and she gave from her heart all that she had. The marriage of Jesus and Mary was sacred. It represented on Earth the sacred marriage of God and Goddess in Heaven. The unity and the balance. It was beautiful and human. And it was sacred and holy. It was from this space of oneness and communion that the earliest teachings of Christianity sprang. Men and women as equal and valuable beings of the Creator. Love and forgiveness. Peace and healing. Jesus Christ and Mary Magdalene stand as two pillars lighting the way to Truth. They led by example. They showed the world what was possible for everyone. They did not want the world to worship them. They wanted the world to learn from them. To see what what was possible. To find God/Goddess within the heart and be a shining light for the whole world.
 

Many people believe that Paul was antagonistic toward marriage because of the passage, "For I would that all men were even as I myself. But every man hath his proper gift of God, one after this manner, and another after that.

"I say therefore to the unmarried and widows, It is good for them if they abide even as I.

"But if they cannot contain, let them marry: for it is better to marry than to burn." (1 Cor. 7:7-9.)

But this belief does not account for all the other statements that Paul made concerning marriage. Paul's teachings, as recorded in letters that were sent to churches and saints in various stages of spiritual progression, reflect the character and experience of a man who understands family relationships and can speak with authority on the subject.

In the first place, Paul himself was likely to have been married because of his Judaic background. In his defense before the Jewish crowd outside the Roman barracks of the Antonian tower, Paul states that he was taught according to the perfect manner of the law of the fathers and was zealous in living that law. (See Acts 22:3.) Again, in his defense before the Pharisees and Sadducees, Paul claims that he is a Pharisee, the son of a Pharisee. (See Acts 23:6.) To the Galatians, Paul had written that he was more zealous in fulfilling the requirements of his religion than others of his time. (See Gal. 1:14.) The emphasis that the Jews put on marriage as part of their law and tradition would certainly have been used against Paul in view of such statements if he had not been married.1

Further evidence that Paul was married is found in the likelihood that Paul was a member of the Sanhedrin. One of the qualifications for becoming a member of that body was that a man must be married and the father of children,2 which was thought to make him more merciful in dispensing justice in the courts. Paul (Saul) was one of the official witnesses of the stoning of Stephen (see Acts 7:59), an action ordered by the Sanhedrin. He also gave his vote with the Sanhedrin against the Christians prior to his conversion. (See Acts 26:10.)3 Further evidence of Paul's position is found in Acts 9:1-2 where Paul went before the high priest and requested letters authorizing his "official" persecution in bringing Christians to trial and imprisonment. In view of these evidences, most scholars do not argue that Paul had never been married, but that he was either divorced or was a widower by the time he wrote to the Corinthian church.

But let us take a closer look at 1 Corinthians 7 to see if the evidence supports this last conjecture. At the outset, Paul refers to a letter the Corinthians wrote to him: "Now concerning the things whereof ye wrote unto me: It is good for a man not to touch a woman." Although the King James Version does not make it clear who makes the statement, "it is good for a man not to touch a woman," the Greek text and the Inspired Version both make this a statement of the Corinthians. We do not know the context of this statement, because we do not have the Corinthian epistle to Paul. The only context we can supply is Paul's answer and, fortunately, that does give us some clue as to their problem. Paul wishes (see 1 Cor. 7:7) that all men were as he was. But what is that? Could it be that he wishes all men were divorced or that all had lost their companions in death, or does he simply wish that men would be so dedicated to the work of the Lord that they be as though single?

Evidence of the latter possibility can be found later in the chapter. In verses 10 and 11, Paul does not tell the married saints to become separated, but if they are separated, he suggests either that they remain that way rather than marry someone else or that they become reconciled. Paul even enjoins against separation in part-member families if the husband and wife are compatible (verses 12-14), because the member may someday be able to help save his spouse (see verse 16). Some scholars conjecture that Paul was divorced as a result of a "mixed" marriage, but the Corinthians would have thrown this advice right back to him if such had been the case.

One reason Paul wrote to the Corinthians concerning these matters is found in verse 29, where he states, "this I say, brethren, the time is short: it remaineth, that  they that have wives be as though they had none." He further states (verse 32) that the unmarried saints (and those who are as though unmarried) care for the things of the Lord, but too often a married person puts other things before the work of the Lord (verse 33). Paul is simply reminding those who have been called to God's work to put that calling first, even before earthly matters.
 

Concerning the importance of marriage for a member of the church and the relationships of family members toward each other and the Lord, Paul exhorts the saints to be followers of himself, especially in the ordinances of the church. (See 1 Cor. 11:1-2.) He teaches that  "neither is the man without the woman, neither the woman without the man, in the Lord." (1 Cor. 11:11.)

What sense would these statements make if they came from an unmarried man? In view of all that Paul has said on marriage in 1 Corinthians, it is quite unlikely that the Corinthians would accept his epistle and his arguments if he had been divorced or separated from a wife. The message of 2 Corinthians 7, however, is that the first epistle was accepted and many Saints repented.

It is evident from the frequency of Paul's counsel on marriage and family that he placed great importance on the subject, comparing the husband and the family to Christ and the Church. (See Eph. 5.) He also charges the husbands to love their wives (see Eph. 5:25) as their Savior loved the church, so that they might sanctify and perfect their families through love. Paraphrasing one of the great commandments-to love one's neighbor as oneself-Paul says, "So ought men to love their wives as their own bodies. He that loveth his wife loveth himself." (Verse 28.) A husband is not to rule as a tyrant over his wife but is to preside in love. (See verse 33.)

Paul's letter to Philippi deserves special consideration in pursuing this subject. Philippi was the first European city in which Paul preached and was one of the most righteous branches of the church at that time of which we have record: "Wherefore, my beloved, as ye have always obeyed, not as in my presence only, but now much more in my absences" (Philip. 2:12.) During Paul's missionary travels and while in prison at Rome, the Philippian church was the only one to remain in constant communication with him by courier, sending gifts and necessities to their beloved apostle. (See Philip. 4:15-18.) In his letter to this faithful group, Paul addresses some of the sisters: "I beseech Euodias, and beseech Syntyche, that they be of the same mind in the Lord.

"And I intreat thee also, true yokefellow, help those women who laboured with me in the gospel, with Clement also, and with other my fellowlabourers." (Philip. 4:2-3; italics added.) Gnesie syzuge, the words translated "true yokefellow," are here taken as feminine, and is a noun that means "wife." Ancient commentators believed that Paul was addressing his wife (e.g., Clement of Alex., Strom. 3:53:1, and Origen, Comm. in Ep. ad. Rom. 1:1), and this is the most sensible translation of the Greek in this context. If he were married at the time, one would expect Paul to leave his wife with a faithful group of saints, where she would least suffer from want and lack of support during his absence. Both her presence in Philippi and the love of the members there for Paul would account for the constant communication with the apostle, and, if this interpretation is true, it is natural that Paul would ask his wife to assist some of the women who had done so much on his behalf.

Finally, in Paul's last epistles, which were written to Timothy and Titus, he places further emphasis on the desirability of marriage. In listing the qualities necessary for a bishop, Paul includes being married (see 1 Tim. 3:2) and being a good leader over his house: "For if a man know not how to rule his own house, how shall he take care of the church of God?" (1 Tim. 3:5; cp. Titus 1:5-9). Even those called "deacons" in that day (the Greek literally means "one who serves" or a "helper") were to be married and have orderly households. (See 1 Tim, 3:10-13.)

The evidence of Paul's writings leads to the conclusion that he not only tolerated marriage among the saints, but encouraged and exhorted them to marry and bear children. He indicated that marriage is an essential part of the gospel framework, and asserted that one of the signs of apostasy in the last days would be teachings against marriage. (See 1 Tim. 4:1-3.) Certainly Jesus was foremost in importance to Paul, just as he should be in the hearts of men today, and on occasion Paul had to remind men called to the ministry to be fully dedicated to the Lord's work. Nevertheless, Paul understood and taught that in the presence of the Lord, the man will not be without the woman, neither the woman without the man.

It cannot be argued that Paul rejected marriage on the basis of Christian conviction or because of the dangerous or demanding nature of his future ministry, since Paul's parents would have arranged his marriage when he was younger, some time prior to his conversion to Christ. And far from rejecting marriage for Christian leaders in general, Paul accepted that it was the norm for Christian leaders to be married, and that in this regard he and Barnabas were exceptions (1 Cor 9:5).

Paul does not refer to himself as a PARQENOS, a virgin, one who has never married, nor class himself with such, nor does he suggest in any way that he had never married. On the contrary: in 1 Cor 7:8 Paul writes, "Now to the AGAMOI and widows I say: it is good for them to stay as I am." That is, he classes himself with the AGAMOI, those who had previously been married. And he recommends to his readers that in this regard they follow his example and not remarry, unless and until it becomes clear that God is continuing to give them the gift of a nature requiring marriage: in which case they should in fact remarry (1 Cor 7:7,9).

There is no evidence on the other side, that is, is support of the view that Paul had never married; and there are no reasonable grounds for holding such a view.


Mary's life was rewritten by inquisition scribes and her reputation was slandered beyond recognition. The history of Christianity is likewise a history of how women were silenced and deprived of their rights." The Christian Church grew into an imbalance of male-female power. However, She is beginning to emerge from secrecy to show her face once again, as humanity begins to lift the veils of illusion from their eyes.


 





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-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- MYRRH Myrrh Tree - [5-15 feet tall and 1 foot in diameter] Historical background and spiritual uses: Even before the baby Jesus received Myrrh as a gift, over 2000 years ago, Myrrh was one of the most desired and most sought after items in the world. It is mentioned in the Bible over 22 times and it was used as incense in religious rituals. It promotes spiritual awareness and is uplifting. Used in embalming, as a cure for cancer, leprosy, and syphilis. Myrrh, mixed with coriander and honey, was used to treat herpes. It was used as an anti-infectous, anti-inflammatory, antiseptic, astringent and as a tonic. Because of myrrh's various medicinal uses this gift represents Christ's human nature, the Suffering Savior, the Great Physician, and the Passion. Myrrh is an aromatic gum resin which oozes from gashes cut in the bark of a small desert tree known as Commifera Myrrha or the dindin tree. (The gashes are reminders of the wounds Christ received while being flogged by the Roman soldiers.) The myrrh hardens into tear-dropped shaped chunks and is then powdered or made into ointments or perfumes. Myrrh was an extremely valuable commodity during biblical times and was imported from India and Arabia. The Ishmaelite caravan which carried Joseph to slavery in Egypt also bore myrrh. When Israel sent his sons into Egypt for food he told them to take along some myrrh as a gift for the man in charge. Because myrrh was used in the embalming or anointing of the dead, it came to represent mortality, suffering and sorrow. The Israelites used perfumed ointments of myrrh in their funeral preparations to postpone the decay and alleviate the odors of the deceased. Although less than one pound was normally used in Israelite funerary preparations, Nicodemus brought "a mixture of myrrh and aloes, about a hundred pounds" to prepare Jesus's body for burial. Other people burned myrrh as an incense during cremations. The Phoenix was said to build its funeral pyre out of myrrh, frankincense, and other spices. Myrrh has many medicinal uses. In ancient times it was used for cleaning wounds and sores. As late as the 19th century it was given as a treatment for worms, coughs, colds, sore throats, asthma, indigestion, bad breath, gum disease, and gonorrhea. In Pilgrim's Progress, a bundle of myrrh was used to keep Mercy from fainting. Too much myrrh can make one violently sick. Until the invention of morphine and other modern painkillers, myrrh was a common analgesic. In ancient times it was often mixed with wine to make the drink more potent. As was the custom among the Jews, Christ was offered 'wine mingled with myrrh'; to ease the pains of the cross. However, He refused to drink it. Myrrh is named for its bitter taste which, along with its funerary uses, has caused it to be associated with the bitter things of life. St. Cyril applied the bittersweetness of the Passion to Solomon's verse, "I have come to my garden, my sister, my spouse; I have gathered my myrrh with my spice; I have eaten my honeycomb with my honey; I have drunk my wine with my milk." Myrrh has been associated with bitter repentance, mortification of the flesh, and penance. According to Aquinas, myrrh and aloes, by their bitterness, their pleasant perfume, and their preserving qualities, represent the penance by which we preserve our souls from the corruption of sin and the pleasing odor of a good report rising before God. Fingers dripping with myrrh on the handles of a lock are an image of the ability of bitter repentance to unlock the doors of the hardened heart to Christ. During biblical times myrrh was used in expensive perfumes. It was used in powdered form to perfume garments and beds and to make sachets which were worn between the breasts. In liquid form it was used as an Anointing oil or to perfume men's beards. Myrrh was associated with lovemaking and was sometimes used to anoint the door-posts of the bridegroom's house when his bride was delivered to him. Esther received a six month long beauty treatment with oil of myrrh before she was brought in to King Ahasuerus. A woman who had been a great sinner showed her repentance and love of Christ by Anointing his feet with a fragrant oil of myrrh and drying them with her hair. Jesus took this opportunity to point out that those who are forgiven much, love their redeemer more than those who are forgiven little. [Luke 7:36-50] The psalmist portrays Christ as a king upon His wedding day being clothed in garments "scented with myrrh and aloes and cassia." [Psa 45:8] John Wesley believed that these perfumed garments represented the "sweet smelling virtues" of Christ as He walked upon this earth. [Wesley's Notes on the Bible] Augustine wrote that "by His garments are meant His Saints, His elect, His whole Church" which are attracted to Christ by this same sweet savor of peace and virtue. [Expositions on the Book of Psalms] Song 3:6 asks, "Who is this coming out of the wilderness like pillars of smoke, perfumed with myrrh and frankincense, with all the merchant's fragrant powders?" Matthew Henry answers that this is the bride of the king who was formerly thought ugly and of little account by the daughters of Jerusalem. She comes forth now 'perfumed with myrrh and frankincense' representative of the sweet fruits of the Holy Spirit. The bride thus accompanied by pillars of sweet incense is a symbol of the Israelites as they approached the Promised land guided by a pillar of smoke. She is also an image of the Church as Christ's Bride sweetly scented with the odors of Christian virtue, righteousness, prayer, and praise approaching her eternal Bridegroom and of 'Jesus returning from the wilderness full of the Holy Ghost.' Insects and vultures are said to be repelled by the burning of myrrh. So also the sweet odor of the Gospel of Christ, which dripped from His lips like liquid myrrh, is an aroma which is pleasing to those willing to be saved but repulsive to those who refuse His offer of peace. So also are the preachers of the Gospel compared to the myrrh-like fragrance of Christ which is to the repentant the "aroma of life to life" and to the wicked the "aroma of death to death." [2 Cor 2:14-16] Wisdom also is said to have a "pleasant odour like the best myrrh..." [Sirach 24:15] When burned as incense, myrrh is a symbol of prayers rising to heaven. Liquid myrrh was used in the making of the holy Anointing oil for the Anointing of the priests and the articles of the Tabernacle. It was forbidden to use this recipe which God gave to Moses for any secular purpose. [Ex 30:23-32] Because myrrh (which is bitter) and frankincense which is sweet) were used in the Temple, Mount Moriah (upon which it stood) was poetically referred to as the "mountain of myrrh" and the "hill of frankincense." -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- FRANKINCENSE Tree Gum Frankincense was one of the gifts of the Magi. Tradition says that it was presented to the Christ Child by Balthasar, the black king from Ethiopia or Saba, thus fulfilling Isaiah's prophecy that gold and frankincense would be brought from the Gentiles to honor the heavenly king. Frankincense was the purest incense. When burned it produced a white smoke which symbolized the prayers and praises of the faithful ascending to heaven. Because the ancients often burned frankincense during religious rituals, this gift symbolizes sacrifice, Christ's divinity, His sweet savor, and His priestly role. It is also a symbol of the Divine name of God. Frankincense is a sweet smelling gum resin derived from certain Boswellia trees which, at the time of Christ, grew in Arabia, India, and Ethiopia. The frankincense trade was at its height during the days of the Roman Empire. At that time this resin was considered as valuable as gems or precious metals. The Romans burned frankincense on their altars and at cremations. The mythical Phoenix bird was thought to build its funeral pyre out of frankincense and myrrh. The Israelites also used this popular incense. Pillars of frankincense's white smoke, accompanying the Bride as she exits the wilderness, represent the pillar of smoke which led the Israelites to the Promised Land, the sweet savor of Christ, the praises and graces of the Christian Church, and the Holy Spirit accompanying Christ as He returns from His testing in the desert. Frankincense was an ingredient in the sacred incense and holy anointing oil of the Israelites. [Ex 30:34-38] It was burnt with almost every sacrifice offered in Jerusalem's temple. Salt was added to the mixture to produce a fine white smoke. Since frankincense denoted something pleasing and acceptable to God, it was not presented with certain sin or jealousy offerings. A memorial portion of the sacred incense was placed in two gold bowls on a table in the temple on which was placed the twelve loaves known as the bread of the Presence or showbread. This incense was burnt at the end of each week when fresh loaves came to replace the old ones. Wisdom was said to give forth a sweet smell like "the fume of frankincense in the tabernacle." [Sirach 24:15; see also Sirach 39:14] Because of the sweet smells which accompanied the Temple sacrifices, Mount Moriah was called the mountain of myrrh and frankincense. Because he highly prized them, Solomon poetically referred to his beloved's breasts as "the mountain of myrrh" and "the hill of frankincense." [Song 4:6] Some commentators believe the sweet "hill of frankincense" symbolizes Calvary while the bitter "mountain of myrrh" represents the garden tomb. [Jamieson, Fausset, Brown] The combination of myrrh and frankincense found in the Temple represents the bittersweet nature of repentance. Frankincense was associated with prayers and burned on pagan altars in Rome, Persia, Babylon, and Assyria. It was also used in purification ceremonies. Nero burned it by the ton. In ancient Babylon one thousand talents of frankincense was burnt on the altar of Bel during his annual feast. Romans burnt this resin in their homes and on state occasions. Large quantities were burnt along the routes of the Roman triumphs or victory parades. The ancients mixed frankincense with wine and myrrh to create a "strong drink" which eased the pains of the dying, the bitter, and the condemned. [Prov 31:6] In China frankincense was thought to be a treatment for leprosy. Pliny recommended it as an antidote to poison. It was made into perfumes by many peoples. Egyptians used frankincense to make cosmetics, embalm dead bodies, and provide an aromatic warmth on the braziers of their homes in chilly weather. Today frankincense is burnt during church services and funerals to show respect for whatever is symbolized by the objects incensed. (For example - the deceased or an altar.) There are over 52 references to Frankincense in the Bible. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------


 

 
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